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What would you do??
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What would you do?? Here is a problem I'm sure some have faced, and I'm hoping to get others opinion. I'm a married man of almost 20 years (1  . About 10 or so years ago, my wife endures a neck injury that has blown out one disk in her neck (C5), and had damaged another below (C6). My wife being who she is pushes past the pain, cause she does not want to have surgery ( I can understand. Cause as her husband, it worried the fuck out of me also, with all the "What ifs".) this injury happened about 9 or 10 years into our marriage. Some activities had to stop of course. Bowling was a weekly activity that our and friends would get together on weekends and have great laughs and just cut up. That had to stop ( balls to heavy for her to swing) ( go ahead and laugh, I made the joke my balls were to heavy for her as well). Water ski, tubing and fishing also stopped. The sex however did NOT stop. While I did worry, she always told me that it didn't bother her. I didn't believe her 100%, but I always took it easy anyway, and I know she noticed cause she brought it up to me more than one occasion that I took it easy on her. But I did my best to let her know I didn't want to hurt her anymore than she already was. Of course she blasted me for that telling me not to worry and stop holding back and put it to her. (Note: "Putting it to her" and worrying I'm gonna hurt her, to be honest... Is a turn off. But I can't bring myself to tell her this. ...fast forward. About three years ago, it had gotten worse (her neck). Positions got limited down to two. On her back or her favorite... Face down ass up. She loves oral, to give and receive. As you can guess her oral had to stop obviously cause bobbing her head became painful, tho she would not say that. Getting head is nice don't get me wrong... But I don't NEED it per say. I'm an ass man... And I love to eat pussy. You might not believe me but I get more pleasure making her cum than myself. Sure I'm a guy and want my rocks off as well, but if I have to do that myself to save her the pain... That's what I do. History note: somewhere in the last ten years we even made us an Adult Dating zone profile. We set up a web cam and had some fun with it. Big big turn on for her, kept our face out of view, but we had some fun. Did a few cam to cam with a couple of females that lived in other states. She even brought up bringing another woman in to play. Me being a guy didn't object, but really didn't see it happening. But I digress.. About a year ago, her neck got worse, face down option was out. To much weight for her to take even for a few minutes. It got to a point were all I could do was lick that wonderful pussy of hers. We used a few toys but I'm sure she could tell it was as fun for me as it had been in the past. I'm ashamed to say I could not take it anymore. I started looking on Adult Dating zone and Passion.com just to see if there was any interest. Took a bit, but talked to a wonderful woman who shall remain anonymous, who was also married but they was looking for a male to join them. I gave in and met up with them. Now mind you I've NEVER had sex with a woman while being watched. But what a thrill. No I didn't get excited that another guy was watching, but the thrill came from bringing another mans wife to climax right in front of him while he watched. I did have a great time with them. Met up with them again about a month or so later. Our second meet I was battling with the thought of my wife and decided to stop. I hope the anonymous lady understands why I stopped. I did enjoy there company and wish to meet them or her again someday. She had an amazing ass!! 6 months later her neck got so bad she stayed in bed, needed help up and down. She could not even wash her own hair. I've done a lot of this for my wife no man would want to do nor think about. Including monthly cycles. Who else has done this for the woman they love...? I've yet to<b> meet a man </font></b>who has ( tho I'm sure there have been others). A week before the surgery, I'm on my stomach between them beautiful brown legs. After a few minutes she peeks and just relaxed her body and I'm at a pause in my play to give her time to come back to earth and she says "baby.. if you ever decide to get pleasure elsewhere, I'm ok with it, as long as I'm not aware of it". Of course I said "no I can't do that". She left it alone. Post surgery: Surgeon says no lifting, bending, twisting, pulling or repetitive motion with either arms or neck. Cervical collar must be worn at all times for six to nine months. She was told sex could resume when ever she feels like it as long as she takes the passive roll. However still limited to the back only option,she brings it up again. "Baby I know your not having the fun we used to have and it really is ok if you find some tail every now and again. As long as you come home to me and I would prefer to not know." My heart says one thing. My dick says another. Your input is what I seek. |
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