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The Camera Eye is Watching
The Camera Eye is Watching ....... and I explained that I know I'm a tease on CAM but it's safe in more ways than one. It's a show and I am on my stage. I watch myself too as if the woman in the video screen is someone else, not me. I'm outside my body detached yet connected. The men, the watchers, the eyes and their lust ... sitting on my desktop focused on me. It's a red-toned high that comforts me when I am most alone. It cuddles me when no arms appear. My needs disguised behind smiles and my soft flesh. It lingers with mail that flatters and temps and makes me think for a while they care. The next day the high vanishes and I'm left to wonder why and frightened to wonder if I'll find my way out to something real again. Nothing seems real anymore ... encounters are temporary video reflections, touch-less kisses in empty arms. While I might be a fantasy, I don't think I'm the girl for you. I'm looking for love and spinning out of control. What might seem like a party is really just a heart hoping to be found. |
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8/8/2016 10:38 am |
I am hoping that you allow yourself to be open to let someone in touch your heart again; be there so comfort you, hold you when you want to cuddle, and love you unconditionally.
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4/1/2016 7:56 pm |
The largest smile in the holds a grim shadow
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3/25/2016 9:10 am |
I am hoping that you really do find someone that steals your heart and makes life magic for you again,you are such a beautiful women inside and out,if you ever need anything please let me know and i will do anything in my power to help.
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the beautiful woman that you are ,,sorry
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om god ,being the beautiful woman that ,an the trials an tribulations that you had to endure.i must say you are 1 of the strongest woman i have evr had the chance to meet or read ur blogs which i read ev1 an cried myself .thank you 4 sharing an be strong , god bless you,Don
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I will have to check out your cams!!!
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That's a good way to put it, but you just never know, right ?
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