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Blogs > CaptainDilfCT > The Adventures of Cap'n Crazy!

Wasting the Day  

CaptainDilfCT 40M
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9/18/2013 8:47 am
Wasting the Day

So I'm sitting here in a La-Z-Boy recliner...yes they still exist..with a heating pad on my back. My friends like to jokingly tell me that I need to cut back on the rough sex, but it's actually fro a fall I took at work. Getting back on topic here... I was sitting here, looking at my life, and comparing it to how I THOUGHT my life was going. I pictured myself having two . Instead i was blessed with 3, which includes an amazing set of twin girls. Thought I'd wind up sitting in some tiny cubicle in an office building, bored out of my mind but dealing with it because I like working with computers. Instead I'm walking around a hospital keeping people safe. I NEVER imagined I'd be divorced. In an age where divorce seems almost certain and people start to question why you would even bother getting married, I wanted to feel like I belonged to that one special someone. Oh well. No sense really dwelling on it. Life is funny sometimes. I guess my former wife (I hate calling her my ex) didn't feel the way I did. I do admit to my part in our failure. Contrary to popular belief, I don't accept the full responsibility for the whole thing. I merely admit my wrongdoing, learned from my mistakes, and am trying to push forward.

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Traviesa333 40F  
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9/18/2013 11:26 pm

 I am often dismayed looking at my life and thinking of where i'd hoped to be by then. things have changed over time, specifically my career choice. but i'd thought I would have someone to share my life with by now. I know I am respectively young, but at my age, my mom was a divorced single mother of two.

i've achieved a lot in my life, but have little to show for it and lack someone to share it with. it kinda makes life sad, but like you said, no sense really dwelling on it.

it progresses forward, each day a new chance to improve where I am and where i'm going in life.


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