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Blogs > dwn4_dacause > Random Events and Thoughts

Polyamory  

dwn4_dacause 40M
13 posts
6/16/2017 8:11 pm
Polyamory

So, over the last year or so, I've been really drawn to the idea of<b> polyamory. </font></b>I feel like it's so hard to just love or be with one person. I've been fortunate enough to be able to meet two wonderful women. Interesting thing is, neither of them were into swinging or poly, or even bi, yet somehow each decided that they were willing to share me with each other. I met first girl through some really close friends. The energy between us was great and we got along great, problem was she didn't live in Maryland, she was only here to visit. So instead of pursuing a long distance relationship, we decided to just be friends and talk. We talked about everything, so when I met a new girl, I told her all about it, and she was genuinely happy for me despite wanting me for herself.

So as I got closer with the new girl, I told her about my past, how I used to be a in an open marriage, and most of my previous relationships. She was cool with it all and slightly curious about the open marriage. About two months into us getting to know each other, Ms. Out-of-town tells me she is coming in town for a visit, and would like to hangout. I tell the new girl that she wants to hang, and I invite her along if she wants to come, and she accepts. We decided to go salsa dancing. I'm no good at dancing, but I tried my best, but then Ms. Out-of-town asked her to dance. I stepped back and went for drinks. Well after a night and dancing and laughing, me and the girl I was dating decided we were gonna spend the night together, and since I was driving Ms. Out-of-town, I would take her home. Well as we were walking to the car, she asked if she could just crash at my place since it was late. I didn't have a problem with it, and neither did the new girl. So we get back, and they are laughing and getting along great with each other. Well after a while, I tell them I'm about to go to my room, take a shower and go to bed, but they are welcome to continue having a good time. Well while I'm in the shower, I see that both of them walking into the bathroom and get in the shower with me. Although it was super dope, it was mad cramped, so I had to get out. Well I'm sure you can guess where the rest of the night went. It was amazing!

Well afterward, we are laying there just all holding each other, and it felt right. So much affection and love in one place. That feeling right there let me know that I could probably never be fully mono again. Anyways, just felt like sharing my thoughts. I'll try to make it a regular thing because it's slightly therapeutic. Thanks for taking the time to read.

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