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Blogs > AK_Snowflake > Growing up Kelly

In like a lion  

AK_Snowflake 48F
788 posts
3/1/2014 6:09 pm
In like a lion

March here is here- I'm not roaring. Yet. January and February were difficult months for me both personally and professionally. I spent the better part of both months fluctuating between depression and anger although I can't tell you who I was angry with. Most likely myself for making the choice to stay in Alaska knowing I was not happy.
Monday starts my temp relocation to Juneau. At first I was really looking forward to it and now I am for the sake of just being away from my house and the craziness of my personal life.

I had a massage today and I could not relax; pretty sad when that happens. It seems when I am trying to do something pleasurable and relaxing my brain decides it is a good time to think about the things I should be doing. How do you turn that off?

It's date night with my mom and to see the Adam's Family. I am actually looking forward to that. Just hoping my will be on good behavior. Lately she has been borderline rude with me which always pisses my mom off which then in turn makes me uncomfortable because I don't need my mom telling me how I should<b> discipline </font></b>my 19 year old .

I think I would like to disappear...pack only my flip flops and flowy clothes, by a ticket to a beach town and just blend in, working odd jobs to to pay rent...

akguy4u269 55M  
2 posts
3/11/2014 1:29 pm

 Enjoy your time in J-town...Hopefully you can decompress without having to flee to the tropics!


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