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Is being honest a past time????  

Timefor_morehere 58F
49 posts
10/27/2009 1:16 am
Is being honest a past time????

Trying to re-evaluate my likes and dislikes maybe fine tune some personal things a little better. 1st I guess is climbing up on the table to scream what the fuck, please.... I am an honest person non confrontational, but if someone crosses my friends I will be there. I am not on a "who got the booty race" with anyone. I am not a territorial person with those here to play....I Never expect to get laid.....I have yet to completely leave my comfort zone.... I am trying.

This just my personal opinion and feelings.... As the great older gentlemen of this place are wonderful.... It's not my thing and reason being I was molested at 8 by my neighbor and his teenage ....so there are 2 faces of people forever here to haunt me.... Feeling this was sucks I thought I didn't let it get to me but I did. I have a hard time trusting ANYONE, failed marriage, degrading parent never to feel as I'm ok now.... I still to this day gave to fight for every bit of respect.... Just to save face. I just want people to be honest.... With themselves and with me..... If you sneak around and get caught it's on you.... Like I have stated before I don't want the pissed off wife or girlfriend calling me.... I am single... Married 2 times b4 I miss it....I would like to know that again....

I do not let what happened stop me from trying some days are better than others for sure.... I would love to have a person like/love me for me... My. 2nd husband was just a selfish ass... He wanted a stable home family and to show ge was as good as his FF/medic brother .....

To dream of a beautiful date... A nice dinner.... Maybe a carriage ride on the riverfront to go back to a nice warm fire sit laugh maybe other things even just to hold each other and know that the feeling you feel is honest....

A girl can dream can't she?????

yamrider01 68M
3 posts
10/27/2009 1:13 pm

 Everybody with any kind of a conscious has dreams. I lost the love of my life. my soul mate 4 years ago after a 4 year fight with cancer. Before she got sick I thought we had the world by the horns. We were living and loving life. I dream of finding that special someone again. I know its a dream, but I still dream it. It could happen. But just as before I found her I had to sift threw alot of dishonest people. But its just like the Lottery you can't win if you don't play. So you have to put yourself out there in some way if you want to find anyone.
Just my opinion.


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