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wow what happened?
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wow what happened? well i recently turned 50,and reflecting back i can remember people saying he wont see 21.Life has been anything but boring to say the least.50 just keeps running thru my head .i started to think well maybe if i subtract all the times i was in a black out (because after all ,i dont remember them so they shouldnt count) from my age it would give me more of a age i actually feel ,that would make me around 35ish.now please dont get me wrong 50 is a great number and i truly belive that you really are only as old or young as one feels.its just well i thought i would be better prepared in life then where i am.i mean i look around at people my age and they are settled ,owning<b> houses </font></b>,built there own families ,preparing for a quiet retirement.then i look at my life and whats running through my head is which there is the correct one to you in whatever situation it is pertaining too.you know their ,there or they'er .now i'm not one who gets all bent outta shape over grammar ,or spelling for that matter .if there is one thing i have realized after all these years is that life can go by in the blink of a eye.and there is not enough time to get all worked up about the lil things .as long as whatever it is one is trying to express to me or i to them is clear enough ,then thats all that counts to me anyways .it has taken me a very long time to be able to look at myself in the mirror and be happy with the person who is looking back at me .i can say not only do i like who i have become but i love myself as well. well i honestly dont know if i will write another one of these ,hard to say sometimes i just like to write shit down ,it helps me see things clearer when it actually is written infront of me. as you will find out if you choose to get to know me i love to laugh and smile .i think the energy that comes from people laughing and smiling can create miracles .i try to do my best not to judge anyone cause after all if i look back thru my own life ,i sure have no right to point my finger at anyone else .lol i hate it when people ask me where do you see yourself in ten years from now .most people have a beautiful lil plan all laid out the picture i will attach to this is photo shopped but pretty much where i see myself lol have a great day all |
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I can concur with the days as a frustrated juvenile honky swashbuckler and how fast it goes.I have found a lot of the people I've known and meet everyday have an air of resentment when they find out that I spent my youth not doing what society dictates but rather what we're supposed to do in our youth.Exploring all that life has to offer while still leading a similar life to theirs only I wasn't committed by a piece of paper. With the tsunami of divorces and its catastrophic affects on what used to be a vibrant singles scene.Once you cut through the quick to judge, resentments of their past choices and the behaviors based on revenge that are generally always pervading the area.It makes me even more happy for the choices I've made. One should never dwell on the idea of not keeping up with the Jones'.They more often than not are so far over extended and miserable.That they portray the redefinition of their own name. Jonesing for friend,jonesing for infedelity. A classic example of those looking here about men over fifty range from quasi dead geriatric zombies,pedophiles,creepy,bitter,riddled with E D,and or just looking for a nurse maid.I just love those positivities.The women under 40 just say ick! So loving ourselves is better than trying to love the judgmental! good luck! Using more than all the road!
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