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Blogs > rm_DevilCharmZ > RidiculouslyIdioticMind

The Night is Old?  

rm_DevilCharmZ 47M
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7/29/2009 12:28 pm
The Night is Old?

Got a 'welcome kiss' from the 'home team'. Mosquitoes. And they say men loves to be sucked, what a paradox?

Hungry. Thinking of all the nice foods. No wonder Singaporeans like to go for suppers, it's a living temptation island here I'll tell you... Nowadays got to control myself when I crave for food at night. Then again, I can afford to eat these days.. Just the thought of going to bed right after I have my tummy filled yucks me.

Just back from club. Tired. Hope I would be hitting the sack soon. It's not like I don't have to work up tomorrow.. In fact I do. And I even got to go to work early in the morning. Much of things to do, all lined up. End of the day still be working out. Found out that my application for formal training got rejected today (or is it more appropriate to say yesterday?). Boss says judging by the circumstance, there would not be appropriate funding for my plans. I said okay. It felt weird. I knew he was just saying things to brush me off the idea, the other funding actually went to my direct senior. But I didn't feel anything against it, unlike what I probably would in the past. I think my senior is a capable person. In certain practical aspects probably much better than me. Then again, I had been having strange ideas lately. Putting myself into a paradigm of my own. Another step towards understanding and seeing things clearly. Except that this time round, it's so much clearer. So clear that it's just hard to accept the truths as they are presented. Though as stranger as they seems, I just know I'll have to accept them as they are. Somehow reality yet seems distorted. Sometimes it feels like I'm going a little crazy?

My nose just bled a little. Wonder what did I ate or drank? Some say I'm crazy. I insist on working out even on the days when I'm supposingly sick. My superior says I'm finally conscious of my health and is afraid that age might catch up. Half right? I'm more conscious of my health, but I'm doing whatever I'm doing because I really enjoy doing them.

Night was young. I love<b> clubbing. </font></b>Tonight was particularly 'quiet'. Once again, I slipped into the mentality of not wanting sex, ONS or any form of these... Maybe I'm just tired...? The music kept me awake and I didn't felt like sleeping. I often knew beforehand that my mind would just drift to music, performances and crowd seeing instead of targetting any babe, but tonight's just not the same. It was already 'silent' to begin with.

Yes, I love<b> clubbing. </font></b>I love thinking when I club. It's like among the noisy hall and crowds, I can see and 'feel' different things. I can see ALOT.

Then again, it's not like I don't see alot at other unique periods if I bother to? But it's just different things. Entertainment crossing the path in life.

Damn, I'm tired.

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