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Don't mind me...HNW
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Posted:Feb 15, 2012 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Feb 24, 2012 5:49 pm
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Ok, so on a roll tonight.
Don't mind me. Just releasing thoughts that are overcrowding my wee little blond mind!
Life is there. And it will be tomorrow. Enjoy......
***I was going through pics...and this one caught my eye....this was taken almost a year ago, but I think it is a pretty good pic. Maybe because I like my hair messed with...
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Comfortable....
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Posted:Feb 15, 2012 6:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 24, 2012 5:49 pm
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I am single. I am not married. I am not in a monogomaus relationship. I don't have a "boyfriend". I don't have a man, persay.
With that being said.....
A question was asked. I am on here and a few vanilla dating sites. Now, I am not out to just get fucked. Not what my long term goal is. I mean eventually I would like to find myself a man and get into a relationship.
So, with being on here, do most guys assume that is all I am about? Just to fuck? Am I "that" girl? The one they can have fun with before settling down with the girl that is more likely one they can show off to their family & friends?
I mean, personally, I don't fuck anyone that I would not want to introduce to my "family"...which consists of my mini me & my closest friends. Ok, so not really into fucking anyway. I like the thought of making love (hot as it is at times) and then actually being able to hold a conversation outside of the bedroom.. Talk about life issues not always sexual.
At this point, I am comfortable where I am. I have great friends. I flirt with some guys (friends and former lovers) but not doing anything beyond flirting. Do I have a "lover"? Not saying. I mean I do have Aramis who invades quite a few dreams...But still, I am looking. But not pushing. If life introduces more into my life, then great! If not then for the time being I am content.
Isn't that the way we should be? Content to be content? Not going to let the crap get me down. I have to be happy with being single before I can be happy being in a relationship!
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What's YOUR number?
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Posted:Feb 15, 2012 6:29 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2012 4:52 pm
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So mini me and I had a nice S.A.D. last night. We grabbed dinner, some movies and snuggled into the big comfy bed.
Since it was S.A.D. we had a romantic comedy and of course a horror!
So we ended our night with Paranormal Activity 3...yeah, needless to say my bed was snuggly warm last night!
But the romantic comedy...What's Your Number? was interesting. I liked it. Not too mushy gushy...guy is a player, chick is after love.
Without giving away everything...the premise is basically that after reading an article in a magazine stating that most women have slept with 10.5 men in their lifetime...and by that point they have found their mate...She has just slept with number 19... So she is bound and determined not to sleep with anyone else. She is sure that she has loved (and lost) her mate...so she is determined to hunt down each of her ex's to see which one she should be with.
So I know in today's age most people have slept with more than a handful of peeps. After watching this...I had to make a list...good lord I wonder if it's true? Have I already met my life mate? OH SHIT! Please tell me it wasn't my ex husband!
So anyone want to fess up with how many YOU have slept with? And yes it counts if more than just the tip goes in!
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Valentine's Day
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Posted:Feb 14, 2012 3:16 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2012 3:32 am
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Sending out happy Valentine Day wishes to all my friends.
Have to say that so far I have received 3 VD wishes (lol). One from an aquaintance? in the middle east. Nice guy I have met several times who is now serving his country on a tour of duty. He sent me a message via Bookface. One from the nice guy who gave me the necklace. He sent me a text. And then one this morning from a very dear friend, who sent me an ecard.
I don't buy things. I don't send things. I did last year while I was in a "relationship". Short term, but still. I made dinner for him. Bought him a nice card (no mushy) and a small gift. Wasn't expecting anything in return. No I did it because I wanted to. That's the way I am. I do things because it makes me feel good not because I want something in return.
I will send some wishes out to people today who I consider friends. Not to get attention, just to let them know that I want their day to be happy. Nothing more, nothing less. Doesn't mean I am trying to get on their good side, get something or even try to start something.
I am a romantic at heart. I am a lover. I am me!
So from me the baby to all you sexy men and women out there....BIG hugs and hot sweet kisses!
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Now THAT was entertaining!
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Posted:Feb 13, 2012 4:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2012 6:17 pm
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Yes...yes it was an entertaining morning here in the Okie city!
It snowed overnight! Yay.....
Remember? Van? Issues? Brakes? Etc?
Yeah! It was fun. Went out at 5:30a to start warming it up. At 6a came back inside to wake up mini me. At 6:30a we got back in the van....at 6:45 van decided "Hey, why not....I will now attempt to shift into drive!!!!"
Slow going on interstate....not too bad til I got off the interstate and tried to stop....
Yeah....fun! NOT! Between the slushy roads, brakes going out, tires not wanting to find traction....WOOHOO! Saw a light turn green. I was a ways back, knew I wouldn't make it so I started to slow down....Plus there was an OKCPD car sitting in the center lane (I was headed for turn lane). Didn't stop....nope slid right on through the intersection! 
Yep! Moving getting a car to the top of my LIST!!!! Ok, so close to the top....gotta have cash in hand first!
On a side note....not supposed to wear jeans to work except on Fridays...yep wore mine today...had on black thermals underneath...changed into my jean skirt after I got finished doing crosswalk! Wore my rubber boots outside! Pink flowered ones at that! And I made quite the damn fashion statement!!!!
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Just get it done......
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Posted:Feb 13, 2012 4:30 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 8:14 am
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Just get it done!
Ok, so I am a procrastinator at times. Not on everything. But some things I just don't want to deal with at that very moment. I'm sure we all have times like these.
I have had 2 emails sitting in my y mailbox for a month or so (ok so one might have been close to two months  ). Not that I don't want to respond...just not quite sure how to respond. What to say....
So today....I answered the email (they are from the same person...the rebounder). And low and behold the turd answered right away! 
I think maybe I put off on answering because it is akward? I
don't know.
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Been overthinking things lately. Too much on my mind. Yesterday was rough. Not sure why, but it was. Wanted to curl up and cry. Wanted someone to hold me so I could....
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Pressure!
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Posted:Feb 12, 2012 4:45 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2012 7:03 pm
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Why do some people feel the need to pressure others?
In the workplace? In parent/ relationships? Friendships? Men/women?
I mean all in all is it worth it? Or does it cause more tension?
I was told recently that someone appreciated me because I am not pressuring them. What's the point? I mean at this point in my life either you wanna hang out with me or you don't. I don't think I should have to pressure you to be around me. Not worth it!
Now I know for a fact that I haven't always felt this way. Hell I know I didn't in the last year. I think that last birthday "clicked" something inside me. It's just not worth the b.s.
Now don't get me wrong, I still want to be in a relationship. But I am not looking to pressure anything on anyone. If something happens between me and a guy it will be totally mutual. No pressure from me in the least.
So for now. I am happy being friends. Lovers. Snuggle partners. Fucking rabbits....
Ok, who the hell am I kidding! Lol.... I am happy just having my friends around me! I will continue to let Aramis roam my dreams and what comes of life in the waking world it all good with me!
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Ok, So maybe that is me!
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Posted:Feb 12, 2012 4:31 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2012 7:27 am
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Have heard this song twice (once Fri. on my way home from work & again yesterday on my way home from the store) in the last couple of days.
Made me kinda think, scary thought for some! This song seems to fit all of us women (a few men too) at one time or another. But right now...yeah I think it's me!
I'M A BITCH
by Alanis Morissette
I hate the world today
You’re so good to me, I know
But I can change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe I’m an angel underneath
In a sentence sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been to see the softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envie you
I’m a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
I’m a bitch I’m a lover
I’m a I’m a mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothin’ in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean, you’ll have to be a stronger man
Jused to shooter, when I start to make you nervous
And I’m going to extreme’s
Tomorrow I will change and today won’t mean a thing
I’m a bitch I’m a lover
I’m a I’m a mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothin’ in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way
Just when you think
You got me
Figure out the seasons all ready changin’
I think it’s cool, you do what you do
And don’t try to sing this
I’m a bitch I’m a lover
I’m a I’m a mother
I’m a sinner I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell I’m your dream
I’m nothin’ in between
You know, you wouldn’t want it any other way
I’m a bitch, I’m tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you're hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
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I am all of the above! I am a (don't wanna grow up completely) & I am a mother (very proud to say that where some parents aren't)!
Aren't we all sinners? And I do believe someone has mentioned sainthood a couple of times in my past....lol
I admit to being a BITCH....but been told on occasion that I am one helluva lover!
So to all the ladies out there....ROCK ON!
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I love this pic! I am a "bigger" girl and I don't feel like I am a "total" dog. Or at least not in my opinion. And this is how I want to "percieve" myself as looking sexy!
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Baby Talk.....
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Posted:Feb 12, 2012 4:20 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2012 7:27 am
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Several blog thoughts....but not going to make each one it's "own" blog. So I figure I will just lump them all into one!
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Did you know you can get Herpes of the eye!!!! I know! Overheard that on the tv last night. Then (gotta steal this) when I said something about it to a friend, they came back with
"Yeah, you get that from LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES!"
Smart ass!
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Was perusing along on a "vanilla" site that I am on. And I forget that years ago (when the ex & I were still living together) we both were on.
I got bored with reading "friends" comments/status/quotes so decided to look at "nearby" people. And my ex popped up. Yeah... So what do I do? Yep, I read his comments/quotes/status. So seems like in the last 8 hours (around 5a I read this mind you) he went from being in a relationship (engaged) to no longer in a relationship.
Almost tempted to make a bogus acct just so I can go read his profile! No way in HELL am I going over there as me!
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Wet dreams....
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Posted:Feb 11, 2012 5:02 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2012 7:32 am
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Ever have one of those dreams that feels so real? The ones that you don't want to wake up from? Had one....
As the shower steamed up my bathroom...I could see Aramis through the flowers of my shower curtain. He stood beneath the stream of steaming hot water...
I stripped off my remaining clothes and slid into the shower joining him. As he turned to face me, I could feel my body take over. As he tweaked my nipples...my face turned upwards and his lips reached mine. His teeth pulled at my lips...taunted my tongue and teased me all over.
I knelt down onto my knees between his legs and took his cock into my mouth. As the steamy water careened down his back and ass my mouth heated up his front. I teased and tasted. Suckled and sweetened that wonderous cock. He pulled me to my feet and turned me around....
As he positioned me at the end of the tub, he spread my legs and I could feel that cock throbbing to find entry. The steam from the shower had nothing on the heat coming from the two of us. As he pulsated within my wet pussy...As we both finally climaxed...I seemed to notice the water getting cooler.
I soaped him down....taking great care on taking my time on that cock that had just brought me pleasure. My cucumber melon body wash mingling smells with the musky scent of our hot sex scene. Finally with him rinsed off and mine turn the water had turned cold.......
As I woke up this morning I could almost swear I smelled the Dark Temptation of Aramis.....Could almost see him standing there beside my bed...Taste his kisses upon my lips.....
Although I didn't want to wake up from that dream....it made me feel very warm all over.
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No matter what....
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Posted:Feb 10, 2012 2:59 am
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2012 4:45 am
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No matter what I say or do....ALWAYS seems like someone is upset with me.
No matter how much I try...NEVER can seem to make people around me happy.
No matter what time I go to bed....CAN'T stay asleep.
No matter what is going on....HORNY as hell!
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Today is the "GRAND OPENING" of our school. Now in the past 3-4 years we have under gone a remodel, add on etc to our old building (built more than 50 years ago). The old cafeteria is now the new library...and if you knew the then/now...AMAZING!
So, today is the "unveiling" even though we were finished at the beginning of the 2011/2012 school year in August. So this afternoon our school will be full of visitors. Superintendent of schools, city officials, parents etc....
Really wish I could play sick! Don't want to mess with the b.s.
Really wish I could crawl back into bed and have a good cry. But not gonna happen.
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Still can't sleep. Yesterday slept til 3:19a....today 3:32a. Too much on my mind.
On a good note...mini me & I have been crawling into the big comfy bed around 9p the last couple of nights and putting in a movie. Turning cell phones to silent, turning off everything else and just snuggling. Of course ice cream has come into effect a couple of those nights....but the smiles from her are worth every moment!
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I know I am not the world's best mom. But honestly which parent is? Best mom or dad? But the thing about me and mini me, I spend time with her. Not because I have to but because I want to. Some parents have the opportunity but choose not to take advantage of the gift before them.
Yesterday, mini me made a statement. We were talking about something or other regarding her dad. She said "He may be my father but he isn't my dad".....that shocked me. She loves him so much, yet he does nothing. She sent him a text last night. (She told me she sends him pretty much the same text every week lately) "Dad, can you take me to M's (her bff) Fri. night? If not that's ok. I love you". She said she sends him at least one text a day....rarely does he answer. I know right now she is going through alot. And I always have my phone on me. I may not get to all my texts in a timely manner....but I answer her as soon as I get a chance...ALWAYS! Some people, I may not answer immediately because I know I may be talking/seeing them in a bit. But I answer.
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Running on empty
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Posted:Feb 9, 2012 3:20 am
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2012 11:38 am
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I am running on empty...literally.
My mind is going 50 different directions. And I am not able to sleep. Work issues, mini me, car, life in general.
I love my job. I love 95% of the fellow staff (there are always those jackasses!) and I love the students. I am not too happy with the little veiled threats that are being sent my way though by our new administraion.
Mini me....yeah. I love her more than life itself.
Car...my poor van is literally hanging on by a thread. I need a new one and ASAP. Only problem is when do I go look? How do I know if it is good or bad. I don't have the time to sit and weed through ads, so I go look at car lots. But then I get the pressure to get a car that is well beyond my limits. So I go to smaller lots...found a car lot that has quite a few that I can afford....but again...I don't know squat!
Life...mini me keeps reminding me that Valentine's Day is coming. Yes...I know. She says she is sad because we are both "alone". Such is life. I guess I am at a point where yes I would love to be in a relationship, but not going to stress about it. It is what it is.
On another note...the countryboy that I used to date that was also refered to as the rebounder, has been contacting me again. He wanted to "find his true love". Met a woman in Oct, moved her in over Thanksgiving, sent out pics of his new family (him, his 2 boys, her and her 2 ) over Christmas. Now wondering why he hasn't heard from me, since he thought we could always stay friends.... DUH! Hello, I am not all that happy with some guy who got me drunk to take advantage of me (lonnnnnng story), dumped me quite a few times, flaunts his new "family"!
Ok. I feel better....although this is gonna be a long day since I got about 3 hours sleep and will be at work for 11 hours!
So if anyone has any car advice...please send it my way ASAP! Love and all the other mushy stuff!
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STFU!
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Posted:Feb 8, 2012 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2012 3:07 am
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Yes I said it! Yes I went there! I did....and I don't give a flying rats ass! This is getting stupid!
A man who I met one time...ONE TIME....continues to harrass me. Emails on here...smart ass remarks other places... Then of course he turns his email off so I can't respond!
Grrrrr! I have enough bs on my plate of life as it is! So this one is for you!
Thank you...you may now go back to your normally scheduled porn, blogs and perverted frivolities!
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