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# My Gift To You # scroll down for the end please  Title: My Gift To You Chapter One: Anticipation June 16, 2007 Dear Diary, I've been told to be ready, to be waiting for you, in our room tonight.. For what I am not sure. Nasty delicious thoughts come to mind, A smile spreads across my face as I wonder, my nipples begin to tingle and swell as I ponder the nasty possibilities.. I am tempted to touch them, sooth them, but I don't you wouldn't like that. I have been told to prepare myself, carefully. To ready our room as well.. I've also been told to remove all my clothing while I do my duties, for you today. Open all the curtains, so he can watch.. So he can wish I was his. I think of you, thinking of me, wandering our home while he is watching. I love that you know how to prepare me...... excite me... tease me.... I do as you have told me. I remove all my clothing first and busy myself caring for our home. I make sure everything is in its place like you desire. I can feel his eyes on me, watching me, watching my breasts as they bounce and sway as I do my duties. I make sure to move and bend so he can view my pink, fat pussy lips...... I can't help it. I tease myself with thoughts of what may happen tonight. Scrumptious thoughts of ice, paddles and straps occupy my mind and drive my excitement, my hunger for you and this night.. I take my shower, prepare myself for you , I run my hands up and down my body, painting it with the silky lather of your favorite scent.. I shave every inch of my body for you, my skin is so soft, so smooth now. I've let my mind wonder again, I can feel my pussy, my clit begin to tingle, I don't touch it though, you wouldn't like that. You want it plumped and soaking wet waiting for you.... So instead I turn sideways, lift my leg and place my foot on the shower wall, causing my legs to open and expose my excited pussy so that water can pound against it. exciting it even more. I stand there letting it pound against my being. I turn around bend slightly over and let the water flow down my back, down to my other secret place.. Time seems to stand still as I go about preparing my body for you, as I wonder what you might do, to me this night.. How should I adorn myself for you?? With my red lace panties, my satin purple teddy or my crotchless undies or maybe even my leather bodice and gloves???..... Sometimes you lay it out for me, but not today... Maybe its a hint?? I decide on nothing. ... I am your blank page to illustrate how you wish tonight. My gift to you on this Fathers Day .... I suddenly become anxious though...., I have never given over that much power to you before... I feel anxious, frightened.. of what you may do, some of the things you have mentioned , I am not sure if I am ready for them. These feelings, these thoughts of fear and excitement swirl around in my mind, they seem to find their way through my body, awakening it...arousing it. A deep throaty moan finds its way from the depths of my fear, my arousal.. My pussy is beginning to throb now. I can feel my juices beginning to flow.. Oh no, how much time have I taken?? I must quicken my pace, finish before you arrive home. I hurry out of the shower, dry off I put no perfume or lotion on you don't always care for that. If you desire that, you will ask.. I wrap my soft towel around my fresh soft body and rush to our room. I replace our cotton sheets with our black satin ones.. I put in the red light, I love the feel that it gives the room. I lower the dimmer switch giving the room just a hint of red now... I place candles all around and light them. Carefully, I place all your toys on the table so you can easily find it if needed. I giggle as I check the batteries, don't want that happening again..you might paddle me. I am such a bad girl, I have forgotten you drink, your snack.. I rush to the kitchen, fill a bucket with ice and beer, prepare a small fruit plate. Quickly, I return to our room. Place it beside your toys. I crawl upon our bed now , lean back into the soft lush pillows. How good they feel.. so cool, so soft against my skin. Maybe you will use ice tonight, I hope so, I enjoy that, but I shouldn't think ahead, I'm your blank page. Slowly I slither my legs apart then back together again.. feeling the sheets caress them, cold chills run up and down my spine. mm I love the way they feel..... I spread my legs are wide open, exposing my treasure. How delightfully swollen my fat pussy lips feel. My clitty is so huge, so alive, it's aching for you.. I can feel my sweet sticky juices beginning to collect just inside my honey hole... I wonder if my pussy will be pleasing to you?? I am so tempted to play with my self, place a pillow in front of me so I can drag my tasty nipples across them.. but I don't, you wouldn't like that.. So I relax, close my eyes, lean back and enjoy the wonderful nasty sensations that my body is experiencing .. I lie there and wait for your arrival. Patiently, I lie there awaiting the pleasures that will arrive with you.... ================================================== Chapter Two His Arrival ================================================== I can hear it, as I lie there in our bed, the tick- tock of your old clock echos in my ears. I turn my head so I can look at it. You, are running late.. Patience I can hear you say.. Of course, I smile and chuckle at how you refuse to use an electrical one, the electricity might go out you always explain to me. I count each tick, each tock.. The rhythm of my counting calms me, but it does not wipe away my hunger, my curiosity. I begin to breath slowly. I watch the rise and fall of my smooth sensuous breasts. My large dark nipples are so hard, so alive. How good they would feel as I tease them , glide my palm across them ever so lightly... I close my eyes and envision you and me, fucking. This memory of the last time you told me to be ready excites my body so. I can see the straps that you tied my feet to the bed with. I can feel the coolness of the lotion as you apply it to my round bottom. I nibble on my finger when I recall such nasty sensations of the vibrator as you tease my firm round bottom with it. I feel my pussy juices flowing out and running down my special treasure now.. Damn will you ever get home. Frustration is beginning to set in. I don't know how much longer I can resist this temptation to touch myself, please myself.. to enjoy how my hot, wet pussy would feel to my own fingers as they teased it.. but I don't.. you wouldn't like that.... Suddenly, I am startled out of my memory. What was that?? Your car door?? I wait and listen. Yes its you, I can hear you unlocking the front door now. Excitement fills my body, my pulse begins to races. I stare at the door, waiting for you to walk through it.. But you don't. I hear you turn on the shower instead.. Frustration is beginning to win me over. How rude, how mean to not even say hello.. I can't let this happen. I can't let my frustration ruin our night. So I relax, close my eyes. I spread my legs wide open once again. mmm the cool sheets feel so nice. Once again I begin to breath slowly. I can hear that dang clock going tick- tock, tick tock. This time I do not count, it only increases my frustration, this time I allow myself to get lost in its rhythm. I wonder are you shaving yourself for me?? You know how much I love to feel your smooth cock gliding over my lips, my tongue....my breasts. I cant take it anymore !! I reach down between my legs to ease the ache of my swollen clitty, just a little.. Something startles me.. I open my eye just in time to see you snatch my hand away , gently... Suddenly you've snatched me back to reality. I sigh with frustration, I am angry at myself. All day I resist, just to fall when you can see, when you can know. I can feel I have disappointed you.... my heart begins to sink... I begin to apologize, but you stop me. You place your finger on my lips and breath out sssshhhhh...don't speak... I wanna scream. I wanna explain.. I didn't do it.. I swear.. but I don't, I remain silent.... You sit beside me on our bed.. You take ahold of my hands now and smell them, taste them. I know you didn't, you've been good my love, is all you say. You walk out of the room, my heart sinks... but you return quickly. You have something. A black bag. You place it on the floor beside our bed.. I open my mouth to speak but you stop me again.. Sssshhh I told you.. Tonight you will not speak, you will not make a sound. You will only nod your head yes or no. when I ask you a question.. Do you understand?? I follow your instructions. I nod my head yes.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Chp. 3 It's Only Just Begun ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I can hear that dang clock still TICK TOCK, TICK TOCK. My anxiety is beginning to grow again. What is in that bag?? What are you going to do to me ?? I am taken back , this anxiety, this fear is only increasing my hunger for you, how odd.... I can feel my pussy throb each time you move in its excited state.. Will it ever earn its satisfaction's tonight?? Slowly and authoritatively you get up, cross the room and bring back your black leather chair. You place it beside our bed, sit down and begin to unfold your desires and wants from me tonight. My Love, you ask.. Did you enjoy your day?? Yes.I nod I enjoyed thinking of you today too,My love.. How excited you must of been, how erect your delicious nipples were , how wet your pussy was from thinking of me, from obeying me...knowing he was watching you... Did you think of me walking around with my hard cock bulging from my pants for all the world to see?? Yes. I nod.. Did that excite you?? once again, I reply with only a nod.. I'm so pleased it did.. I glance over at our window, I can see rays of light peeking through the curtains,looks like the sun is beginning to set.. I think to myself this night has just begun.. You reach down beside you and pick up that bag and place it near me on the bed. I am sure you are very curious to know what is in that bag My Love. Yes, I nod. You shake you head in disappointment. I did not ask you a question .. You take your hand spread my legs apart and give my pussy a quick firm smack. Causing a sweet, nasty, painful tingle.. My Love, did I not say only nod if I ask you question?? Yes I nod. good My Love, I think you understand the consequences now, don't you?? Yes, I nod.. Now sit up and come over here. Give me a kiss now and let me show you the gifts I have bought for us. I do as you have told me and excitedly watch as you unzip our gift bag. Smiles of delight spread across our faces. What wonderful things you have chosen for our special night. You stand up and take out the first one. I wanna chuckle so bad, but I hold it in. It' s a bling bling g string !! You remembered !!! mmm the smooth mesh front feels so good. , it has heart shaped rhinestones at the door to my special treasure. I imagine how wonderful it will feel to have you play with my pussy through it, when its soaking wet from my sweet juices. My own fingertips ache for that sensation too... I'm so excited !! I love it, I say to you with my eyes. You understand. I am glad you like it My Love.. Now hurry up and put it on, I wanna see your smooth pussy through it. I do as I am told.. I lay back down. I love the way it makes me feel. I spread my legs again, I let me knees relax causing the mesh to tighten just alittle mmm it feels so delicious.. You take out our second new pleasure tool. I have no clue as to what it is. I give you a puzzled look, but you pay no attention. You just go about constructing this new toy. It doesn't look store bought. You have made a new toy for us. How wonderful.. Currents of excitement begin to run through my body again. Up and down they go causing such sweet sensations. Causing my pussy to throb even harder now. I wanna ask what it is, but I don't.. I am sure I will receive enough pussy spanking before this night is through.. You instruct me to lie back and keep my legs spread open. Good, My Love... You take a cuff made of smooth black leather and attach it to one of my thighs and tighten it just enough that I know its there.. you slide this bar so it's smaller, next you grab my other thigh and attached the other cuff to it. You lock the bar in place. You now attached the padlocks to the cuffs and lock them as well. How delicious and nasty... A restriction bar. I know why you made it, the boughten ones are not adjustable like this one. I look at you and think to myself, how thoughtful you are of me... You know me so well, how I need to spread my legs wide open and how much I will delight in this restriction... I think how of how much you will love the control this restriction will create, you know I can't cum unless my legs are spread just right.... I gaze into your eyes, you see the love, the hunger that they reveal. Not yet My love.. You reach in and remove the last gift, you hand it to me to unwrap. My heart stops when I see what's under the wrapper.. Long smooth red scarves that have been tied together.. I start to shake my head no way, but I don't. I remember I have given you this gift tonight, I am your blank page to write. You see the uncertainty in my eyes, in how my body tenses up, you comfort me with words. I know My Love, you do not care for both hands and feet to be restricted, much less with your new bar as well, but that is why I have made them all adjustable. We will start slow and when you are ready for increase show me your fist and then point to what you want shortened or widened. Ok, do you understand My Love ?? I pause for a moment, does he remember our safe word.. I have to speak, I have to ask What is our safe word, My Love?? "Enough" My Love, you respond. To my surprise I receive no smack.. I am sorry, I should of spoken of that. You kiss my cheek gently, to reassure me... Carefully you tie each end of the scarves to my wrists in slip knots. You have left me plenty of room to move my hands freely still... My Love he says, we are working on your patience tonight and on increasing your submissive level as well. I love you, you say, as you gazes at me lying there ready and waiting for you.. The smile I see says you must like how my swollen wet pussy must look by now. I give you a hungry smile back. Next you simply grab your beer and snack then walk silently out of our room..... ================================================== Chapter 4 Lessons Learned ================================================== Quietly under my breath ,a frustrated groan escapes my mouth as you shut the door, My body tenses, did you hear that, am I gonna get a smack?? I wait a couple of minutes. I smile, seems I got away with that one. I can hear you moving about. What in the world are you doing ?? I am starting to doubt going through with all this, I wanna spread my legs open and I can't. I don't care to be alone like this... That dang clock making the passing of time so apparent.. I'm gonna throw that thing away as soon as you untie me.. My pussy is no longer throbbing, my nipples are beginning to soften, Maybe this isn't what i desire after all?? Is this the way it is suppose to go?? I try to silent my mind, I want to do this for you. I can hear you again, by the sounds of your footsteps I can tell, you're making your way back to our room. As if by magic you know my limits... Will I ever learn not to doubt you.. Slowly you open the door, You've removed your clothing now. You walk over and sit down in the chair next to me.. Abruptly you reach over and smack my pussy hard..I hear the snap it makes, I feel the sharp tingle it causes to run through it. I believe you know what that was for.. You crawl upon our bed, take my face in your strong calloused hands and kiss me, deeply. You take your tongue and lick my lips wetting them. You take your cock and lightly caress my lips with it, stroking it as you do. Nice, long, slow strokes. You tell me to arrange the pillows so I can lean back on them. I do as you say. You take your other hand and grab ahold of my hair just enough that I am aware. You place the tip of you cock on my lips lick it, suck it. I do as you say. Do you like that , My Love?? I nod my head yes. in your deep throaty voice you tell me, I enjoy it too... My pussy begins to reawaken, I can feel the blood flowing to it, I can feel my pussy lips Begin to swell. You push harder against my lips, I know what you want, I open my mouth stick out my tongue so you can slide you cock over my wet lips and tongue . Back and forth you glide your sweet cock, stopping to stroke yourself at times. You know what this does to me, please untie my hands now....I think to myself. I wanna touch feel its hot skin in my hands. I want to grip squeeze it like you enjoy.. I can feel my breasts tingling now, aching to be touched, kissed.. You know me so well, cause you sense my desire and stop and tighten the scarves on my wrists... I could still reach them.. reach it. I wanna grab them, please them, but I don't you wouldn't like that... Deeper and quicker you shove, you feed me your big sweet cock to me. Your moans of pleasure send shivers up and down my body, causing my pussy to throb with delight, You stop every once in awhile to stroke your big sweet cock in nice, long, slow strokes. My Love do you not desire for anything to be shortened or tightened ?? Yes, I nod. I take my bound hands and point to the bar. Ok my Love. You go to the foot of the bed, and adjust the bar. and look towards me, I nod yes. You quickly administer another smack. MY thighs shake with this one, its a much firmer smack than the last. Now My Love, Is this alright?? I nod yes. I bet you wanna play with it don't you my Love ??You ask as you place your fingertips there and begin to tease it. The silky fabric of my g string only adds to the pleasure, how smooth how soaked they are now... Its feel so wet so hot.. I know how much you enjoy that you say. Round and round you take your fingers causing my clit to swell to vibrate with delight. You pull my g string to the side now, and start going In and out you with your fingers, fucking my hole.. In and out you go in a slow sweet rhythm never forgetting my clitty ,you give it nasty little pinches between you trips in and out ta my pussy.. I can hear that the sound of my juices as you play with it. My pussy is so soaking fucking wet.. I can feel my sweet juices beginning to overflow and run down to my secret place. I wanna spread my legs more, I wanna touch it too !! but you won't look at me, I can't tell you.. I take my bound hands and reach towards it but you stop me, and shake your head no.... Not yet, My Love. You return to the head of the bed now, lean over me and grab my soft smooth breasts.. you take your thumbs and rub across my erect nipples, giving me goosebumps. MMM Do you like, My Love?? you ask in your teasing voice.. Yes I nod.. you make your way up and down my body licking me, kissing me. You tease me pussy with your long fingers, your skilled delicious tongue teasing me, driving me crazy till I wanna scream Suck it, Lick it baby !!! but I don't, you wouldn't like that so I remain quiet, I do what you say.. You've return to my mouth now, Lay down now, my Love. I do as you say. You straddle me and put your sweet smooth balls over my mouth. I know what you want me to do. I take my dry tongue and tease them ,lick them. Gently in little circles I go at first then, I go bigger and bigger till I'm teasing your inner thighs. Suck them now you order me. Quickly, I do as you say. Your grab my hair, harder this time, You guide my head towards your sacs and I begin. I open my mouth and take one in, and gently suck it. I take the other and suck alittle harder, back and forth I go sucking with more force each time.. till you can hear that suction sound when I release your balls. I can't help it, a loud moan of delight of pleasure escapes me. Quickly you un straddle me and look at me.. You shake you head. My heart begins to sink I have disappointed you again.. You once again return to the foot of the bed. . I scream inside my head no... please don't..You readjust the bar so my legs are barely open. You stay there looking at me, staring at mt swollen breasts, how eatable my dark nipples must appear, you glance at my swollen<b> throbbing pussy </font></b>too. mmmm My Love, you look fucking delicious.... You know what those words will do to me !! thats so unfair... you continue stroking yourself, in nice, long, slow strokes. A groan escapes me yet again. You do nothing but continue stroking your self. I can see your cum seeping out of it, my tongue longs to taste it to lick it, to clean it off for you. My toes are pointing now. MY body tenses with excitement.... I can feel the electricity of excitement of frustration in every nerve of my body now.... I lick my lips you know what I want. My Love, you are being bad very very bad... If you ever want me to let you comfort your pussy or feel me fuck your mouth again you are gonna have to be quiet... To my surprise you readjust bar so I can once again spread my legs wide open so I can feel the sweet juices flow out of, down to my secret place. I close my eyes and lick my lips in anticipation of your cock being on them again. but suddenly I feel it, ONE TWO THREE times you smack my pussy, getting more forceful with each one. SMACK SMACK SMACK I hear. But I don't scream not one peep escapes me. Good My Love. Once again you straddle me, grab ahold of my hair stick you cock in my face and push my head forward and feed me your big sweet hot cock. Each time going deeper and deeper into my mouth. till you hit the back of my throat ,causing my pussy to begin to squeeze and throb. In and out you go. I can feel you glide over my lips. I feel your head Begin to swell to throb now. That's it baby cum I think to myself. Shoot that cum down my throat.. But once again you deny me. You pull out and un straddle me and stroke your big Sweet cock again, nice long slow strokes. Without a sound you begin to remove my restraints. I give you a puzzled look You don't answer, you start with my hands first. slowly you untie the scarves, You stare into my eyes as if to say don't move them.. Next you remove my thigh bar.. give me that look again. You remove my soaking wet g string too. You're between my legs now.. You grab ahold of you swollen cock and start to rub my pussy with it. Delicious nasty circles you make around my clitty. round and round till I begin to feel it, my muscles begin to squeeze finally I'm gonna cum !! But you stop, putting an end to that. You lean over and pull something out from under the bed. Thats not fair.. You didn't tell me about this.. But when I see it I smile with delight, mmm my little butt plug. You take it and play with my pussy with it, getting it lubricated with my hot sticky juices.. You insert ever so gently into my treasure. a small groan of discomfort slips outta my mouth.. It feels uncomfortable but I can take it, it feels so good to cum when its in there... You grab your cock and smack my pussy hard with it.. again and again you spank my<b> throbbing pussy </font></b>with your big sweet cock.. causing those sweet painfully delicious sensations... MMM how nice and pink your pussy is My LOve. You can touch it now if you'd like. Quickly I take my hands and rub my pussy comforting it. I look at you playing with your cock, watching me. I spread my legs wide open now how nasty it feels.. I move my ands to my breast and lift them to kiss them to suck them. How wonderful it feels to stop the hunger, how delicious they feel on my tongue my lips.. You're stroking quicker now. Grasping harder. nice short strokes now. I need you in my mouth again, 'my lips my tongue my the back of my throat is craving you... I stick out my tongue, you know what I want. You return but don't straddle me, you grab my hair and guide my head sideways and start to fuck my mouth. I move downward with my hands now, I take my fingers and circle my clitty in sweet slow circles I go. Giving it sweet painful pinches like you do. You fuck my mouth faster now. I shove my fingers into my hole now. I can feel it building up in both of us. Your head is so swollen, your cock is pulsating. deeper and deeper you push into my mouth. Deeper and deeper I shove my fingers. In and out I take them. Circling pinching spanking my throbbing clitty at sweet intervals. I can't take it any longer. I shove my head to take all of you in my mouth so you can fuck the back of my throat.. You begin to growl In and out you take your big sweet cock hitting the back of my throat each time.. I can't hold off any longer. I shove my fingers deep inside my fucking pussy, pop my clitty out from under its safe place and begin smacking it with my fingers, harder and harder and harder I do it, I can feel the plug how nasty it makes me feel... I forget about everything except about how wonderful my fingers my pussy feels..it happens, my pussy explodes. I feel it tightening around my fingers squeezing them squirting my hot sweet cum all over them. I keep pounding my pussy, I'm gonna cum again. I turn my attention to you again. You've quicken your pace again, harder and harder you shove your cock down my throat. I grab ahold of your balls firmly pulling them away to slow down you cumming. You stop get between my legs and say Open your legs My Love Wide and wait for that Hot Cock to Enter Your Nasty soaking wet box. I can feel it getting close again, a gush of sweet cum escapes my pussy again, how delicious it must look to you.. You take you cock and shove it deep bury in my pussy. Quickly you begin to pound me with such force with such hunger. In and out it goes. I begin to cum again. I can feel it gripping your big cock.. I feel you getting bigger and bigger closer and closer. The it happens. you look deep into my eyes I can see your hunger to cum, you let a a cry of pleasure. You kiss me deeply passionately. You feel so good, My Love !! You moan in my ear. just then Your cock explodes with me. I dig my nails into your back, I can feel it hit the walls of my pussy..hot sweet cum fills me..It throbs and throbs inside of me. I feel your cum my cum all mixed togehter as it overflows outta me, as you keep going, extending our pleasure even longer. The End... © 2007 Loveslilies . 
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... and I anxiously await its arrival This is HOT!!!! I can't wait to see what's in the bag.
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6/20/2007 11:40 am |
I am defintely waiting patiently for chapter three   Lets Save A Horse and Ride Each Other,cowboywanted2day
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eagerly anticipating Chapter 3. AKA The Clit Whisperer. 
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6/21/2007 12:46 am |
Very hot story, very enticeing, very horny!! ~~~Have Condoms, Will Travel~~~  .......Stay Happy, Stay Safe, Stay Well........
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6/21/2007 5:20 pm |
we want chapter 3 !
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6/21/2007 11:44 pm |
I have read your story twice, and I will be back again!! LOL ~~~Have Condoms, Will Travel~~~ .......Stay Happy, Stay Safe, Stay Well........
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6/22/2007 5:17 am |
A woman who will follow instructions...novel idea. lol Very nice Loves, can't wait for # 3! H. 
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Wow, thanks so much everybody, I sure hope I don't disappoint any of you..
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I love this story, Lucky lady! Glava Whats the difference between kinky and perverted? Kinky is when you tickle your girl friends ass with a feather. Perverted is when you use the whole chicken...
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I love this story, Lucky lady! Glava I am glad you are enjoying my story. Hopefully I will wrap it up by Monday Enjoy your weekend.
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6/26/2007 3:13 am |
I loved it and you are causing sooo much trouble!! More more!! Share the love...
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Very well done! Yes, I think you should definately keep writing more of these. Thanks! LS4U
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6/27/2007 1:23 pm |
Well done Loves! Sexy imagination there...  H.
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You are an extremely articulate erotic writer. What a great tale...only thing is...I'd would have wanted to you to touched yourself in anticipation. Click Here To Read A Hot Erotic Story: When A Woman Meets A Stranger Part 1 of 4
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~Loves~ WOW XO MJ
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I am so happy everyone has enjoyed the story so far. Hopefully I will continue to improve with each one  Big Hugs
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7/8/2007 1:14 pm |
Nice ending, I loved it all!! Thanks for the gift... Share the love...
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story makes me hungry, thanks
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story makes me hungry for more
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thanks everyone. I cant believe people are still reading it now that makes me feel good
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ty Reco I dont think itll ever get published but I enjoyed writing it and get tons of pleasure knowing others receive pleasure from reading it.
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4/9/2008 9:44 am |
All I can say is WOW!!! Keep it cumming....
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All I can say is WOW!!! Keep it cumming....
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guess that means you liked it
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I read the email you sent about women being tamer.. I can not speak for other women . I wriTe my stories for my regular readers they seem to like tamer...and I write what I enjoy, I'm not a sadist. did i choose the right word there one who likes to inflcit or take pain...its about control for me not the pain.. that is why my stories are like that. though I have written a fantasy years ago I can go there in stories not real time... but prefer not too. thanks for the input.
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