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Skyfall. Satisfaction.
Skyfall. Satisfaction. Been so too really tired and busy lately.... Life... Especially work is killing... Work and life are yet to be balanced, but I thought yesterday was a very nice start....? I was contemplating if I should turn up for a<b> clubbing </font></b>appointment... The days had been long, tough and tiring.... And it would continue to be... Mostly of my own 'willingness', though I doubt there'll be much recognition to come too soon... Last night was a very nice balance. I thought I was pathetic to begin with when I realized that only finally did I get the time to check through my e-mails... So many had happened... I was so busy that I had missed out so much in my life... Come to think of it, not something relatively new... I thought I had already reminded myself not to make the same "mistake" again.... But still..... Satisfaction. Been thinking about it for weeks and finally got to read and clear my e-mails and other social networks.... And then finally able to really enjoy the music... The shows... And the PARTY! I'd always try to restrain myself during parties since I known myself.... Preventing myself from going too crazy and wild... Preventing myself from unleashing the layers of 'animal' within me.... But yesterday I unhooked a chain, and let this creature out for a 'run'.... Can't really remember when was the last time.... It was 'controlled' but enough for a breather... It felt good... Reminded me of how I love PARTIES just like how I was reminded of how much I could really enjoy and use a good massage from time to time some time back.... I LOVE +he BALANCE.... Interestingly enough, it can be ALL THAT SATISFYING even without SEX being part of the equation..... |
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