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The Shadow vs. light world of sex
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The Shadow vs. light world of sex Living in the world of shadow sex. This is a blog telling of the life of living in a shadow world of sex vs. the world of light. What's the difference? Well the world of light is the normal world where one is having what could be termed a "normal sex life". That's one in which you have a sexual partner like a husband or wife or you have sexual partners, you know that booty call or Mr. Right for roght now. And the shadow? Well that's when you are not having any sexual contact of any sort. In most cases it was something you never planed for but just sort of happened. You life consist of Fantasy Sex and voyerisim. I happen to fall into this category. A little note here there are many and most of these are women who say they "can't get any" well we aall know that for the most part that is a lie, women control the world of sex there are plenty of guys who would be up to having sex with them but they are turned down. You hear this most loudly by the ladies of the BBW club. Nobody wants me in fact there is plenty of evidence that there are large numbers of men who want you. They may not be the type that you want is more the case. They put themselves there saying I want a guy to want me that is like the guy all the other ladies are looking for the special guy the one who is in great demand and is SO limited in quanity. He's tall over 6 ft. he's average to buff in build.He's well educated,sucessful, kind, giving, and oh yeah he's got a nice "package". Ladies first of reality time most of those guys have no problem getting dates and most are taken the reast or either taken and are cheating or they are such douchebags nobody wants them. As to having a nice package another reality check the percentage of men with over 8" inches is about 7% that's right 7% freaking precent!, 7"inches? rises to 14% the average? just shy yes I said shy of 6"inches so by asking for that big dick your limiting mmost of the male population no little wonder you can't find any one. Take a look there are hundreds is not thousands of sites just for the large ladies, dating sites, fashion sites and magazins, sex sites as well. There are ladies nights at clubs just for the large ladies. Just look here on Adult Dating zone, we have a BBW room and there are several community rooms dedicated to them. Look at cams alone a larger lady can be on and there will be a fair number of<b> men looking </font></b>at their cam the same is not true of the men there are usually a thousand guys on cam at any given time and of them at least 30% are of the large and in charge type and the landies are no flocking to see those cams. There's not web sites no rooms no major magazines no big mens night. Most of the shadow world is filled with them. Now how did I come to be in this "club"? I fell into it like I imagine most have I mean there are very few who decided to give up having sex my younger brother is one he has shone no interest in sex in over 25 years since the end of his marriage he has his two kinds and I guess he is happy with it. I on the oner haand am not. I think of sex constantly, watching tv you looking at the girls thing damn I would love to fuck her I wonder what she looks like naked. Your pulling out the tablet looking that fact up alone with their measurements. Age is not a factor it's just looks, the same goes to those you see when out. Why is it there is always a "dirty old man" contingent sitting at the mall, because we still think about sex is why. I got here just after my 34th birthday, my mom got sick and I was in the position to drop what i was doing and help out, well that turned into years of care that was made longer when dad became ill. 15 years went by with no sex because you were busy with "them" you have no job no money of your own and no friends because you left yours behind and never seem to have a chance to make new ones, so your never going out and there is none to "hook you up" and well you can see where it all snowballs into. What is those in the shadow world doing during this time? They are searching the web joing "dating" and "sex" sites they are roaming over the ads on craig's list, searching and fantisising about the ads for "pros" on back page and such. WE are on the web cam rooms and on Adult Dating zone visiting the chat rooms and cams imagining a life with sex in it. I have not had full on sex since 1984 and only a few times since when I was working in the early 2000's when I was having oral encounters. We still hold out hope no matter small that somebody is going to find us sexy enough to take us on I have been regulated to a world of fantasy and so many are like me it's not even funny. |
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