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Fondness
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Fondness You feel you are fond of somebody, when your thoughts of a person resonate with some pleasant perceptions. I can think of different people I like and it triggers different pleasant feelings, like determination, fondness and so on. When the thought of the creature resonates with such feelings that I know of, I have a perception of togetherness and a wish of this creature to have these feelings. When the thoughts of that creature lead to triggering new pleasant emotions, admiration appears with attraction towards him, a wish to be like him. A strange recognition of these emotions appears regardless of recording that they are not known to me. When I correspond with less experienced people – I am a beginner myself, I experience the same as from the start – as if a new world is opening in front of me, all boundaries are being destroyed, I can do whatever I like and feel happy. When you feel for somebody, his every achievement - there is a splash of joy and anticipation. Fondness is being revealed as an attraction to a creature that wants to experience what I like experiencing, what I am attracted to. A wish of another person to feel less negative and more pleasant emotions always resonates with a fondness to this person. When I feel fond of another creature, this person seems to be especially beautiful, although in another state I possibly could differentiate this creature as “not beautiful”. When this is an overweight creature, an interpretation as “fat” disappears and there is an interpretation of a light, plump small girl. Thus the fondness resonates with the feeling of beauty. Fondness also resonates with a reasonless joyfulness, erotic attraction, childishness, amazement, delight, commitment, enjoyment from simple things. Fondness resonates with “small” happy wishes – to play, to hug, write something, bring a fallen leaf or a cone from the forest, show a spider. But what is different with these wishes from mechanical wishes is that they do not have an ingredient to produce an impression or receive a positive evaluation – I just share my happiness and admiration. Fondness often resonates with a wish to teach something. For example, explaining about your experiences in detail. It is different from the teaching something and never revisiting it again, as if this creature is interested, it will remember or ask. When I take care about somebody, I want to remind again and again and observe if everything is going the way I have explained. When there is a fondness, there is openness and no concerns about opinions. There is no wish to hide anything or defend. There is a wish to explain again and again what is not clear, to share perceptions, to teach and to learn. When there is a fondness, all other pleasant emotions become transparent, light and piercing. When there is no fondness, I am as if in a shell and cannot hear and see clearly, there is no chance of an affectionate touch. When there is a fondness, the shell is melting and a real naked world comes down on me, as if I was watching life on TV and suddenly went outside, into the forest. Accompanying physical senses are like there are thin strings going from the armpits to the palms and this is why you want to feel and touch. There is a sense of a soft explosion in the chest. There is no need of any lasting and complicated motions, you can only touch and a flow appears that actually carries you away (c) Selection of attractive states |
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