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Pain/Enjoyment Rand's party was just the first part of Tricia's birthday night. The second has become almost a birthday tradition for her: to go to a fetish club in the city and be flogged and spanked in front of a crowd upstairs in the show room. So we didn't stay long at Rand's. Lilith went to Reno's with Andrea and wanted badly to go out with all of us. I texted her to let her know we would be later than expected. She said she would go to the club with the group from Reno's. I didn't like having to leave her among a group of people she didn't really know, in an environment she's never been in. But I knew Tricia would want to get to the club by midnight at least and I knew that Andrea would be taking care of Lilith. When Tricia and I arrived, Lilith was in a booth, sitting on Johann's lap. Johann had the same relaxed yet blank expression on his face that he always has. My first reaction was: OK. Good. It didn't take her long to find a cute boy's lap to crawl into, and at least she was being entertained. I stepped forward to talk to the<b> dominatrix </font></b>to negotiate a time for Tricia to come up. Then I sat down next to Lilith. "I'm not going to have sex with Johann," she told me. "Oh," I said. "That's OK if you want to." I doubt Johann would have had sex with her anyway, but it didn't matter to me. Lilith wanted so bad to come out with us to this club and I Tricia had been treating her so unfairly. But Tricia had had a reconciliation in her attitude towards Lilith and didn't mind, or really even care that she was here now. Now that all of that was behind me, I really needed to focus on Tricia. I didn't want to be worrying about Lilith. But I did anyway. As we waited, Lilith seemed dead tired. "Did you drink tonight?" I asked her. We had been there for maybe close to an hour by then and I had not seen her drink anything, but she was acting drunk. "I did at Reno's," she replied. Andrea and Jamie were there too. Tricia sat next to Brady. Baron and his girlfriend arrived later. We watched men and women being tied to tables, shackled to chains, or otherwise bound. The<b> dominatrix </font></b>and her assistant used blindfolds and candle wax and floggers to tease and torture their willing victims. When it was Tricia's turn, she stripped down to her panties and fishnet stockings. Her nipples were covered only in red tape. The<b> dominatrix </font></b>cuffed Tricia's hands above her head to some iron rings, and flogged her on her butt and upper back. She finished the scene by giving Tricia the appropriate number of open-hand spankings. Tricia loved it, and was slightly bruised even a few days later. I turned my attention back to Lilith and saw that she was making out with Johann. No, Johann doesn't play, but he doesn't object to a pretty girl kissing him either. Again, I had no significant reaction to this site, other than to be glad Lilith was not bored. We all went back to Reno's around 2 am. Tricia and I joked that since it was her birthday, we really should have sex with each other at some point. But not right away. Brady had been watching people being flogged all evening and was becoming fascinated by it. He asked Tricia if she would flog him. Tricia agreed, and they went into the other room upstairs. Tricia is a "switch" - someone who is able to be both a top and a bottom in BDSM. She can flog or be flogged. She prefers to be on the receiving end, but is good at flogging. There is a rhythm and method to it. You build your subjects up, start them off lightly, work up to the pain level that they can take, and then bring them down again. It can take from 10 minutes to close to an hour when she does it, depending on the person. It's not a thing everyone understands. It's not something I fully understand and I really don't have any interest in being a top OR a bottom. But it can be a catharsis. For the same reason that people get tattooed or have corrective surgery or go a grueling workout at the gym. There is release in pain. Brady was working through something. I don't know what, but the pain was appealing to him. Tricia treated him well, and he seemed to get what he needed from it. It was a little strange, in that Brady is our roommate and also Tricia's co-worker. He is someone Tricia has seniority over at work. She felt a little odd about that, but the two of them seem to have a good understanding of each other. I watched them from the computer room while I kept a wary eye on Lilith. "Johann said I couldn't sleep with him tonight," she said. I had trouble hearing her over the noise. "COULD or couldn't I asked. "COULD!" she said. I still had to ask her to repeat herself a few times. To anyone listening, they may have misinterpreted why I had such a strong interest in where Lilith slept tonight. I wanted to make sure she did NOT sleep on the cushion in the hot tub room where Tricia and I would likely be. I wanted her to be comfortable, but not next to Tricia and me, especially if we were going to have sex. Lilith was acting weird. She was saying and doing some strange things. It didn't help that she was drinking again and she was extremely tired. Sometimes, when you see a person at their lowest point physically, you'll hear things from them that are closer to the truth than the things they normally say. "I don't..." Lilith said, "I don't have any friends..." It was a strange thing for me to hear from her. I kissed her on the forehead. "You have friends here," I told her. Tricia was done with Brady and we were going to bed. I still wasn't entirely sure about Lilith, or about leaving her alone, but she had to fend for herself now. I talked to Andrea a few times but really couldn't devote a lot of time to her between Tricia and Lilith. She went downstairs to sleep in Jacob's bed and seemed to have had a good time at the club and back at Reno's. I was glad for that. I came to a small conclusion: having a lot of women is great, but having them around you all at once is not a good idea. Tricia and I had sex, and slept in the hot tub room. I was a little worried about Lilith, but not enough to keep me from falling asleep. It was ironic that I worried about Lilith when I was with Tricia, and worried about Tricia when I was out with Lilith and Andrea. We slept in late on Sunday morning. Lilith woke me up around 10 am and told me she needed a ride back back to the base because she had to work. She was alert, rested, and in a good mood. She slept with Johann but, unsurprisingly, did not have sex with him. She laughed as she told me about it. "I've never slept with someone with long hair before," she said. "I never realized what a pain in the ass mine is. I kept laying on top of his and he kept saying 'ow! ow!'" We had a good laugh, and I'm glad she enjoyed herself. |
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