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Should be journaling instead
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Should be journaling instead What is this urge that prompts me foolishly to share my thoughts with the public? Likely something like<b> voyeurism. </font></b>Or exhibitionism. I remember in collage there was this girl. Brown hair. A little chubby, but mostly voluptuous. She would keep her shades open and go around her dorm in a polka dotted bra and panties. She surely knew someone could see. That randy teenage and twenty something boys were right across the way. Sometimes I’d think about approaching her, but how do you go about finding someone like that? If you ask other guys your asking for help from the competition. And if you ask from girls.... There are several reasons I’m on this site. I upgraded on the other one because I could contact a woman for ten dollars, and honestly (I know, I’m about to blow my chances with half of you....but then I likely had no chance with that half any way.....) the divorce has devastated my finances, so I went with the cheap site. The biggest reason I’m on here at all is....I’ve spent the better part of a life time feeling like women look down on men for wanting them. I hoped on this site I wouldn’t deal with that. That I’d find women that wanted to be wanted. Now.....I’ve grown some. I see women do want to be wanted. But it seems.....not by me...... I know. Self pity isn’t sexy. Shouldn’t be sharing this. But if love is out there for me.....someone that really can love me....she will love me, not because of these flaws. Maybe, hopefully, because I’m struggling so hard to overcome them. If your out there.....if you’ve spent all these years alone or with the wrong guy.....I am here. I can love you. Comment if you think you might be her. She won’t be perfect but she will love my touch. She’ll want my kisses. She’ll feel adored when my finger or tongue or cock slides home in her sweet pussy. Home. Where I belong.  The masked lover |
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