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Blogs > shysexual_MTgirl > Sexual desires, thoughts & ?s

When it's more...  

shysexual_MTgirl 42F  
760 posts
7/16/2014 6:50 pm

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3/4/2015 11:23 pm
When it's more...

How do you know? That it's not just lust...or<b> infatuation.

</font></b>I met a guy last year, and I can't stop thinking about him. I smile from ear to ear when I talk to him, and that smile lasts for quite awhile. The time I spend with him is easy. I'm not as awkward as I normally can be around a guy I like. I love talking to him, he makes me laugh, he's genuinely a nice guy, and sex is very, very enjoyable. I would do pretty much anything he wanted, but don't tell him that!! I find myself wanting to text him to ask him about his day or say something silly in a text to make him grin. I want to do random things for him, like surprise him with tickets to a baseball game, tickets to the brew fest, a fully paid for round of golf, an ice cold 6 pack on a hot day, a day of skiing followed by hot chocolate and maybe a hot oil massage. Yeah, I'm a goner.

I really like the guy, but I'm pretty sure we're not on the same wave length. Of course I find a guy who finally changes my mind about dating, but he doesn't want to be a part of that change, I think.

*sigh* such is life.

I guess the upside is, I know I'm normal. I can fall, too. I didn't mean to, but it happened. I think I'll have to distance myself from him, so I don't make it worse. I'll survive, guess I just have to find aguy or guys to distract me.

gotgirthwantsome 51M
50 posts
7/16/2014 7:11 pm

 ive been down that road a few times myself it sux


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