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A Perfect Gift
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A Perfect Gift I was sitting next to a beautiful woman. She was tall, slim, curvy, and her voice had a gentle charm to it. She was telling me about a friend of hers who had been with us up until a few minutes before. I had sensed that her friend found me attractive, and she confirmed this, but I told her I was reluctant to get involved. She asked me why, and I found it hard to explain. Because although her friend was sexy, something about her stuck me as in some way demanding too. It takes time to put into written words, but I was instantly aware of what the problem was. I love to be committed to a woman, and I have no difficulty in extending myself to give emotionally and physically to a relationship. But all the women I have fallen in love with in the past have been self sufficient - wanting me, but not needing me.......not needing me to be committed unless I wanted to be. Valuing what I give, but not wanting things I can not give. Wanting to help me be the best I can, but not wanting me to become a different person. I've learned over the years that for me, even for casual sex, I need to feel something like falling in love. "We've been friends a long time," she said to me, her eyes searching deep into mine. It struck me as odd, because she only looked in her twenties. We couldn't have been friends for that long. Maybe it seemed a long time to her. "Ye-es? " I queried. "Has it ever occurred to you to wonder if I was attracted to you?" "Errrrrr....." "I always have been you know." There was silence, because I wasn't sure what to say. But my eyes must have spoken for me, because she leaned forwards with her hand on my shoulder, kissing me gently, working my lips open and and flickering her tongue against mine. I felt as if someone had lit a fire somewhere inside me. She pulled back, still looking straight into my eyes. "Only as far as you want, " she told me. Some deep memory stirred in the back of my mind - this was just like that red-headed lesbian I used to dream about who had always been secretly in love with me. Later she was lying in bed next to me, her skin was so warm and soft it was like having an extra blanket of security around me. She was kissing me again, and nuzzling her face and hair into my neck. I felt that I was going to give in to her, that it would be safe to let myself begin to take control of the gift she was giving me. I wanted show her how strong I could be if she was on my side. Then I woke up. |
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Well, not always, lol, but it is lovely when it is!
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I posted about a dream as well...hmmm...must be something in the air. Or maybe it's that you and I have the dream thing going for us.  But I'll bet you woke with a smile...
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I posted about a dream as well...hmmm...must be something in the air. Or maybe it's that you and I have the dream thing going for us. But I'll bet you woke with a smile...
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You have much better dreams than I have Dreamer. Pity to wake up from a dream like that.  ~~Anais Nin~~
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ah drats. I hate it when we 'wake up' before the we get the answers. There were a lot of hints in that dream, Dreemy... Respond to every call that excites Your Spirit ~Rumi  ..
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Sometimes you have to jump with both feet even if you're not positive it's safe. Elevate me... 
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You have much better dreams than I have Dreamer. Pity to wake up from a dream like that.
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ah drats. I hate it when we 'wake up' before the we get the answers. There were a lot of hints in that dream, Dreemy...
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Sometimes you have to jump with both feet even if you're not positive it's safe.
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awww just when it was getting really interesting,...Ihope she pops up in your dreams again then,.. Good girls go to heaven,....Bad girls go EVERYWHERE! I love to travel  Come visit my blog tigger678902
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awww just when it was getting really interesting,...Ihope she pops up in your dreams again then,..
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