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Blogs > tscolette > TRANSSEXUAL ADVENTURE

America's Newest College Sweetheart  

tscolette 55T
774 posts
6/23/2010 12:35 am

Last Read:
5/21/2011 12:02 am
America's Newest College Sweetheart

Anyone that has been, or not, following my little story - Well I am transsexual, faced some very difficult things transitioning into female life. The past couple of years have been plotting, scheming and rebuilding my life. Part of that is attending a local University for a professional certification. I haven't been to school since completing my degree 20 years ago... let alone with a clear sober mind, let alone as a girl!!

This is me earlier this evening, after my 1st night of classes...walking home here in Portland Oregon. I run around and do my thing and live my life, but this was by far my most formal endeavor in my newer female life. It is a moment of vast personal achievement.

Learning my new life I have often sought to define myself through eroticism. Sex and erotic expression are certainly fun and exciting parts of any life. I am experiencing a new form of validation and personal development. It is very thrilling to be mixing it up intellectually, bringing my prior intellectual and professional achievements forward - like I am letting the good parts of my past catch up to me. I am not sure I anticipated the open armed reception to the academic community.

So much of my recent past has been a sort of compensatory eroticism. It is difficult to express the surprise I am experiencing being courted by the world at large because of my skills and modest intelligence. This was the nature of my life's experience prior to transitioning, and getting slaughtered by corporate America at that time. I really took ownership of that bigotry and falsehood - mistakenly turned it on myself. It cost me time, my health... potentially my life.

Looks like this is a new phase in my personal evolution is about learning to define myself through other aspects of public life... much like more conventional people do.
I am healing, growing into a pretty complete and talented person. I think of the Pete Townsend song "The Sea Refuses No River" and Neil Young w/ Pearl Jam "I'm the Ocean". I am my own little force of nature... maybe like a little creek, trickling into the river of humanity. The analogy could be that i have been a bit frozen, these events are like the spring thaw.

I think the world is opening up and allowing me to have the freedom to live my potential and complete myself with a little style.

....relax, I am still an over sexed trans woman.... but as a very independent creature I gotta earn a decent living. I used to joke with people that the only reason I work was for sex. You know ? Take care of myself, create a nice environment, attract certain types of experiences and companionship. At my age I have discovered I have an, "Well that was fun, when are your leaving?", attitude about sex. I have experienced extraordinary long term romantic love in my life. All I have been through, I am feeling it is OK to be a little selfish as far as opening up my life to be completely shared - not so sure right now. I have more interesting and important things to work on.

I have organic strawberries, and ice cream to celebrate with.
My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield
hottxtyme 67M
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6/23/2010 9:21 am

 Collette,
Not only are you the most Beautiful , Sexiest and hottest ANYWHERE!!!!
But..... Loaded with a beautiful mind!!!!!
I would love to meet you!!!


tscolette 55T
213 posts
6/23/2010 3:15 pm

 Thanks guys... it is a pretty exciting part of an ever more interesting life.
My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield


tscolette 55T
213 posts
6/27/2010 10:19 am

 Thanks, It is going very nicely... expressing myself academically people recognize I know what I am talking about. All the people there are totally relaxed and cool towards me... it has been really good for me thus far.
My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield


tb1112 75M
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7/8/2010 3:26 pm

 wow.........very nice and very educational.......I am one of those married guys you talk about! I would love to meet for coffee and talk anytime.......let me know!!!


venture157 67M  
2 posts
5/12/2011 9:40 am

 Mmmmm very nice. Keep posting and I will keep reading........Venture


tscolette 55T
213 posts
5/21/2011 12:02 am

 Thanks... and will do, I love that people get into my little weird journal.
My wife and I were happy for 20 years, and then we met.- Rodney Dangerfield


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