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heart sick ramble-sorry  

rm_Woffies 54M
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3/7/2009 4:32 pm
heart sick ramble-sorry

Sorry folks no story…not waxing poetic. I just seem heart sick tonight so I’m just letting my mind (rum laced) flow.

I sit here wondering what steps to take next. I have no heart left- it sits jaded and walled behind the neglect of years. I am so close to being free but what would freedom be to me. I crave friends. I crave distraction from the ball of pain that my life has become. Why am I saying this? Why am I sharing all this with any and all who care to read? It’s baggage I am trying to shed. No drama…think of it more along the lines of cutting the bite on the arm to get the poison out.

The Never too Soon X moved all her stuff out of the house today. Never knew echoes could be so painful. I fight this fact with mind<b> numbing </font></b>acts and humor. My Net friends tell me to find solace in the arms of another. Or to quote one of my more typically male friends…”Quickest way to forget about someone is between the legs of another”. I honesty don’t know what to do. I always thought myself one of the good guys but good guys hardly ever win. Seems selfish to involve another ‒ even use them in hopes to ease my pain. The funny thing is that I have had more offers from out of state and out of the bloody Country to come easy my pains…

LOL I know I’m the Gods personal Jester but there has got to be a limit. Give me a night or two off you bastards. Bah…I’m mostly Irish so I’ll sober up and just laugh it off. So where is a guy to find a local nymph these days huh? Meh… I’ll write something to make up for this soon….

I’m going for a run.
Woffie

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