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Saturday Morning Post
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Thank you for sharing a face photo. I think that anyone would be able to be thankful to look at your face any day and see the person behind it and be glad to know you.
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Thank you for sharing. I always look forward to your blog, but I never read it while drinking any liquid, I'm afraid I would snort fluid out my nose.
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You are beautiful. Your post today brought some tears t my eyes. I miss all of the ups and downs with my daughter but but I have those now with my grandson since I am taking care of him on Wednesday for school. The Light is shinning and she is lonely and waiting in the darkness. 
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mmmrowwww...cutie...!! woop woop
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It's a beautiful Saturday morning.... Later on the Spawn and I will be trekking out on an adventure, but for the moment, I'm lost in my thoughts. Thoughts on life, thoughts on identity. This post marks a milestone 600th post for me. That's a lot of stories and thoughts in the grand scheme of things.... Out of all the people I come into contact with each day, it's probably my regular readers who have the best idea of who I actually am. Perhaps not in appearance.... But in identity. For it is you readers who read my inner most thoughts and feelings, it is you that I've shared my funny stories and frustrated rants with. I tend to not hold back here.... I don't really need to. For the most part, nobody here knows me in real life. I'm anonymous, an online persona, someone who writes a brief story that puts a smile on your face or begs you to wonder, what the hell was she thinking? The funny thing is, it's my online persona that I identify with most. It has every facet of me. When I'm at home, I'm the heavy. I'm 'mean mom' who makes her children take out the trash and clean their room. I complain about wasting food and spending money and use things like cell phones and internet access as tools of manipulation in order to get them to be contributing members of the household. "You want to keep that cell phone??? I'd better see your ass out there bringing up some groceries." "You'll get the new internet password when I can see your bedroom floor again." "Who left the fucking milk out all day??? Really??" When I'm at work I'm Sunshine. Literally.... I have a coworker who calls me Sunshine. Even on days when I just want to die I present that smiley, bubbly, happy face for all the world to see and tuck those emotions deep down inside hoping for the moment they will just disappear. They never do.... But I do such a good job pretending. I'm the office girl with the funny stories and the listening ear. I help them when they are struggling and teach them when they need instruction. I am often stressed out but always make time. And now I'm without my Work BFF so even that small avenue of realism is gone as well. I've decided, for my 600th post, I've chosen to reveal a piece of my identity. Do I always look like this? No, I am a normal woman with good hair days and bad hair days and I don't live in a world that contains a gray scale filter. But, this is me. On a good day..... [image] In a few days time, this post will be buried by others I will write and publish, forgotten in the sea of the past. For my regular readers though, you will have an opportunity to put a face to the words. You will see another side... Another facet of me.
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