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Blogs > franticmother > rambling thoughts

monster  

franticmother 59F
408 posts
10/1/2012 7:24 am

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10/2/2012 11:44 pm
monster
The Bitch..... the Witch...... The jealousy within is driving me crazy. I do not understand why I have had rages of jealousy over stupid things and events in the last few days.
Lately I have been rather content with my life. NO honestly, I love who I am becoming, I enjoy where I am going, and I think that life is pretty good.

For the last few days I have felt raging jealousy
not in the jilted lover's sense
Just why can't I have
why am I alone and she isn't
|Why don't I have my shit together

I woke up this morning feeling anger at a friend who has been able to win arguements pulling the single parent card..... guess what that doesn't work with me as I have been a single parent most of my adult life!

Then I was jealous that my friend uses it and gets away with it!
time to calm down, have a hot cup of tea, and go clean my house and dance to music.

Damn I hate when the GREEN EYED MONSTER rears her ugly head

Franticmother
GhostofH 65M
22788 posts
10/2/2012 8:21 am

 If you live your life worrying about what other people have or do, in comparison to yours, it will eventually drive you crazy. I know for me, I don't really care what someone else does or how they do it, as long as it doesn't affect or take advantage of me.


franticmother 59F
154 posts
10/2/2012 11:44 pm

 In the last year I have fallen in love with me! I am the only one who meets my needs. I have learned the lesson of enough and found contentment.

What is frightening was to have feelings of jealousy, out of the blue..............

honestly I have what I need
was just so prfoundly shocked at the feellings the monster within stirred.
I was sure I had defeated it

but today I know I have beaten it back
Franticmother


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