IT'S ME AGAIN
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Posted:Sep 8, 2006 8:22 pm
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2006 7:41 am
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I'm really tired.....and I have to teach in the morning. But I just couldn't go to sleep before I told you all how much you mean to me.
I read your comments here.....and sometimes you guys really hit the nail on the head. Sometimes I just see things more clearly when I'm seeing them through your eyes.
There are so many of you that have become so special to me. I just want you to know that as I lay here at night....I thank the Lord for you. And I pray for all of you. So....as I lay down to go to sleep.....
"It's just me again Lord! Here to talk about my blogland friends!"
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BEEP BEEP
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Posted:Sep 8, 2006 6:16 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2006 9:00 am
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mzhunyhole [blog mzhunyhole] got me thinking about learning to drive and some funny experiences in a car. I learned to drive out in the country where we lived. My Daddy taught me....and believe me, out of the five , I was the easiest one to teach. Maybe because I really wanted to learn.....and maybe because I had been driving the tractor for many years.
Now, one day I had to drive to the big city....and park in a huge parking garage. The attendant directed me through a space I just knew I wouldn't fit....and sure enough....I scraped the side of my Dad's car. I didn't tell them when I went home.
Soooooo....that night, my mom and I went to work...and I let her drive. (remember, the damage was on the passenger side} But on the way out of work, I begged her to let me drive home cause I figured it would be the best time to talk to her about what happened to the car. So, she walks around to open the passenger door and says, "Oh no! Someone scraped our car while we were in work!" Well, she ranted and raved all the way home and I just stayed quiet. Was it lying if I just omitted the truth? ( I know.....it was!)
I never told them the truth....and I always felt guilty. Years later, my Dad told me that he knew all along that it was me.....but he just let it go.
Anyone else ever done anything like this? Come on now.....confession is good for the soul!
See inside for the funniest story of me and a car.
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REALITY CHECK
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Posted:Sep 7, 2006 9:23 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 9:53 am
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I have been seeing a therapist that was recommended to me by someone that I really respect. The first session was awesome! I finally felt like this was someone who was ready to help me work on ME!
But unfortunately, while she takes my insurance, she is not in my network. So....insurance won't pay. We do have Tricare Standard as well, because my husband is retired military....but then there is a co-pay. So, I had an appointment yesterday, and I went fully ready to tell her that I wouldn't be able to keep coming there.
And then I got there. The first thing she did was re-cap for me what we talked about last week. And I had to pick my jaw up from the floor! She heard me.....she really heard me! And she even said it better than I did! Then she talked to me about healing.....talked to me about my childhood and family and growing up. And all of a sudden, I saw that from a very young age, I have been taking responsibility for everyone. Some of it thrust on me....and some of it I willing took on myself.
I need to heal.....I need this. I have to find a way. I need to do this just for ME!
Does anyone out there know anything about the Sanctuary?
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COCK.........A DOODLE DOO!
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Posted:Sep 5, 2006 6:23 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 8:06 pm
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When I first came on Adult Dating zone, I used to watch some of the men here on their webcams. It used to crack me up how you'd click in....and they'd snap to attention.....and start stroking their cock for real!
And then if they Im'd me....sometimes I'd help them cum. I guess that qualifies for cyber sex....except that I never had an orgasm myself. It was my mission to make as many men cum in one night as possible. And then as soon as they had their orgasm...they click the camera off!
Well, that soon ceased to amuse me.
Now don't get me wrong.....I think the cock is VERY important! And yummy! But it seems like lately, every where I turn there's another picture of a cock. And then there is this pasta....in the shape of a penis.
Big cocks
Little cocks
Bent cocks
Pointy cocks
Hard cocks
Soft cocks
Hairy cocks
Bald cocks
So my question to you men.....do you ever get tired of waggling your cock in our faces?
And women....do you get tired of seeing them? Or do they keep on exciting you everytime you see them?
Do you think we are de-sensitizing ourselves to the excitement of seeing a naked body by showing so much of ourselves here?
HAVE A COCK.....A DOODLE DOO TUESDAY! especially since it feels like monday
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LAST CAMPFIRE OF THE SUMMER!
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Posted:Sep 3, 2006 6:48 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2013 4:48 am
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Here we are at the end of the summer! But come one, come all to the last blogland campfire of the summer!
hydragenias hydragenias appointed her blog the Chamber of Commerce......so, I'm appointing my blog the Hospitality Suite! And we are preparing one heck of a great party around a huge bonfire here for your enjoyment.
mzhunyhole [blog mzhunyhole] is the official greeter.....she gives the best "Howdy's" and ~hugs~ here in blogland.
Then as you walk on through the woods to where we are gathering, firestarter665 firestarter665 is there with champagne just to get you more relaxed and in the mood to meet your favorite citizens of blogland.
flyaway1012 [blog flyaway1012] is there with her picnic basket....and is checking yours for mustard as doesn't like mustard at all. shywhisper2006 shywhisper2006 is there to give smiles and hugs just because she's so happy to be here with all of you. mysticdreamangel [blog mysticdreamangel] brought the marshmallows, and hydragenias hydragenias is looking for "weenies" and is ready to start the ghost stories and night games along with [blog noglory777] who is famous for his sexy skits!
PlaynAgain [blog PlaynAgain] has volunteered to do the campfire songs, while [blog readytolay3] has begged her not to sing "Kumbaya" and has promised to lead the naked campfire dancing!
BETTER HURRY! The naked dancing around the campfire is beginning.....and vatraveler1948 and unlistedone are enticing me and several others to take a trip behind the bushes with them!
Are you coming?
Are you going to dance around the campfire with me? Naked or otherwise????
What are you bringing.......and are you bringing anyone with you? Who in blogland are you looking forward to meeting the most?
HAPPY LABOR DAY EVERYONE!!!
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GROUP THERAPY
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Posted:Sep 2, 2006 7:34 am
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2006 9:26 am
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I'm ok....you're ok! We're all ok!
That's kind of a joke in today's society, isn't it? But I have been revisiting simplier days....and wishing I could go back to them. I loved hearing some of your stories about your first kiss. Aren't memories great?
You know what I was thinking last night while laying in bed and not sleeping........again! How even bad memories, things we thought we'd never live through at the time......can become something we look back on and smile. They show how we "made it" through that crisis and lived another day for the next "crisis".
This place is like group therapy! Thanks for being a part of my group. So.....get ready for a final camp fire of the summer. Stay tuned!
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First Kiss.
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Posted:Sep 1, 2006 7:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2006 9:27 am
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Well, first of all, we made it through Tropical Storm Ernesto with our power intact. We have lots of leaves and branches to clean up tomorrow....and lots of leaves to get out of the pool. So we made it through the storm outside.....I wish I could say the same about the storm inside. But enough of that.
I was thinking about the first time I was kissed. I was in kindergarten.....and I had gone to the library with a from my class. His mom took us. And then we went to his house. He proceeded to chase me around his bedroom and when I finally let him catch me.......he kissed me. His big brothers had put him up to it.
I guess I started kind of young, huh? Thanks Mickey from Akron Ohio........
So, when did you get your first kiss?
Do you remember?
PS...Adult Dating zone....will you please leave the picture up?
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Storm Warnings
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Posted:Sep 1, 2006 4:03 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 8:07 pm
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We are in the middle of the Tropical Storm Ernesto this morning. We have flooding here and heavy rain and wind.
My classes have been cancelled.....and our inground pool is overflowing. So, we are pumping water out of the pool....and hoping that we aren't one of the ones who lose power this morning. The last big storm through here, my house was without power for three weeks. THAT MAKES FOR A VERY GRUMPY ANGEL. LOL
But I thought I'd just say good morning early just in case we go without power soon. And if not....then I'll be back to write what I really wanted to write.
STAY DRY AND STAY SAFE MY FRIENDS!!!!!
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I'm Sorry............I think
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Posted:Aug 31, 2006 8:13 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 8:07 pm
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Today for the first time, I had to delete two comments that weren't very nice. And then tonight, I actually had a couple of emails accusing me of being a fake.
I don't get it. I try to read all of your blogs.....and comment as much as I can. I do my best to get through my 2 1/2 pages of watched blogs each day. I love you guys.
Why do we treat each other with such disrespect here lately? Have I done something wrong?
And if I have.......I guess I'm sorry.
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Turn Me On!
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Posted:Aug 31, 2006 4:29 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2006 8:08 pm
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Yesterday, I read some of the new bloggers on here. There were a large number of them who were couples looking for a woman or another couple to join them. And quite a few that were women looking for another woman to make love to their man.......even a few that wanted to surprise their man for his birthday with his all time fantasy.
So....I'm wondering.....what is your all time fantasy? Why is it that so many men.....married men.....just want to make love to another woman? Is it just for variety? Don't you believe your wife or girlfriend is enjoying your lovemaking? Tell me.
But most of all.......what am I missing by not making love to you? What would we do together that would rock my world and change my life???
Details, details, details people!!!!!
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Come On! Get Your Balls Wet!
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Posted:Aug 30, 2006 5:29 am
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2006 1:45 pm
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There are some phenomenal writers here in the blogs. Some of you write comments to me that are worthy of a blog of its' own! I love ya all very much.
So, now it's your turn. I want you to jump in here and get your balls wet. If you're not a blogger.....then start your blog today.
But if you're already a blogger here and you have a post that you're particularly proud of.....link it here so we can all read it.
And if you have a favorite blogger that you just can't wait to share with all of us, then link that person's blog here so we can all go over there and give them a blogland welcome.
Come on Blogland! You can do it. Jump in....the water's fine....and I don't bite! much
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Not Unto Death
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Posted:Aug 29, 2006 8:07 am
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2006 7:05 pm
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Yesterday.....I got up, got my grandson dressed and left the house early to take the to the groomers. I had promised my little guy Mcdonalds pancakes for breakfast.....and truthfully.....I just wanted to be out of the house so we wouldn't disturb pop-pop or do anything to set him off.
While we were in Walmart, he called me......just to tell me he loved me. And that he was going to the doctor and somehow it would all be okay. I cried.....right in Walmart. And my grandson cried. He is so very sensitive and has a heart of gold. I said a silent prayer as we walked the hallowed aisles of Walmart that he would be honest with his doctors.....and that it would really be alright. And then I saw it. A sign near the pharmacy that said....."it's an illness, not a death sentence".
Now, that sign had nothing to do with Multiple Sclerosis......but it vividly brought back a memory of a time 20 years or so ago. It was when we were waiting on the diagnosis that "might" be MS. Our church family was praying....and of course, they were all sure that it would NOT be MS. But me.....I had other ideas. You see..... God had given me a scripture to hang onto. And the scripture read.......
"for the sickness is not unto death, but unto the Glory of God".
For me.....that meant that the diagnosis WOULD be MS. But that it was NOT going to kill my husband and that everything WOULD be ok. And it was MS.....and it HAS been ok.....until recently. But, just like that phone call in Walmart yesterday.......this memory hit me like hurricane. And brought fresh tears to my eyes.
Promises.......that everything would be ok.
Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing, strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me, I'm hiding all the tears
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
Deep inside this armour - the warrior is a .
Unafraid because His armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest.
People say that I'm amazing - never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies that lay me at His feet.
They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for a smile
'Cause deep inside this armour...
Deep inside this armour...
Deep inside this armour...
The warrior is a .
by Twila Paris
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Thinking
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Posted:Aug 28, 2006 3:26 am
Last Updated:Aug 31, 2006 4:32 am
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Have you ever felt like your life was about to change? And all you really want is for things to stay the same?
Life moves on even when we'd like to somehow stop the intense roller coaster ride and get off sometimes. I'm a horrible insomniac. And lately, my doctor has been bugging me to get more sleep. She has prescribed me a couple of different medications to try....but I react badly to alot of medications. The last one, puts me to sleep.....and I can wake up just fine. But I feel drugged as I move through my day. I hate that drugged feeling.
So, the night before last, I watched my man sleep. And lately, sleeping is the only time he seems truly at peace. He is so handsome......and looks so angelic in his sleep. Sometimes he just reaches out and touches me briefly.....almost as if to reassure himself that I'm still there. That really touches my heart.
Last night, I slept with a different man. I spent alot of time last night watching him sleep as well. (My grandson........what were you all thinking????) And he too reaches out in the night and touches me. He looks like a complete angel sleeping. And when he wakes up it is smiling and happy to greet a new day. His joy is not at any great expectation about what this day may bring.......just that it's another day and he is here with his nannie and pop-pop. That is enough to make him happy.
When did we lose that innocent joy?
Why does each day seem to be so hard?
Why do I so often feel like I'm sitting on the edge of that cliff? That my mood or my words set the mood for everyone around me?
Why do I feel that life is about to change? And why do I fear that change so much?
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