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Co-Workers.......... Pisses Me Off
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Co-Workers.......... Pisses Me Off I cant believe the nerve of those idiots at the plant. Did they actually believe that I would fuck anyone of them? The several Department Bosses that have talked to me here. Even with the Artistic Photographs I had posted KNEW i was TROLLING the blasted IDIOTS who WONT work on GRAVEYARD SHIFT because they were on this SITE hooking up with each other. INSTEAD of WORKING. THAT includes the OTHER COMPLEX as well. They keep forgetting I WORKED at the other COMPLEX before. THEY dont remember my FACE until IDIOTS had to post IN GROUP about NUDE PICS i had HERE. NOW I have to start from scratch AGAIN. Do you know how many FAVORS this has set me BACK?!? ROLE PLAYING is ROLE PLAYING ONLY. NUDE PICS?!? Who gives a shit. I know I am FAT and UGLY. I dont give a damn about my looks. I JUST HATE BEING STARED AT!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAKS ME OUT ENOUGH TO CAUSE A PANIC ATTACK. I Am just about calmed down enough from yesterday's Stare that my heart has finially stopped beating too damn fast. I thought I was going into a flash back or a heart attack. In which I can not handle either one. If I turn you on then PLEASE do not let me feel the stare on my back. BE DAMN DESCREATE about it. I am not good looking, I know what I look like. I own a mirror. What happened to me as a girl has two major TRIGGERS. French Kissing and Being Stared At. I will Go into a flash back and it is not pretty. Someone will be hurt and I will be fired. Laughing is a minor trigger that I can control. The other two I can not. Sites like this is my own Therapy, with out paying a Doctor Thousands of Dollars to talk out my issues of my past. MY HUSBAND is the only one I told about it, that believed me! So BUJGGER OFF if you are my co-worker who is out for a thrill. Bugger Off if you are a gossip monger. Bugger Off If you HURT !!!!!!!!  cuckooflowers |
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