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Blogs > openwm > Just a Thought

Just can't wait!  

openwm 58M
1313 posts
4/19/2011 6:55 am
Just can't wait!

I tell you, life isn't always what you want it to be bit it is what it is. Things are going downhill quickly for my brother in law. My is releasing his feelings through anger and tears. he wants to hit thing. I understand. All I can tell him is that he is not going through his grief alone. We will ALL walk together through our pain. Each of us are handling things differently. I lean towards the cranky side. I'm far more grumpy than normal. I really don't like myself when I get like this. My wife gets all emotional. She cry's at the drop of a feather. My cry's and gets angry. This is not an easy time at all but one I'm glad to have all of us to hold each other together.

Now on a far more positive note, it's the middle of the month and that means in just a couple more weeks, I'll FINALLY get to meet face to face with one of my all time favorite bloggers here. She has a way of making a total stranger feel perfectly relaxed and belonging. She can make me laugh without much effort. She can light a fire inside and makes me erogenous zones tingle with anticipation. And she can make me cry and do some real soul searching and do all of this in one sitting. If I could travel again and have gotten myself up to where she lives, I'd have met her months ago. Needles to say, with all the emotional stuff f going on here, just knowing sh is on her way down here and that I will be blessed by her presence is enough for me to hold strong. Thanks honey for being my inspiration and I can't wait to see you and give you one of the biggest hugs you have ever received!!!

openwm 58M
6971 posts
4/21/2011 3:20 am
    Quoting rm_geysergirl:
    Those situations are always difficult to handle...hugs, prayers, ears and shoulders is what you need to lean on..as well as be for others..

    Glad there is something coming up that will make you smile
Glad you made it home safe and sound. Thank you sweetie. (((Hugs)))


rm_geysergirl 59F
10799 posts
4/20/2011 8:13 pm

 Those situations are always difficult to handle...hugs, prayers, ears and shoulders is what you need to lean on..as well as be for others..

Glad there is something coming up that will make you smile
Captivate my mind...and who knows what will follow. Discover more of my ramblings at [blog geysergirl]


openwm 58M
6971 posts
4/20/2011 3:38 am
    Quoting marysia4u:
    I hope your brother in law continues with no pain.
    I see so much suffering and pain at work every day.
    You are all in my thoughts and prayers at this sad time.
    You are the 2nd friend blogger this week to be meeting up with a fellow blogger. I wish I didn't live so far away. Have fun when you meet up.

Thank you M. He was in a bit of pain two nights ago. When he showed signs of pain, they started the morphine drip. All he does not is sleep. At least he is no longer trembling or tensing up. Little man wants to sleep at the hospital Thursday night. We will see what happens.


marysia4u 68F
15417 posts
4/19/2011 8:48 pm

 I hope your brother in law continues with no pain.
I see so much suffering and pain at work every day.
You are all in my thoughts and prayers at this sad time.
You are the 2nd friend blogger this week to be meeting up with a fellow blogger. I wish I didn't live so far away. Have fun when you meet up.


openwm 58M
6971 posts
4/19/2011 12:42 pm
    Quoting rm_always_lily:
    Hugs, Robert...I'm so very sorry. I wish I could say something to help but I know there really are no words that can do that. I wish you all comfort and peace...be gentle with yourselves. You're all in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you all.
Your thoughts and prayers are enough sweetie. We will walk through this mess together. In reality, for my brother in law, he isn't in much if any pain. When he passes, he will be in a much better place. yes there will be a hole left behind but wounds heal. Time will see to that. Thank you for caring. (((Hugs)))


rm_always_lily 72F
1012 posts
4/19/2011 11:51 am

 Hugs, Robert...I'm so very sorry. I wish I could say something to help but I know there really are no words that can do that. I wish you all comfort and peace...be gentle with yourselves. You're all in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you all.


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