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HAVE YOU EVER "FALLEN" FOR SOMEONE ON A SITE LIKE THIS ONE ? ?
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HAVE YOU EVER "FALLEN" FOR SOMEONE ON A SITE LIKE THIS ONE ? ? HAVE YOU EVER "FALLEN" FOR SOMEONE ON A SITE LIKE THIS ONE ?? I have, and did. I honestly don't remember exactly When that was. I deleted a few years of my early writing. I can't go back farther than 2011--which is still available.., but I know I wrote at least two years of posts before I decided to delete complete yeas of drivel. I was a novice to computers and to sites like this. I'd never had my fingers on a computer. I'm using the SAME computer still... It runs Microsoft VISTA, and is slower than frozen molasses. It runs on Dial Up... I suppose some of you interested viewers REMEMBER your old dial up!? ANYWAY, when I first went on this site, I paid up front for 18 months as a Gold, and started writing a blog within a few weeks of joining. No one read anything I posted... there were literally NO VIEWS.. I wrote a lot of<b> poetry </font></b>in those days, and started posting some of my poems.. In those years this site had a number of people who liked poetry, and I started getting VIEWS on my posts.. Here is one of the poems I wrote during that time, and about the person I fell for.. She was a sweet person, and didn't mean to cause me, any pain. MY BLACK SATIN SHEETS (A POEM BY DAVID STARDUST) My love for you was so large It twisted the physics of time and MY space. The membrane of reality filled like a condom with the salty moisture of need, of my desire-- and, I'm embarrassed to write... my tears A MONSTER grew in all the rooms of my mind controlling reality with a rolling earthquake larger then I like to think anyone could stand against. Not anyone, least of all me-- I could not. The rest of the world OF COURSE went about it's affairs. Those who loved me and knew me, and had known me for years before all THIS, were aghast. Were stunned. I had lived enough to know somewhere in the last remaining portions of my sane mind, that THIS. YOU. Were all ONLY a strange waking dream. The most painful knowledge was that you never felt any need to touch me, nor any love--not even a small amount-- for me. Everything was all just from me. It was for ME to step away. To wake from such a powerful delusion. You had nothing to do with any of it. You were a mirage I had created. Love is the most powerful drug. Somehow I became instantly addicted to your essence by only reading your messages to me on a computer screen. by david stardust... Saturday, June 4, 2016...   |
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15 years here and No never have I fallen for him/them....
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15 years here and No never have I fallen for him/them.... silky... 
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I have too....big time....totally caught me off guard, and yes, it hurts, it really hurts.....
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I have too....big time....totally caught me off guard, and yes, it hurts, it really hurts..... WITHOUT PASSION LIFE IS NOTHING
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It hurts a lot...It's part of life, or at least a part of blogging.. I commiserate with you sweet lady.... david
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