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I'm not sober!
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I'm not sober! This is ridiculous, I can't even write a not sober blog. Do you know that all we ever watch over here is american shows, except if we watch the government station? The only other way we can watch local shows is if we watch "live" shows. Then they are usually pre-recorded. Oh dear, this is boring! LOL. I am definitely not sober! Who gave me access to my computer???? LOL. This is really bad! Hmmm. "I love myself just the way I am, there's nothing I need to change. I'll always be, the perfect me, there's nothing to rearrange! I'm beautiful, and capable, of being the best me I can, and I love myself, just the way I am . . . I love myself, just the way I amm . . ." I'm sorry, I am supposed to love him! But I am not in love with him! and right now I do not love him, and chances are I never will! Because you know what! I'm not just any ordinary woman. I don't like it if men go into time out, to the point that if a man goes into time out, I get cranky, and dump him. By the time he finds his way back towards me, he is out of my life, "he's out of my life""" LOL. Oh, it's so sad. Only this way, no "...." did I use a rude word??? Ok, none of them can hurt me, cos I am insensitive, and moved on! and that's the way uh huh uh huh, I like it, oo oo oo, oo, oo oo ooh, ooh ooh! LOL I love it How I met your mother has just been on, only we have probably been watching a 20 year old show, about when Barney brought a baby in. It was funny, only while it was on, I just drank a bit more, and a bit more, and I haven't done something stupid for so looooong, that it's time for me to do something stupid, and ...... the rest of the world! Do you know that today I talked to the sexiest man I ever met??? Do you know that not only did I talk to him today, but the other year I let him go, so that he could meet another woman, who he has so much more in common with and who was also a lot closer to where he is? Do you know that before I met "My Love" and not the one I talked about, another, and also before I met the "man of my dreams", oh sorry, for you that's my precious friend. Ok, do you know that before I met either of them, I met another man, through this site, who I don't even remember what I spoke about with before I went and travelled five hours to meet him, as I had just gone through my dramas, yes, way back then, and when I arrived, after travelling five and a half hours instead of the three and a half hours he had suggested it would take, it was too late to turn around and drive home, because I now had about two hours before dark, and because it was so soon after my car crash, I would have basically killed myself if I had attempted to drive home, so when I saw the look on his face, I knew that I would be spending the next few hours making love with that man? You see, for him it was love at first sight. I am not saying I did not like him, I just had no idea, as I had just met him, and I was so badly damaged from my dramas at this stage, that I had no idea. Mind you, the session we had was hmmm, yes. Since then, he has been married twice, and the second marriage just broke up. It just goes to show, maybe it's not the best idea to rush in. Maybe it's also not the best idea to wait for the man of your dreams to realise that you are hmm. Maybe it's all just somewhere in between, and if I can't get it right, then who can??? . . . . B COZ, I was always the best. There were no women better than me. Yes, lots were better athletes, or better cooks, or better this or that. I was the best all rounder, and hmm, when I arrived . . . ok, this is R rated. I do need to shut up! So now you have the tiniest idea of . . mm, and once again, not bad for not sober!!! giggles and more giggles do I love myself???? yep, I do. NOW go away, have a cold shower, take a cool bath, go away and enjoy the lovely<b> tart </font></b>you are with, coz I am me, and as usual, I am not available, as usual, I am the "ice queen", "Frigid Brijit", or maybe just hotter and wilder than you or many will ever know! Ha haa. You most likely will never never never know! Coz I really don't like sharing, and I don't share me around!  Sorry! But it's fun when it does happen, and it hasn't happened for a long time! and it's not going to happen for another long time! coz for it to happen, it has to be right, and it's not right, and I am not sure it will ever be right again, sorry, because I never ever share it much, .... I am arrogant too. You men taught me so well!!! I am arrogant enough to say, "enough is enough", you abused my body in the past, and now I am ugly, and that's fine, because now that I am ugly, none of you want me, and I love it, it's grand, it's great, as if ever a man touches me again, it will be because of what is inside me, and only because of that, as I am really not attractive any more at all. I love it, I want it . . .
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