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Living The Moments
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Living The Moments Been a while since I wrote here. Been busy with work and challenged by a dead VPN in these parts of the world. My daughters who are my anchors and my best friends made an amusing point the other day. Their mom goes through these bursts of every day/evening/night someone asks me out and then for the same number of months/years no one will ask me out. A couple of weeks ago every male in contact with me on here within the Gulf region wanted to meet. To be perfectly honest in 7 days I met 3<b> chaps </font></b>and on 1 of those days it was one in the early evening and another till the wee hours of the morning. The same one who filled my evening hours and a whole day 4 days. Wow she must have been fucking her brains out. Naaaaaaah ... that's the irony of the Phoenix. Getting to stripped naked and having sex is rare and even if the Phoenix might want to get naked and notti ... several other factors weigh in. But to allay your concerns the Phoenix admits to one distraction shag in recent times. I am human yes, just not a forever horny human. But yes I am living the moments as they come. When it presents itself I review it in my mind whether the act would be regrettably woesome or shag and forget or savour a memory created. For most of the presented its avoided knowing it will be regrettably woesome. The distraction shag is a temporal resolution to a basic human need ... a transient moment of intimacy that passes and I forget it ever happened. Oooo the ones I like best are where memories are created and when alone I get to savour the emotions the tastes the smells the tactile euphoria and the intimacy of the moment stolen from time when everything was forgotten to imprint itself forever in the canvas of my mind. These are rare ... too few ... and largely non-sexual in nature. The desire is strong ... the attraction stronger ... the connect is soul deep. There's even a presence of love albiet forbidden ... these are my best encounters. Where maybe the only sexually laced gestures were kisses or the grazing of a hand intentionally and feeling the electricity speed thru your veins. The one I enjoyed most in that amazing week of men like a revolving door was the one whose mind so tightly intertwined with mine. Who went on a gastronomical adventures because he trusted me even tho he had never eaten anything like it before. Who sat for hours talking listening never really every physically in contact. Who after all those hours together I found I loved a little bit more and who misses me a little bit more. But alas forbidden fruits cannot be reaped for there is an intricate complex web of realities which will always be present ... but if you have never experienced a non sexual orgasm you will say what a load of bull. Probably making love to a man's mind without touching him isn't for everyone but when you find your equal sex happens without clothes in a pile by the foot of the bed ... it happens so beautifully sitting across each other in very public places in the mind and your eyes are windows to that experience. And nobody else knows ... You lived your moments ones that will turn in your mind forever. |
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11/10/2015 11:39 pm |
You deserve love, you deserve those special moments. The lady I know is a romantic but she is also a sensual, warm and adventurous in what she wants. Are you not!!!! I should be jealous, I'm not I'm happy for you after all we are deserts apart, yours is sandy, mine not so but a desert all the same.
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Just chatting to you over several months I really enjoyed our banter and setting the world and region in general to right agree fully with your statement the Phoenix admits to one distraction shag in recent times. I am human yes, just not a forever horny human. And yes in times these are necessary if the chemistry is there and the other does not look to rekindle the experience unless the Phoenix wishes and controls the situation Looking forward to our first meet will be bearing the well spoken about and late to deliver promise.
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