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Temporary Surrender
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Temporary Surrender Life is much harder than it would seem Especially when one has to give up her dream Of writing books and being successful Living a life with more peace and less stressful I have not told anyone I am much too<b> ashamed </font></b>It’s all my fault there is no one to blame I let down my boys we are now damn near homeless I had the faith; I swore I could do this Now back on the hunt for gainful employment And providing crow for my naysayers enjoyment I let yet another blow smoke up my ass I trusted again, he seemed to have class He needed an admin to invoice and pay bills I guess fooling me gave him some kind of cheap thrill As much as I like to just sit here and cry Or send a hate letter to that fucking guy I 've no choice but to get back out and try My precious they look at me for their needs And I will die before living on streets Or not having food for their sweet mouths to eat I'll be under paid, over stressed, just to work At jobs that are often managed by jerks As long as no one can, from me, take away The dream that I will be that writer someday  CrzyGryl |
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hmm...so...my sister did the same thing...took a year off...did a course in writing...wrote some stuff...won a couple of prizes for local poetry and short stories...went back to work...she still writes and enjoys it, but it wasn't financially viable. i sympathise. Work is work, we all have to do it and we don't have to like all our work mates, but usually there are some that are ok. They make it tolerable.
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just keep your faith strong my friend, always surrender your heart to GOD.
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