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Vulnerability
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Vulnerability Vulnerability can be associated with uncertainty, risk, or emotional and physical exposure. For many, in everyday life this emotion is not particularly common. We tend to walk safely through our lives as we know them, with all of our usual routines, avoiding discomfort as much as possible. It is when we step out of the constraints of the everyday, that we become truly vulnerable. I have always sought this feeling when adventuring in the world of BDSM, but it has been rare for me to find a person that truly instills this emotion. However, once in a while it slaps you in the face. Not completely unique to men in my position, this exposure or uncertainty derived from a truly dominant woman speaks to a part of me that few know. Most would see me as a natural leader, someone whose role it is to make decisions, not as a helpless man serving at the feet of powerful Mistress. I knew as I lurked her profile that Mistress Lauren was different – a true perfectionist, someone that would know how to protect my vulnerability. I knew that I would be able to express my desires completely without judgment. Once I finally took the step, I felt completely safe in opening up about all things that have always been erotic to me. The desires I’d kept hidden for so long. Somewhere along in my youth I discovered a love of all things satin and lace and this became one of my closest held secrets. I couldn’t even imagine sharing or expressing this part of me, especially when I was younger. Imagine someone from your late teens knowing that you had such a predilection? Unthinkable! My recent experience with Mistress Lauren allowed me to step fully into all the things I had hidden from so many. There I was in stockings and panties, but as strong and measured as Mistress Lauren was, I was perfectly frightened. Yet I was finally truly vulnerable and my world was completely in someone else’s hands. That vulnerability took me to all the places I had fantasized it would. I had absolutely no control and it was incredibly freeing. So many things from that day will stay with me forever and I hope to experience many of them again and again. Taking those risks made me feel truly alive – to feel out of control and exposed in the best way and to feel that rush of endorphins is the greatest high in the world. Every person’s fetishes are in some way unique to them, and Mistress Lauren seemed to be completely dialed into mine. From the moment I stepped into her lair, I knew that I was safe, but headed down an uncertain road. Completely placing myself in her hands, she expertly guided me into a world where she reigned supreme. The details of our experience shall remain private for me, but know that this Goddess lives what she does. I may not be an<b> expert </font></b>in these encounters, but it is clear to me there is something special in Mistress Lauren. Nothing fake and there certainly was no doubt that she enjoyed my defenselessness. That is what made it special. Knowing that my actions were pleasing her was amazing for me. Isn’t that what it’s all about? I struggled with whether or not I wanted to even write this as part of me wanted to keep this special experience all to myself, but Mistress Lauren deserves all the respect in the world!  |
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