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Relaxed
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Posted:Aug 14, 2010 8:55 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2012 6:07 pm
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Friday was a bad day. It was Friday the 13th all around me. I had a rough day at work. Got home and got it handed to me from my oldest about what a horrible mom i've been to her for the past 19 years. One of my closest friends had yet another tragedy hit her. Friday was a bad day.
I needed to get away from the world. If only for a short while. A friend happened to come by right after my world exploded. They told me to pack a bag and off we went. Picked up wings, soda...and off we went. Went to the house and was told to sit back and just relax. Easier said than done. I did try though.
So I eat my food. Drink my soda...lots of water as well. Snuggled into a nice warm bed and fell asleep. I slept all night. The whole night through, No stress. No pressures. No life. Just me allowed to sleep, Relax. Rest.
Then when I awaken this morning. My friend fixes me eggs, bacon, o.j. and toast. Wow....Took a shower, got dressed and we went furniture shopping for friends empty house. Then off to the mall to window shop.
No stress. No pressures. Just time for me to relax. Rest. Rejuvenate. This was nice. Wonder how long the peace will last...
Oh well, i'll take what I can get when I can get it!!!!
Hope all is well with the rest of the world.....much love to all.... the one, the only.....GOD forbid there be more than one...80sbaby!!!!
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TGIF
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Posted:Aug 13, 2010 4:33 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 6:48 am
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TGIF! Wow what a week~ This has been a week of pure hard work. Don't get me wrong in the least...I am VERY happy to be back at work. But I am feeling the pain now....BOY am I feeling it. I went back to work on Tues. morning feeling 25 y.o. this morning I crawl out of bed and feeling like an 85 y.o.! My feet hurt, my back hurts, my arms hurt.....whine!
But on the flip side, I love my job. I do, and it is the weekend so I will be relaxing.....I think.
I do have my oldest over and I have noticed a few things. When my oldest came over my youngest started having a major attitude problem.....towards me. Is she trying to "impress" her sister? Well not happening!!!! I set that straight very quickly. My oldest is doing her best not to spend "quality" time with me. I give up, I don't know what to do.
TGIF! I don't really have a plan for the weekend. Not really, there were some "possible" plans made, but rethinking them at the moment. I am tired, maybe I should take the time to just relax. What would be nice is to get away from the apt, have some "adult" time....conversation, dinner, entertainment....????? I love my , but with the two of them giving me attitude....don't really have to like them!!!!
CALGON.....TAKE ME AWAY! IT'S FIVE O'CLOCK SOMEWHERE!! FIVE ROUNDS WITH JOSE CUERVO!!!
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Date me, DAMMIT!
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Posted:Aug 10, 2010 8:21 pm
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2010 4:19 am
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Date me DAMMIT! Ok, I know that is asking alot now a days. Most guys (women as well) don't date. They are in it for the sex and sex alone. But I want the old fashioned shit. Court me, date me, make me swoon. I want to feel like a sexy woman occasionally. I mean hell I love the sex as much as the next person, but I am beginning to forget what it feels like to be treated like a lady. All I get are the "wanna fuck", "let's fuck", "busy tonight" emails. No real men out there? I know, I know, this is a "sex" site. But i'm sure there are some guys that feel the same. Aren't there? If there are some guys out there, hit me up.....single woman looking for a good guy. Not wanting to get married or have a long term relationship but let's hang out and see what happens. I promise I don't bite.........too hard. 
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Trials and Tribudations of being a MOTHER
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Posted:Aug 9, 2010 5:56 am
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2010 5:13 am
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I love my two girls. I do. We have our ups. We definitely have had some downs. For the past 20 years and some odd months I have had a in my life.....(counting the belly time too). I love my girls.
My girls are complete opposites....ok they share some similarities, but for the most part opposites. My oldest is a very laid back, dark, brooding, bookworm, quiet mouse. She is 19 y.o. She enjoys the dark things in life....vampires, supernatural, writing dark poetry, dark stories, dark drawings. She is very creative. Short pixie. Petitie....cute. My youngest is polar opposite. Perky, outgoing, engergetic musquito on crack!!
She is an athlete, a brain, a bookworm. She also writes and draws. But she is all into life. She loves to believe in the happy endings. She continues to look at the brighter side. Tall, long legs, blonde hair, blue eyes.....all american girl. She is my mini me. Ok, in mannerisms not looks!
So, sitting on the couch last night hanging out watching Big Brother (sin, I tell you!) when my oldest calls (she doesn't live with me...we live 15 min apart yet I never see/hear from her. If I want to know what is going on in her life I either ask her little sister or look at Facebook page). She has called to tell me that she is leaving in 2 weeks to go visit her "boyfriend" in Georgia. I ask how long she will be gone.....A FEW MONTHS. But i'll miss you mom. I told her I miss her now. I love her and would like to see her. She did however tell me she got a birth control shot!!!! THANK GOD THE HEAVENS AND ALL THAT IS HOLY!!!!
So now....I am stressed out. Worried. Missing her already, even though it seems like she was never really mine to begin with. So I guess this is what it feels like to be a mother. These are the trials......
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Sunday
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Posted:Aug 9, 2010 5:38 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2010 8:50 pm
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Sundays are a day to be thankful it is said. So I have decided that is true. I do have things to be thankful for. I will start off that way.
I was thankful this Sunday to wake up in a happy mood. I had plans for the day and all would work out for the best. Went to church like a good girl and had "breakfast with the pastor". It was interesting, I did enjoy. I then headed over to the worship service where I got something from the sermon (doesn't always happen).
A friend then told me they were taking me out to lunch....YEA! So stopped by the apt to change and off we went. Had lunch at Logan's Steakhouse.....got some fun memories there......YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!.....Very nice easy going lunch. Laughs and conversation.
Went over to pick up a friend to go work on my van. Had to sit and talk a bit before we made it back to my place. Got to see my baby girl and do a quick "catch up" (hadn't seen her since Thurs. afternoon) then informed her she got to drive the van. Of course this was only her sitting in the drivers seat guiding the van while the three adults pushed it to the parking lot across the street!!!! LOL
While the boys worked on my van, I laid down on the couch and took a snooze. When I awoke it was to good news....and bad. LOL, such is life. Good news I was informed was that it WAS my starter. YEA, good to know. Bad thing was it will cost $100 to replace. Yeah, I hear you, $100 that's not too bad.....it is if you are a single mom barely making ends meet. But that's okay. I will figure it out. Not gonna stress.....got two feet, decent pair of tennis shoes, bus routes mapped out.....it will work out.
So see I didn't gripe TOO much! It was all in all a great Sunday. Hope yours was blessed with a day of good memories as well.
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COWBOY TAKE ME AWAY
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Posted:Aug 6, 2010 11:51 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 6:48 am
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COWBOY TAKE ME AWAY by Dixie Chicks
I said I wanna touch the earth I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly
I wanna sleep on the hard ground in the comfort of your arms
on a pillow of blue bonnets in a blanket made of stars
Oh it sounds good to me
I said
Cowboy take me away fly this girl as high as you can into the wild blue
set me free oh I pray closer to heaven above and closer to you
Closer to you
I wanna walk and not run, I wanna skip and not fall
I wanna look at the horizon, and not see a building standing tall
I wanna be the only one, for miles and miles
except for maybe you, and your simple smile
oh it sounds good to me, yes it sounds so good to me,
Cowboy take me away, fly this girl as high as you can into the wild blue
set me free, oh, I pray, closer to heaven above, and closer to you
Closer to you
I said, I wanna touch the earth, I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly
oh it sounds so good to me,
Cowboy take me away, fly this girl as high as you can into the wild blue
set me free, oh, I pray, closer to heaven above, and closer to you
Closer to you
closer to you, closer to you, cowboy take me away, closer to you
There are days when this song hits home. I would love to just have a cowboy (or any good ole boy) to take me away from all the stress of this world. Make me forget all my troubles. But then life brings me back to reality land. LOL!!! I don't want you to be my knight in shining armor...I want you to be my redneck in dirty work boots! ♥
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For no good reason
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Posted:Aug 6, 2010 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2010 8:12 pm
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Have you ever had one of those days? The ones where you want to do something? See someone? And yet you don't. For some odd reason, you chicken out. Make excuses. Even if they are valid reasons, excuses none the less.
I am a huge flirt. I love to flirt. It is a safety mechanism for me. I can flirt all I want and it is all in fun. But deep down I am just a scared little girl (yes I know I am a grown woman). I fear rejection. Pity. Whatever. I am a BBW. I have had 2 . I have enjoyed life. I don't have a perfect body. I have body issues. I don't like to see myself without clothes, so why would I want someone else to.
My friends have worked on me the last couple of years. I am getting better. I can now say thank you (most of the time) when given a compliment. I don't put myself down (as much). But deep down. Scared.
So, what's my point? I have a new friend. FRIEND. Lol, but whenever I talk online with my friend I am an outgoing bubbly me. But then if we talk about meeting. I get scared. I don't know why. And today of all days, when talking to my friend, who is a friend and nothing more at this point, I start crying. Does my friend know? Nope we are messaging back and forth. I made more excuses. Valid ones, but things that are big deals.
So for no good reason. I shot myself in the foot AGAIN. All I want is to be able to be free. To not let past people and actions control my life. I do good for awhile, then it all comes back to me. Does this happen to you?
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