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i jus feel lousy
 
i hated myself landed up in this state...
i am in a situation tt no one can help me..
i lost my freedom in life..i am once a simple gal...tt wont be putting a strong front infront of anyone....i never do anything ashame at all.
but things started to change after i am with him...i really put my heart all into this relationship...i cook for him...brew soup for him....as his work is really tough and long hour....and somethings happen..i am force to leave him for one month...he lie to me....b4 i am gone for a month....he gave me his word...HE WILL WAIT FOR ME..AND HE LOVE ME...but in the end...he betrayed me....i cannot forget about it...i am so sad u knw?anyone knw?i cry..and drown my sorrows with liquor...and now..i am still stuck...but i nv like b4 anymore....i became a bitch...sometime i feel tt...how can i get out of all this shit...
abit funny abt me...i just feel empty in me...and i knw this website blog is for writting SEX stuff...but i am writting here...hais...now i am a gal...that cash matters to me...though i still love him...but..haiss...wat is love?i felt sick...
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still together with him
Posted:Jan 26, 2012 9:31 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2013 4:59 am
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i am now at his house alone,and he went to work.
we still enjoying each other company.
i realise...when u are comfortable with someone u with on bed...
even having sex without cuming is good
HEY!a great new things to share,he's not only good at his dick ,but also GOOD at his finger.
i once cum more than 1time cuming even before penetration.
yesterday...we both had a video chat with a Adult Dating zone girl too
the girl was masterbating herself,and i was carressing his dick...and giving him a blowjob
i am a kind of girl that giggle for anything,so while i blowjob,something occur(not convenient to share),and i jus giggle while his dick in my mouth.
i believe this kind of action of mine,maybe a turn off for guy?
i am actually curious about other NSA or FB stories
is it as happening and funny as us?
sometime when i am with him,i will get a wrong idea that he is my boyfriend.which is impossible for both of us.honestly,he is close to perfection to be any girl sex partner,his dick,he skill,especially his figure is really yummy.
imagine.....a favourite dish that female love,he will be the dish
hahahaa.
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SECOND TIME WITH THIS Adult Dating zone GUY
Posted:Jan 6, 2012 12:24 am
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2012 10:35 am
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Yesterday after my long day of work I went over to his place again. Frankly speaking I’m dead tired, but surprisingly I’m still willing to go all the way to his place to find him which I myself also don’t know why. But definitely not because of just sex only.

This time round we play the same game again. This time he seems to be luckier compare to last time but somehow he is still the one that is doing more forfeit and this guy just don’t know how death is like, he suggested that the winner can tease the loser as long as he/she wants when he is the one that keep losing. And yeah he lose again so he got teased.. haha this is really kinda funny.

As expected we had sex again, and this time he gave me such a great sex that I had never had before. Maybe he made me feel that he want me more than sex, he want me not because of sex but just me. This time round we only had two rounds in the middle of the night, as we both are really tired after a long day of work
Wake up in the morning, we had it again after we washed up and everything, this is the first time that I felt it nice even without cuming. Honestly I feel extremely comfortable with him. Not only is he sexy, hot and great on bed, but he is sweet too.
Well, all the ladies out there you all have my words, anyone of you were to take the initiative to know get to know him, you would never regret and I mean it.

Now I’m asking myself what if one day I really were to fall for him? Which I know is quite impossible, but then again nothing is impossible, I’m actually a girl that knows my limits well, I know when to let go and when to stop.

I once told myself, when I have a fb no matter how nice or good the person is, it was just a dream, one day I would have to wake up from my dream. Even though it’s just dream, I will never regret it.

I used to have a fb for about 8 to 9 months, we ended it peacefully and sweet, because he had to go overseas. Well he is just another dream that I never regret. And now I’m starting another dream of mine.
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HAD fun with a Adult Dating zone GUY
Posted:Jan 1, 2012 11:09 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2012 9:03 am
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I met this guy from Adult Dating zone, We started off with chatting via msn and slowly we exchange our contact, we had webcam chat...blah blah blah....striping for each other, and teasing each other on cam. After several chats and find that he is a nice guy.

During chat we are clean actually did not really talk about sex neither did he ask me for sex, not like other guys who’s first message “ hey wanna have fun?”, Especially during last few days when I’m really down, he send me console and concern messages, email me. Even though I did not reply him, but he didn’t seem to get angry or pissed, rather he continued show care and concern for me. And yes I do feel that, there is someone who cares about me. I know that there are guys here who do all these just hoping to get laid with me. But I have this strong believes that he is not this kind of guy.

Well after so much chats and everything we decide to meet on the 1st of Jan, which is the first day of the year. Went over to his area to have dinner together with him. When he first appeared in front of me, I was like WOW, what a cool guy he is, I can’t believe my eyes, as though they are playing tricks on me. But well here he is as real as ever. He didn’t talk much when we meet up, somehow I feel he was cold towards me and it make me all tense up.

Went to have our dinner and slowly he starts to talk, guess he needs time to warm up? Haha After which we decide to go over to his house.

There is nothing much at his house, but was clean and cosy. Since there is nothing much we decide to play game. As I told him I like to play games and have forfeit. Since he has liquor at his house, we decide the forfeit will be loser- drink. Didn’t know is I’m too lucky or is he just bad luck; he is losing all the way till he finish up all the drink. But at the later part of the game we started to get naughty and had a deal that loser have to strip off their clothes one by one. His luck didn’t still didn’t change after we change our forfeit, and within a short while he was totally naked in front of me and he is so shy, covering himself with a blanket, oh my god this is so funny.

Eventually we are both naked which means nothing left for us to strip. So I come out with a very naughty suggestion that if anyone lose again, the winning party can do whatever he/she like to tease the him/her. Guess what he lose again, so I went over to touch and stroke his dick, make him hard and horny, looking at his shy and helpless face making me laugh no stop. This is so epic. Of course he touches my tits when I’m the one losing. Since we are both turn on we decided to lie on the bed let the fun start.

I shall say he is really good; we had 4 rounds of sex activities within 6 hours and with each time rest less than 15 minutes? Which also means that each time we do, he bang me for hours, and that make me cum dozens of time.

Our sex was really nice and yummy, he has a very nice dick, nice in shape, nice in size , I guess it was well and good enough for any female to cum multiple times and gets turn on by just looking at his dick. Besides his amazing dick, he has a strong hand too, he finger me so well that even before he bang me I already cum a few times. He has a nice chest too, hot and sexy, and what I like about his is that when I’m caressing his dick g-spot he had his pre-cum which is really nice to know that he get so turn on by me.

Well, after had so much activities we are both dry up, really literally dry up.

Just a side track, for those who are reading my blog may wonder will I ever fall for him since he seem to be such a perfect piece that is created by god. Or will he have any feel for me since he really enjoy his time with me. I guess or rather I’m sure WE WONT as we will never be each other‘s cup of bubble tea. Lols Will we be long term fuck buddy? Maybe yes? Maybe no , I don’t know but I wish we are. After all guys would wanna explore more in different pussy?? Haha I not sure.

I believe we both or any other guys and ladies in this world are still searching for their sex buddy.

(Any ladies that interested in “exploring” this cool guy… beep me here then)
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JUST VENTING
Posted:Dec 31, 2011 3:47 am
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2016 9:46 pm
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new year coming..and i am all alone
jus shouted n cry now
need to vent out
i hv no friends...no company at all
even my loves choose to let me spend tis new alone
new year to me is very impt....too impt that no one can imagine tt
2012 coming...means tt i have overcome all trouble...and obstacles ,....been avoiding so much things...and nw 2012 come...i am so lonely...i need tt someone...
when in trouble...i help the person....how abt the person fren?
did they help?no....
whenever a impt days come...he is nv ever there
i really broke down....i am so down....i wanna a shoulder to let me cry loudly....shout it out loud....
watever he said is all fucking craps...
then y am i still doing so much...am i a fucking fool?
my tears really dropping down...
i really wish to give up...now.
give up wat i am really tolerating
anyone to give me tt courage?
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WEIRDO
Posted:Dec 25, 2011 10:33 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 1:21 am
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it been awhile since i wrote my blog.
mmm...
i had sex with him,and normally i cum dozen time
but i didnt cum at all...maybe i see that he dun really enjoy with me anymore....i been telling myself,stop wanting to have sex with him....but....to me...he giving a kind feeling tt he jus entertain my needs in sex...
REPLYING TO SOMEONE IN Adult Dating zone THAT ASK ME SOME R/S QNS
haing a reationship with someone...and tt some1 if to ask for something like a HALL PASS...I dun really agree with it
u saying that u know that she is seeing someone behind u...
wow...no offend...but wont ur heart turns sour..i will...
i have been in ur this kind situation b4....when i knw he betrayed me...well...i didnt leave him..but i told him....do otherwise pay the price...i still love u but i will let u have a taste of ur own medicine..haha
(of cos this is a most stupid ways)
mmm....i assume ur loves one wanna excitement...explore
and will nt settle down for now....if u dun wan her...or urself to be shared by other...and most importantly...u really love her....
satisfy wat she wan....excitement....blah blah blah....hahaha
ends....
i feel that....i have a same mindset of guy....(i can fuck around...but u can't at all.)
yeah?isnt that all guy thinking....mmm...but now...i believe all girls or women...know how to play well than any other guy....
and nv get caught red handed?....
mmm.....(no offend...sorry dudes..)
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wat is the perspective of guys?haha
Posted:Nov 16, 2011 5:31 pm
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2011 9:29 pm
9821 Views

zzzz....just woke up from my sleep...
had a shower....and i always look at myself in my mirror...
am i sexy enuff for any guys?
well...i must agree that guys that had sex with me had nv once critiscise my figure...though maybe they just wanna a pussy to just get laid?hahaha....
NSA is always like more to sex i guess?
i met all kind of guy though i am still young....
so....when its come to like"hey give some comments abt guy"
my ans is like....."argh....."i really cant be bothered to say much...hahaha.i believe girls or women nowadays have common reaction as me bah?
anyway...i wroted a post b4 this...there's a guy commented that
If i am caring for someone deep frm my heart...i wont be asking for return?mmmm...Hey...to me...asking of returning is more to like...hey...I treay ya good...treat me like tis too...or better?
MMMM...but wat i'm saying is...I WANTED TO BE APPRECIATED....that's all...hahaha
anyway...today gonna be a great day for me i guess?
because i'm going shopping spree...yupp yupp
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i am just to empty to be filled full
Posted:Nov 16, 2011 5:28 am
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2011 10:40 pm
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i feel i am just a half cup of ice latte...
The taste is always bitter....but knwing it better...
somes will like it..some will prefer others flavour though...
My life is always half filled...i don't want i wanted in life...i earn more than enough...i took care of my loved ones...
but i never feel that i am appreciated ever...
i am wondering....does a girl like me will be like by anyone?
kinda of wondering...why my circles of friend is always my opposite sex...is it i am not good at communicating with girls?
A QNS:some girls only love to be the only girl in a group of guy...but why?Is it that they wanna be the spotlight of the group?
I can never be with any girl...no girls welcome me...i dont understand well...so that's why i am always with a group of guy...argh....really...that kinda of bored...yupp...i needed someone to talk to....maybe i am a sensitive girl...i feel much than anyone alse...mmm...
if any kind ones here were to leave comments...
maybe can leave their hottest mail add or other add...
we can chat frm there....
there's someone commented that...
life isn't all about sex?mmmm....
SECOND QNS:How much is the percent of a women and guy to be close friend...and never will proceed to "FRIEND WITH BENEFITS?"
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i dont know wat i am?
Posted:Nov 15, 2011 3:48 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2011 6:30 am
9828 Views
he is at my house now...slping...
and in the midnite...i went to had sex with a guy...
and of cos..he gave me some benefits...
i jus wanted a attention tt he wont ever give me again...
wat kind of gal i am?my tears are all dry up...
tt i no longer knw the feeling of crying loudly...
do anyone agree,that i am a girl tt is such a bitch?
but honestly...which human now wont betray their partner?
but i hope i am not the one...but too bad..i am tt kind.
anyone tt listen to canto song...find frm youtube(容祖兒—一拍俩散)
this song really suits wat i am really going thru now...
i can have fun outside...and come home...scrub myself damm clean...and go back and slp....i feel bad everytime...but..i have my own reason of doing all this....i am once a drug addict...
but cause of my future...i quit...but now..the situation i am into..is so addictive..tt i couldnt quit at all...
somehow..if anyone of u...came across my blog...and u saw my pic...maybe when u all met me outside the street...dun hesitate to talk to me...i just wanted someone tt willing to hear...
the guys around me jus wanna SEX...i knw tt guys needs...
but wat i needed is a fren..be it a girls(i dun have any gal's fren)or guy...jus wanna a someone to listen to me....all humans encounter difficulty....i feel beside solving it...talking it to someone..will feel better i guess...this logic apply to me too.i am not aslp for few nites...had a jet lag.maybe i am under too much stress...and i am living in fear(dun wish to explain in detail abt my fear)...
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