Meditation
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Posted:Aug 29, 2021 9:55 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 4:59 pm
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At least that is what I call it. The time where you are at peace, going to what ever world or universe your in the mood for. Would it be by Race, Genre, something you know you'll never do but the story is good. I had girlfriends in my life that fucked me silly, great times, exploration, fully satisfied. Why is it that I choose to meditate that night after she left or the morning after? What is it with Porn? Is it that your experiencing something you might never do?
When I was Furloughed for 9 months (#fuckcovid), it was almost daily (me and my lady broke up a few months earlier), had no special someone to share Covid Life with. I meditated once a day (surprisingly that was it, SO fucken BORED!), get the day started on high note lol. I am wondering is it because I am still not satisfied, I mean the feeling was real, the sensations were amazing! I just do not understand. Has to be the experience of something new!
I must just have inner demons I have not yet to satisfied or I have not found me the right one to be like, damn baby. All I want is to taste u and be inside you and Meditating will just waste the energy. I like that, that could be it.
Anyway, just wondering.....
Til then, Pregnant Midgets with 1 leg it is! night!
lololol!
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Withdrawal
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Posted:Aug 27, 2021 11:04 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 4:59 pm
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Still thinking of my DR trip. It has been 2 days since I came back and I feel like that's where I belong, that is why I joined this! I was happy being with those women, I rather not but it was a great vacation. Well needed. Stirred up something inside me I haven't felt since mid 2019! Anyway, Night. Gym tomorrow. gotta lose this Pandemic weight!
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