Disappointment
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Posted:Jun 29, 2016 3:13 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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So I met someone and things seemed to be going well. After 7 weeks of dating and playing she still had'nt turned the corner and it is now over. Disappointed because it really felt like she was Thee One. Now I just feel like giving up being a nice guy because Im tired of being told how great I am but it not leading anywhere. Seriously thinking that I should being an asshole and seeing if that works better.
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Moving on
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Posted:Apr 11, 2016 7:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2016 7:06 pm
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Well it was a very uneventful weekend. All potential plans didnt work out.
It is definitely over with the speed freak. No contact from her in almost two weeks. It really disappoints me that she chose to use the silent treatment to end things. A tad immature. I am going to miss seeing these parts of her though.
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Stepping back
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Posted:Apr 7, 2016 7:32 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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So I really dont know what is going on with the speed freak. We gotten together and played a few times since my last post. She even asked if I knew anyone that might join us sometime. Wasnt expecting that. Asked her if she had a problem if I took pics or video of us and she didnt. But at this time I havent heard from her in over a week. Not sure what is going on. Not responding to my texts so Im thinking we are done.
Have started talking with the woman I left again. Possibility of trying again but not sure if we will.
Have also started talking with another past interest and might be able to reignite things there. Possibly meeting this weekend.
Might also be seeing a long time friend on Saturday. Weather depending.
There is a part of me that knows I should take a step back and not try so hard to find someone but the part of me that just wants to get out there and have some fun is winning the battle.
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A few good days
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Posted:Mar 22, 2016 6:52 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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After over 2 weeks of no contact the speed freak sends me a text bomb around 8am this past Saturday. Slept through the texts but the aborted phone call woke me up. She apologized for her actions which really surprised me. Said she had wanted to contact me for over a week. Couldnt stop thinking of me. Wanted me that morning. Sooner the better. I was out the door 10 minutes later. By 9 am things were really heating up and by 10am we were both satisfied. Talked for about 20 mins and she opened up to me and told me a little about her past. We decided to test the waters and see where things might go between us. Which led to the phone call at 4am this morning and her presence in my bed by 5am. Luckily I was only 15 mins late for work. Was definitely worth it.
The thought that I might be the person she needs to help her break her addictions and get sober has crossed my mind. If anything it would be justification and something good coming out of ending things with the woman I was seeing. Heavy thoughts on my mind tonight. Dont think Ill be sleeping well tonight.
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Feeling like a male slut
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Posted:Mar 9, 2016 6:50 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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Since my little escapade with the speed freak Ive met 2 other ladies. One came over to my place on Sunday for what was intended to be just a first meet and greet to decide if we wanted to pursue things further. Needless to say she was in my bed about an hour later. She had warned me that she was a gusher and she wasnt kidding. She was also my first time experiencing a squirter. Wow. But the problem is that Im not sure if there is going to be anything beyond casual sex. And I didnt feel anything that would indicate that I even want to pursue her further. No chemistry. At best I see being an occasional FWB at best.
Have also met another young lady. Meeting her this coming weekend just to see if there is any attraction. She is looking for NSA fun. Possible FWB. We shall see soon enough where that will go.
Have also been considering going after an online friend if known for almost 8 years now. Maybe when we get together for what will be only the 3rd time ever something might click. Only time will tell.
Im still thinking of the speed freak. A lot. Part of me still wants her.
I am however stepping back and taking a breather from various dating sites. Have actually deleted my profiles on them. Wasnt like I was getting any interest anyway. Was lucky if I got any views.
Onward and upward.
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Finding the crazy ones
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Posted:Mar 5, 2016 5:35 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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Dropped my off at a birthday party and met the host mother. Quite attractive. Later in the week started texting with her and ended up spending a lot of time talking in person. At the cost of the relationship I was in that was failing anyway. Just not the way it should have ended.
Things went well with the new lady that weekend. Late Sunday/early Monday we had quite the session. She is VERY good in bed. Now this is where things start to go downhill.
The things she had been telling me about my Ex and a common friend were complete BS. No my Ex was not stalking me. No the common friend had not become an alcoholic unable to care for her .
Yes she had told my Ex that she was going to fuck with my mind. Big mistake. Now the 3 of us are fucking with her mind. Probably not the best thing to do considering she is a bi-polar speed freak with a heavy taste for vodka but sometimes lessons have to be taught.
Its a shame because when I was talking to her one on one she was wonderful to be around. Charming, beautiful and sexy. And as I said earlier she is a dynamo between the sheets. Best I've ever had. Very talented with her tongue.
There is a part of me that wants to be there and support her in getting the help she needs to kick her habits and get better but she doesn't want help and thinks she is fine. Man am I good at finding the crazy ones.
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Content and confident
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Posted:Jan 25, 2016 3:08 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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Havent posted in a while. Been busy. Have been seeing Kelly for a couple weeks now and things are going very well. I am however not putting all eggs in one basket. Chatting with 3 others and have been on a date with one. It went very well and are planning on seeing each other again. Self confidence is building. Feeling a lot better about myself now. I have become content with my new life and looking forward to new adventures.
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Finally!!!!!
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Posted:Jan 4, 2016 9:06 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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Went out on a date on Friday night with a woman I met on the new site. Went very well. Invited over for dinner on Saturday. Had a few drinks and she spent the night. It was a VERY good night and Sunday morning. Not sure if the neighbour below me is to happy with me though. Had the bed rocking. Literally. Ended up about 2 feet away from the wall.
I guess the adage that good things come to those who wait is in fact true. Glad I was patient and didnt get too frustrated.
Cheers everyone!
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Good things come....
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Posted:Dec 29, 2015 1:35 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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At the suggestion of a friend I posted profiles on a few more dating sites. Have received views and likes on all of them. Now chatting with about a half dozen lovely ladies. Most from one site. One from another. Third site has emailed me that I'm receiving interest but I cant contact them or even view their profiles without a paid membership. Any contact at all requires a payment. *cough bullshit its free assholes cough*
Things are looking very good with all the chats Im now having. Some going better than others. Worst case scenario Ive now found a bunch of new friends that could lead to contact with others. My confidence is improving and have discovered Im not as shy as I once was.
New Year. New life. New friends.
Cheers everyone! And whatever you all are doing on NYE be safe about it. Dont need to hear about you in the newspapers unless it was an epically awesome party.
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Mixed feelings
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Posted:Dec 18, 2015 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2016 4:43 pm
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So my ex asked if she could me earlier this evening. Ok sure wth.
She tells me that the night before I moved out she went on a date and slept with a guy. He got a bit rough and made her bleed. She didnt do anything about it despite the fact that it has hurt when she has to pee since. This happened Dec 4th. She let it go and now she has green stuff oozing. Doctor says major infection. Took a swab for tests. HIV testing will be 3 weeks.
The guy's wife called her. She resolved that without incident.
Is it wrong that I feel like sticking out my tongue at her and saying 'I told you to be careful'? Or that I'm gloating a bit because she has flaunted her success in rebounding while I cant even get a first date?
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Two weeks in
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Posted:Dec 17, 2015 5:12 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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Well the end of week two is approaching. Had the this week. Go back to their mom tomorrow night.
Still unable to get a date of any kind but not getting discouraged. Have put profiles up on two more dating sites. Seem to be getting interest but havent paid for full membership to see who has looked or be able to read messages. Soon though.
Been having a lot of fun with some of the scammers out there. Have been chatting with a couple of ladies in Ghana (apparently). I know there is no chance of ever meeting them and have been cautious as Im aware of the rampant fraud in Ghana. It has helped me gain some confidence towards being able to be assertive and initiate conversation. Hoping it will transfer into real life. In the meantime Ive been able to convince the young ladies into sending some rather nice pics of themselves. 
Started an email conversation with a lovely lady from B.C. that is currently in the U.K. atm. Still in the beginning phase but could lead to something upon her return to Canada in a couple weeks. *fingers crossed*
Im out for now. Contemplating what to do next. Cheers all!
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Week in review
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Posted:Dec 10, 2015 5:35 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 1:41 pm
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So it is coming up on my first week alone at the new apartment. Other than the quiet of no and no ex it is pretty much status quo. Still dating my hand as I cant get any interest. Same as the last 6 months. Feeling lonely.
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Finally!
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Posted:Dec 5, 2015 5:22 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2015 2:59 am
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Moved out. First night in new place. Looking for someone to do.
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