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bored update Just posting a quick, well maybe as I NEVER am brief, update. Gemini here, the male, btw. I got a little frustrated and left for awhile...its been so hard to meet people. When we have had the time and opportunity, which is rare with our schedules, things have fallen through. And the people my lovely Terra has met online and like, and so do I, are for the most part too far away TO meet. We finally decided....what does it hurt to just MEET a couple of local members in a neutral setting like Startbucks even if we haven't gotten to know them well yet online. But, I think we've dilly dallied around so much the people we were interested in decided we were flakes and gave up on us. Can't blame them, although I did give my phone number to 2 members and was serious about meeting. And with our schedules so ridiculously busy, even when we find the time, the energy and will are difficult to muster for just a cup of coffee...LOL. Me, as the resident pervert would be easy to seduce quite frankly, but she( and righteously so as she risks the most) is much more careful than I. I even sent a message to a new couple this evening, admitting up front I was probably wasting their time... but I needed to reach out to SOMEONE at least and let them know I found them attractive.... The wife at least is finding a lot of fulfillment in making friends and talking here. I do get a lot out of sharing stories, but haven't been as successful at it. After all, she is the attraction. And so I am more "action" desiring.... So what more can I say. To those of you we have started getting to know, and never followed through. Its not truly that we are fakes or flakes. But just damn time and willpower challenged. Terra's lady friend she met we should have met again weeks ago, but crap just got in the way. The<b> photographer </font></b>I convinced her to let me meet, she actually surprised me by saying she wanted to go too. But he hasn't called me back. And the other single man that mentored me in a way through some confusion, I am sure feels we are a waste of his time. Too bad though, I seriously would like a first time with something new to include him, even if it were without the wife. As for the couple I contacted tonight? If I were in charge, and you were interested, Id find a way. Id love to just get OUTDOORS in the clean mountain air for an evening! And if we also got to experience something new as well, oh yeah LOL. My lovely wife and I are just too different. We have the same end goal, but I can decide I want something, commit to it, and find a way to make it happen. But she needs to be romanced into the right mood. And if I were able to romance her, well, we wouldn't be here so much LOL. Id rather right now be in bed giving her all sorts of pleasure... instead of blogging here and hoping someone nearby can get her attention as well as a couple of our new friends who live so far away. She even got too busy to play much on Skype, just when our favorite friend had asked me to join in LOL. But to be fair, she has REALLY been working very hard, and very successfully. I am really proud of her and the recognition she has gotten by her employers is well deserved. But I am, as she will tell you, a horny little toad.... and I would very much like to be giving pleasure to someone right now, preferably my wife, but also very lustfully wishing to play well with others also.... if you are thinking it Ill say up front... I wouldn't want to play without her... if she suggested it I might....but it wouldn't be as fun and Id be worried about her feelings the whole time.... besides, I'm the toad and she's the princess LOL. While my life experience is that I am appreciated AFTER the fact as a passionate and giving and somewhat skilled lover.... getting past my awkward shyness and lack of self confidence in my looks( great face, great legs, but way too much flabby me between the two) is a challenge. Close your eyes and go for it, I am worth it! Hey, at least I have a sense of humor. Well, I think I am funny! And while Id rather be touching and pleasing someone with my hands and mouth right now( don't want things to end too quickly so have to leave the "rat bastard" as my wife named him in my pants until he is called for.)... at least writing this is making ME laugh a little. Its Sunday morning, I am in Fresno for 4 or 5 hours, but have to be elsewhere about an hour away by noon or so. And I am ALWAYS horny in the mornings,lots of sexual energy when I wake up, while my dear wife is rarely even awake in the mornings LOL. So if you are one of the lucky few with my phone number and by some miracle see this blog in the next few mins give me a call and Ill buy you a cup of coffee at Startbucks and enthrall you with tales of what I WISH we could do... Btw, I don't match the picture. I hate the same face in the mirror every morning so I change occasionally, and this time went for the extreme and shaved the face and head. And, if I must say so myself, I am DAMN good looking, and Like Sean Connery am just getting BETTER with age.  |
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I have a dear friend living in Fresno area, he said the same. It's very difficult to meet people. All female and born this way ~!
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