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where i'm at and where i want to be
where i'm at and where i want to be So I don’t really know how the beer can took pride of place if I’m honest It’s a long story as they normally are, so I started to dress for me just to knock one out seemed to be erotic and naughty to dress as female, then like any obsession my needs became more and at some point I inserted something into me, it wasn’t a good feeling and somewhat messy But I kept trying and I got better at it and at some point I discovered an anal climax and at this point there wasn’t any way back for me, using a dildo its kind of hit and miss just like a lady’s clit With larger objects it just takes the hit and miss just because of its size it has to hit the spot! so I desire fisting So then I knew an anal climax felt so much better its like a head rush that goes on and on once jut achieve one it’s kind of none stop after that, knowing I could only suffer a little of this at my own hands I knew I needed a guy to really push me, my submissive side made me feel like I had to submit to a guys desire to see if I could encounter what I desire. So I thought what would a guy desire and thought a BJ would be the number one item a guy would desire, having watched porn seems to me any guy would want a BJ and have their gurl swallow so with caution I tried this, at first just the taste and spit but wanting to be that special gurl I went on to swallow my own even got to like the taste, and swallowing became second nature. So after mastering a climax and being able to swallow I started looking for a guy to please after a while I found a guy he was nice and caring but nervous that I would want something in return this was never my intention so I agreed to purchase a chastity device At first it was so strange but after a while it seemed to click love the feeling of being frustrated and with my love of anal, in fact things seemed to come together my desire of dressing my desire of anal and my desire of being in chastity So here is where I’m at right now with my love of dressing and chastity and being able to swallow, I could be the gurl you desire add to this my love for larger objects think we could have fun together. This said not sure my choice of chastity is a good choice seems most guy are not looking for this Same can be said for fisting not everyone is into this either but if you are we should talk During my development into the gurl you desire seems to me I’ve excluded myself from a lot of guys but this is where I find myself right now. If this wasn’t bad enough I’m well into kinky, my submissive side likes the thought of bondage. Would consider spanking, banding or anything else! So my question is would you enjoy a gurl who will dress sexy for you and is unable to act anything but female due to chastity to share your bed? Not sure my choices thus far have made me the number one choice for any guy but I do hope Mr right is out there!! So here I am just a gurl seeking a guy and willing to feminise myself further how much further well the sky is the limit for the right guy, how do you see me developing into the gurl of your desire? so yes if your into turning me into the gurl you desire I won't object to banding play or even castration should we agree can't offer more Love Sam |
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