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That song in my head,lol
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That song in my head,lol Dammm,i forgot that House was on again,what the hell is wrong with me,lol.Guess ill have reruns to see later in the year though. OMG,whats up with this craig killer?I usually watch the CNN early news at 5 AM,and heard all kinds of shit about him.Lord,whats this world coming to?Along with that crazy Anthony bitch,and the totally fucked up Huckaby creep,its just crazy and wrong.And the lil Haliegh missing for so long,its unreal.I think what pisses me off so much about the Anthony bitch is that she didnt even report her missing.I think it was the grandmother if im not mis- taken who did finally report her missing.WTF is wrong with this picture?If one of my went missing,let me tell you id be on the phone with the police immediately,NOT after a month of frigging partying.And her mother irritates the hell outta me too. And both of her parents have said publicly that they both had had the idea of suicide,makes ya wonder that they do know the truth and are protecting their .I dont get any of these idiots. Speaking of idiots..lol,my heighbors were outside grilling at 12 AM last night.Last year i remember them doing it at 3AM,so i guess 12's a lil better,but still what the hell is up with that,,grill at a normal time,ya bunch of jackasses.When i was coming home last night i saw a moving van and said to myself...could they be moving pleeeeeease?No such luck,lol..was someone else. Had a nice weekend,was beautiful outside and yet i spent a lot of the time getting caught up on sleep,ive been running on empty for a long time and just had to sleep when i could.Saw my grandma and shes doing well...she told me that they plan to start her on real food(hopefully)next week and get rid of the damn feeding tube,its been hurting her but she has to have the nutrients and all,so she has to deal with it for another week or so.I was thinking earlier that while she has a ways to go before she recovers,it could have been SO much worse.For that i have to be thankful.Even though i miss her terribly and wish i could see her everyday,she is getting better and thats such a good thing.She was telling me that when she has her PT the therapist was a former NFL player and ya know that my gram LOVES football,i bet she loved that and im sure that he liked her.Put her through quite a workout,but thats they way that she is,she gives 110% because she wants home,lol.And that the more that she can do,the better she'll get and the quicker she'll be able to get home. Today is the 15th yr anniversary of my ex husbs stroke.April 27/28 1994-but he had a massive stroke that left him paralyzed and not able to speak.In fact after he came home from the hospital he never did ANY therapy whatsoever,even though i begged him to,it fell on deaf ears.I look back sometimes and i cant see how i could have prevented his stroke.It was caused mostly by his drinking,yet if i didnt get him a bottle,id get the hell beat outta me,so i was in between a rock and a hard place,ya know?Hes been living in an assisted living place now and has been for years now,i didnt even know where the hell he was(not that it mattered,but for the sake it kinda did)until our divorce when the judge ordered his lawyer to give me his address.That was 5+ years ago and i still never even drove past where he is.I just dont want to. Tim called me a lil while ago and said he'd be over to get me at 7Am today.I was thinking what the hell?He usually does get me on Toesdays to go see my gram,but i got the time pushed back to like noon,lol.Simply have too much to do before i leave and he plans on me spending the night,which is all fine and good,cause we usually only have weekends.I was bitching at him and telling him that he needed to get the channel that has Idol on to come in(he still wont get cable,lol)or else i wasnt coming til after 8,lol.I have the feeling that there wont be any Idol for me tonight.Least its jazz week and one that i really dont have a lot of interest in,all but Danny and Adam i dont care about.But NEXT week,omg...member how i kept saying that i wanted to hear Adam do a Guns and Roses song?Hell ive been saying that everywhere,lol.And its rock week and Slash is the mentor,so that ought to be cool.Only thing is that Axl has to ok any GNR songs cause he owns the name and the rights to them and they'd have to pay,but id still love to hear Adam do one,i think that would just be totally awesome,he already has that Axl quality in his voice. And im gonna miss the spoliers and all..lol.I usually watch it in the Idol chatroom,so we can bitch about or be awed by someone and it adds something to the show for me.There was this huge collectiv e YES when Lil and Anoop were voted off,was kinda funny but i had been saying all along that both had outstayed there time.I was reading in the Usa paper that they think that Kris is the one to beat.Im sorry but i just dont like him at all.Hes just an older Archuletta an ya all know i dont like him any better now than i did last year,lol.I do like Allison but she has no fan base that i know of.Hell everyone i know,online and in real life are Adam and Danny faves.Those are my fave Top 2..cause being that i like them both it wouldnt matter who won,hehe.Last year was a nerve wracker with the Davids and when Ryan said the winner is David........... Cook,i flipped out a lil,was shocked because he moved me so very much.Almost to the point of Bono,but not quite,lol.But yea i will probably miss tonight,should've made him get me Wednesday.NOT that Idol is more important,i shouldnt bitch anyways. I think im on a Kevin Smith kick again in movies.Saw Clerks over the weekend and have quite a few on my netflix,but i think that Dogma is my fave.Course having Ben and Matt and Jason in it doesnt hurt at all...lol I did manage to get to a few of your blogs before i fell asleep.. i havent commented on my blog comments yet cause im almost to the 6200th comment and i wanna see who it'll be,lol...just not ME. Ah,i better get moving,almost 7 and i have a lot to do today as usual doubly hard with my damn back,its never easy anymore.Aint it a bitch getting old?..lol Gotta post these lyrics cause theyve been in my head all weekend.. and its off Chinese Democracy.One of my two faves off that one. Better(Guns and Roses) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better, better No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better, better The hardest part This troubled heart Has never yet been through now Was heal the scars That got their start Inside someone like you now For had I known Or I'd been shown Back when how long it'd take me To break the charms That brought me harm And all but would erase me I never would Or thought I could No matter what you'd pay me Replay the part You stole my heart I should have known you're crazy If all I knew Was that with you I'd want someone to save me It'd be enough But just my luck I fell in love and maybe All that I wanted was Now I know you better You know I know better Now I know you better So bittersweet This tragedy Won't ask for absolution This melody Inside of me Still searches for solution A twist of faith A change of heart Cures my<b> infatuation </font></b>A broken heart Provides the spark For my determination No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better, better No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better, better All that I wanted was I don't know you better You don't know me better Now you know me better I never wanted you to be so full of anger (anger) I never wanted you to be somebody else I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves I only wanted you to see things for yourself All that I wanted was Now I know you better Now we all know better All that I wanted was All that I want All that I want All that I want All that I want If I were you I'd manage to Avoid the invitation Of promised love That can't keep up With your adoration Just use your head And in the end You'll find your inspiration To choose your steps And won't regret This kind of aggravation No one ever told me when I was alone They just thought I'd know better, better ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Have a great day guys and know i love ya...  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4/28/2009 9:33 am |
 Gotta love Guns n Roses, specially that song is my fav  Omfg, I know what ya mean on them frickin ass crazy people! I say load them all up on a ship, set them on a desserted island somewhere, all of the crazies, pervs, killers, so on. let them have at it with each other! kill 'em all lolI have watched 2 House episodes, I think 2 or 3 of Idol and I keep on forgetting when they come on now! omg, i so need a new memory brain  friendships is like a diamond, always forever   
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I'm sooo glad to hear your grandma's doing/getting better.  Once she's on solid food I'm sure she'll improve quicker. I'm glad you had a good weekend & got caught up on sleep. I hope you're having a great week! Happy "hump day"!
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