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i do have one special ability
i do have one special ability my sex life to include self-love did not happen until I was in college. I am not exactly sure why it did not happen until then because opportunity kept throwing itself at me. I am not sure what I expected to happen but it definitely was not what happened to me. Instead of this great ecstasy, it was pure torture. my nerves went crazy and I was besieged with migraines. This is why even though I am now 68 years on the planet I have yet to have full sex fifty times. The issue is mostly psychological according to a sex therapist I was sent to see. It seems that the thought of sex if not immediately satisfied causes major stress increases blood pressure and causes other physical issues . Primarily it triggers migraines sometimes so bad I end up in bed for three to four days in constant agony. I am an<b> artist </font></b>and a nudist so being with or studying naked women presents no problem. However, if the topic becomes sexual the problem begins. There are three maybe four times this did not happen but then what happened, happened so fast I did not have time to think or discuss just do. the therapist said that I needed to try several different things to have sex without stress. First I would have to have sex without discourse my wife has to talk in detail prior to having actual sex. second she suggested hiring a sex partner. the problem just arranging to have the business transaction was a disaster. The third suggestion goes to an orgy and don't talk just do Anyone know where I can find an orgy. The last suggestion was a reverse gang bang it would happen so fast I wouldn't have time to think about what was happening and my captors would be controlling everything.. I asked the therapist how I would find such a situation She asked where I looked for models I said Adult Dating zone and she said well that might be an additional use of the site. so here I am. Wish me luck. |
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