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Living life to it’s fullest!
Living life to it’s fullest! Hey playmates! I missed you yesterday. My fault…I was not in a good state of mind and since I decided that I’m going to be more positive, I didn’t crawl out of the playpen. BUT….I’m here now! Live life to its fullest. What does that mean? I mean don’t we all think that’s what we are doing? Some, yes. Most, probably not. I mean honestly, I wasn’t. I love hard. When I fall in love, I do it to the fullest. Which means that when my heart gets broken….it really shatters. But, life keeps going around me and so must I. I was introduced to a friend back in January. He and I were both in need of some friendship. He was going through a hard time and so was I. We emailed back and forth, then we texted and finally we met. I was petrified! Just being honest. I love talking to him. But face to face is hard. I have issues. Well, all we are is friends. We gone to eat, chat etc. My friend is finally dating! I am so happy for him. He needs this in his life. He is trying to live his life to the fullest! My baby girl. Man, she has truly lived a shitty life. The life she was dealt….not fair at all!!! But…she has kept her head up. She met a male when she was in h.s. He lived in another state. They met on a gaming site. They talked and unbeknownst to me, her grandparents planned a vacation so my could meet him in New Orleans. Well, she graduated h.s. and moved out of state to be with him. They lived together for several years. He finally proposed. She and I started planning. My ex mother in law took over of course. But the day finally came…and my beautiful got her happily ever after. Three days later I got a call from my baby. She was now a widow. After planning a wedding she & I were now planning a funeral. Told you she got a shitty hand!!! We moved her back to Oklahoma. It’s been a couple of years now. She graduated with a associates in psychology a few months ago. She is taking coding classes. She is dating. My is continuing to live life to its fullest! Now, for me. I am newly divorced. It sucks! I have my first apartment. It’s scary being on my own for the first time. I’m a pretty simple girl. I’m comfortable in jeans & a t-shirt. I’m not a big makeup person. So today, I started my day off with a new smile. I put on makeup! I did my hair (ok, so it’s short but dammit I made it cute 😝). I made dinner. I tried something different. It was good. I have been thinking about dating. I don’t know about that quite yet. I’m living my life to its fullest. And I hope you are too!!!! |
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You will know when the time is right - No pressure, Just do as you wish and you will know when the time is right.
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What the mind can conceive you can achieve.
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Good for you!!! Baby steps is the best way to start!!!! Give it time!! Take care of you first and foremost!!!!!
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9/14/2021 12:49 am |
The title saids it all!
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Men are overrated. Date women If something happens to Cowboy I won't remarry or live with a man. I enjoy my space and doing things my way. AKA I'm too lazy to change and adapt, LOL. I figure I can meet a man if I want serviced. This place has a million men ready, willing and supposedly able
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I remember living on my own in an apartment after a relationship breakdown. Initially I felt both liberated and lonely but fortunately the routines of shopping, meeting friends, housework and even dating took hold!
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It's great that you're living your life to the full. We only have one life to live.
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I like your attitude and spunk! Books, on HNW Will Pony Play Become A Bigger Thing Now Christmas in September [post 3312759] My Private Post - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets – Anything you write here is just between us
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