Poetry in Motion & physics
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Posted:Feb 14, 2011 7:49 am
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2013 9:24 am
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If wishes were horses, beggars would ride.
IF your wish was my desire, i'd give you a try.
meeting openly, not on the sly.
mouth hunger swells, unbuttoning your fly
feel my cock against your thigh?
grab my ass to urge me inside,
rock hard and horny, every thing NOT shy
we blend, we reform, hover above high.
a place of being, without the why.
i'm writing poems (this one anyway, last year)
not riding ponies.*
*the joy's in merging, submerging, emerging (expanding what's known of yourself. those words weren't chosen as a pretty way of alluding to penetration or the orgasm(s) or sweaty body pull-aways. that how intimacy feels to me, metaphysically losing ones self in another/ego-less/harmonious without loosing the intensity/rawness/creativity.
there is no ride/mount it's a singular experience together. Entangled particles is another way i think about inter-conductivity (?)
when i write these things i think people assume i speaking of a soul mate or Long term thing.
i'm not, when ride and dismount they don't lose "value", heck i'd say they double their net. jockey's can ride other steeds and can go earn cash as studs.
Two particles can become entangled so completely that a change in one immediately affects the other, no matter how far away it is.
an electric bond is forged -- distance does not matter -- they remain "influencing factors" - such as a memorable teacher or family eccentric.
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The edge of a bliss
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Posted:Jan 1, 2011 10:47 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2011 10:43 pm
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excepted from the Collaborator's Adult Dating zone profile, October 2010:
I actually get turned on at the thought of pleasing a woman for hours and NOT cumming. It's almost like an aphrodisiac. It builds over days so that in a week my horniness, testosterone and cum has reached unbearable levels.
And then maybe there is the girl who can give me the slow caress of shaft and balls, who pushes that pent up orgasm to another level of "almost there". Don't let me cum....take me to the edge just like I did you......feel me and know when I'm right there.....and then back off.
When I did this to you, I could hear your breathing stop...you held your breath and your eyes glazed over and rolled back into your head. You wanted me to go faster and let you have the explosion, but instead I slowed, and kept you there. And when you finally took a breath, I resumed the pleasing and slowly brought you back to the edge over and over. Where does this skill come from? I'm not sure.
So few people have it, I've found one woman who could feel her partner and know when was enough, too much, and not.
[Note: Confirmed he was writing of me before posting; to do otherwise would be an assumption of vanity.]
FURTHERMORE: That's not his screen name.
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Know ifs, ands or butts about it.
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Posted:Aug 15, 2010 9:16 am
Last Updated:Jul 17, 2011 3:33 pm
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updated my auto reply. this may provide the "why" to those of you whom I didn't reply to.
hi _____
this is my auto reply (40% don't sign off, 30% use initial, 20% screen name, 10% close your name or alias)
The majority of messages I read are from men who want to get to know more about me, and tell me nothing concrete about themselves. I'm pegged as the solution to achieving your fantasies or rarely enjoyed kinks. That would be a win-win IF being a benevolent, gentle at first, strap-on teacher, control aggressor, foot masseuse, mature, asian -- or other label/role you decided I will be in your scenario -- turned me on as activities.
They don't.
Here's why:
fucking (not being fucked) is a core exercise, my upper legs become sore in areas i never knew i had. Strap-on is intimate-- one has to know their partner, read their body and work together toward achieving ass pleasure -- just like female ass fucking (i sure hope you knew this). Foot jobs may look and feel lovely to you, but they're repetitive and not terribly exciting for me. Finally, I don't orgasm through either of these activities, I receive a slew of endorphins and general pleasure from watching my "partner's" face melt.
Key word: "partner." *not "partner" as in boyfriend, significant other, main squeeze - partner in that we are sharing and creating the moment together – strap-on isn't an excuse or a reason for you to be lazy, passive fuck.
Profiles that list adjectives aren't informative either, one person's "easy-going" is another person's "dull and listless."
Physical appeal can't be confirmed with your assurances that you're good looking and fit. Send a current face photo and body shot (cock attached to a torso okay, chiseled torso is notch up from ok. i would prefer you refrain from sending cock solos).
I wonder why people with profile photos spend time describing when I can see for myself and often find different their assessment.
Considering every human is unique by genetics and most pride themselves on being "original" too, why do so many use the same words to describe their individuality.
can a pussy ever just be tight or wet? must it always be tight and wet if used as descriptor? ditto for the default thick, hard cock.
I won't chat with you. If "writing" isn't your thing, i accept that, but i won't concede my thing either. If we can't communicate via email (for a few rounds) then i can assure you, we'd have nothing to say face-to-face. Damn crucial, as face-to-face always proceeds strap cock-to-ass.
Any personal contact info will be disregarded, the idea of phoning "bigcock4u2night" (cuz that's all the info i have) is comical and a bit Bond-like, if James was Jamie and she had a passel of foxy studs/counter spies to thwart.
I wrote this auto reply because i think people deserve a response when they write. My conceit is that I assume you'd be interested in the explanation too.*
In summary, your interest in me is not enough to spark my interest in you.
replying to this note might be the flint ignites it.
happy trails (you).
*if you're writing to tell me i take myself too seriously, "it's just a sex site," it ain't rocket science, I acknowledge your opinion and disagree with it.
Album access/network invites eventually accepted with exchange of note, face photo Slipping in, i don't check invites that often.
Starlex_2's auto reply/explanation, 8.15.10
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Two Guys (for every girl) by Peaches
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Posted:Jul 13, 2009 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2011 10:44 pm
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Come over here hot boys don't you worry i'm nice
have you ever heard of the woman named heidi fleiss
i got a lusty proposition that i know will suffice
let me lay out this condition that i know will entice
i wanna take you home get you satisfied
drugged out sexed up however you fly
just one thing i can't compromise
i wanna see you work it guy on guy
i wanna see you boys get down with each other
i wanna see you do your lil nasty brother
just one thing i can't compromise
i wanna see you work it guy on guy
two guys for every girl
once you boys get started you'll be at it for hours
come on boys i know your not damn cowards
just remember an ass is an ass
so roll over have yourself a blast
don't get me wrong i'm not afraid to lap up the venus
don't get me wrong i'm not afraid to fill up my back
don't get me wrong i'm not afraid to be a wet freak
but its time for the brothers to take a pass
two guys for every girl
working both bones and i'm not in the set
i'm waiting while white your lickin suckin getting a sweat
just when you realize there's nothing left to regret
move on over number one's about to rock it
i'll slink in when you boys are in a french knot
we play a game its like your gonna get caught
that's the time you're gonna get so damn hot
you wanna see my pussy pop pop pop
i'll be hitting bottom you'll be blowing your top
hittin bottom blowing your top
hittin bottom blowing your top
hittin bottom blowing your top
two guys for every girl
no no no baby i ain't carrying mace
did you feel something just spraying your face
he's covered in marmalade
he's covered in marmalade
he's covered in marmalade
he's covered in marmalade
slappin your dicks all over the place
rubbin that shit all up in your face
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I saw Peaches at the Henry Fonda Theater, June 6th 2009
what is Peaches?
prior to seeing the show, i would have said, a musician.
(i had heard some of her music but wasn't familiar with "her.")
having been i can't tell you what peaches is, you'll have to see/hear yourself.
from wikipedia (a first step in knowing something but not the last word in knowledge)
Gender identity is one theme of Peaches' music, often playing with traditional notions of gender roles representation. Her lyrics and live shows consciously blur the distinction between male and female
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Posted:Jun 12, 2009 11:30 am
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2010 10:55 pm
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Memories of Mother's Day conversations.
Originally posted to my alt blog May, 2009.
May, 2008.
I obligatorily phoned my mom to acknowledge the Day set side for Mother's, without knowing what to say, [what does "Happy _______(anything)" really mean after all?]
I don't mind recognizing/celebrating holiday and other "special days," deemed "special" by others. Baptism, Bris? sure. Maid of honor? plan the bridal shower, pay for travel and a dress? of course. ♥ halloween? I deplore it, and i'll be in costume at the party you invited me to. It won't be "sexy," that's for everyday.
Calling attention to the event is easy, it's the Obligatory conversation that ensues i can't abide. I say, "mom, i hope your day is happy or will be for a few moments before it's over. How's it going so far?"
She says, "it's all good, just sitting here."
That's my clue to ask if my siblings called and what they spoke about.
Last year, I beat them to the phone. Mom, really was, "just sitting there."
I decided to tell her I'd be visiting Las Vegas again soon. She knew about the earlier trip of the person (alt member) I saw for 6-weeks in the beginning of the year. 2008 was looking, to her; the Year of the Date.
She said, "You seem to like this one okay. Where did you met him, on-line?."
"Yes."
"Match or one of those dating sites?"
"No, not quite. I'm exploring some ideas about sex that aren't mainstream. At their core, all adult social site are about finding someone's whose your "match" for whatever the reason. What's weird is that on match/harmony sites sex is hardly mentioned and the site i'm on, people seem to think kinky sex transcends liking or knowing the other person."
"I don't know, what are you looking for?"
"Well, mom, actually my interest is specific. Have you heard the terms B/d or D/s? BDSM? Kinky sex? Fetish? Or of women that take the lead, sometimes called a dominatrix"
"I've seen some of that on the TV. Not my thing, me and your dad are just fine."
"Ask dad, maybe he'd like to be finer. Anyhow I am not what you seen on TV. I don't carry a whip or have slaves. Remember when I wanted to be sex therapist? I'm still interested in those things."
"Well, you always were bossy."
"Bossy? Why bossy, why not willful and determined? I think you say bossy because I'm female. Anyway, i was thinking you might like "My 's a Domme"* t-shirt for mother's day. Would you? Would you wear it?"
"No thanks, that's okay. This call's enough."
END OF MOTHER'S DAY 2008
MOTHER'S DAY 2009
I reminded my mom of last year and offered her the alternate t-shirt; "My other 's a sub."
Luckily, she declined the gift because I neglected to run it by my sister.
Is my sister a sub? I couldn't tell you, and neither could she. As she said after reading my profile, "you always were confident. it's cool you're doing this and meeting people. I don't think too much about sex or too much of it either."
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*I don't consider myself a domme. It was that or "My 's defining her sexuality on her own terms."
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Vanilla with kinky sprinkles.
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Posted:May 12, 2009 6:45 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2012 5:04 pm
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Vanilla sex.
People write about it, they complain about it, they're tired of it. They don't define it.
Based on what i've read, it means "the same ole thing." It refers to activities that become routinely regular, often regulated, and feel restricted. Vanilla is "two people having sex/making love" and one of them is bored.
BSDM, "alternative activities," groups, public, threesomes, anything; can, over time be as limiting and lust-less as what the majority of people classify as "vanilla."
It's not the lack of variety in positions, clothing/shoes, number of people, location, toys/props, orifice choice that make sex bland.
Sex becomes or is boring when people are limited by what they think is possible to achieve WITHOUT those.
Vanilla is delicious soft served, hard-packed or twisted. and ultra decadent when it's French. Sprinkles are festive and colorful; they aren't very tasty by themselves.
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The eXYperience (as seen on HBO)
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Posted:Apr 5, 2009 7:55 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2010 11:06 pm
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Another VERY private question mainly for the guys, but girls are welcome too and I want her comments courtesy of pinksteel2008
"Question, guy and girls. I have never been with a guy before but I am interested. To avoid potentially getting any kind of label, do guys get with guys, do it, and never mention it to anybody ever and act like it never even happened? How does a guy justify being with another man in his brain?"
Starlex_2:
An Orifice doesn't assign a sexual orientation to itself, the person/society does (but doesn't have to.) .......
editorial continues on
The eXYperience POLL post.
It's possible to merge the post into the poll, but NOT the picture. I thought you'd like the photo.
If there's not 100 votes by April 15, I'm taking down my blog photos. I'd rather be read than looked at.
Tally: 86 Views of Photo, 43 view of poll, 5 votes.
I'm changing the course of action to best suit my goal - to know thing, not to show my thing (again).
I'm removing the "me, getting my cock sucked in public" photo. The day there's 100 votes on my poll, I'll re-post it.
7.05.10 it took a year to achieve over 100 vote mark, and as promised I've attached the photo.
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Slipping in
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Posted:Mar 12, 2009 5:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2011 8:35 pm
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Prequel for non-Network readers:
An Adult Dating zone slip-up was the reason for "Slipping In," the Photo Album attempt (images were denied), which necessitated "Slipping In," the Network Bulletin Post; which is Pending Approval, and could be denied. If so,"Slipping In," the Blog Post will stand in its steed.
Starlex_2 presents "Slipping In," the Blog Post:
I accept invites from people who read and look at my profile. Today, the network invite system crashed, it approved all outstanding invites.
If you're only able to view "Slipping in," that's why. "Denied" (by Adult Dating zone) images album were screen shots from my profile - this section.
"Want to join my network? Kudo me. Or write a note and include a photo of your face. Either, or; one is compulsory. Instructions were in my profile, at the end."
Standard members, info's on starlex_2.
If you want to look at my photos, have something to share - i'd prefer a note and face. This is my Friend Network, and they have permission to view the other albums.
For those of you with "privacy" issues and writer's block, share your Kudos.
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FYI: the presence my cock in your network may cause clucking in the hen house. rather than deleting me; keep this explanation handy: i enjoyed her profile, it's a good read.
If pressed further, add "are you interested everyone in your network?"
My network's private, (484) members' identities are anonymous.
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Jockey retired. Unicorn seeks Pegasus
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Posted:Feb 22, 2009 12:41 am
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2011 10:50 pm
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POSTED SPECIFICALLY FOR STANDARD MEMBERS.
STANDARD MEMBERS, my blog is your entry portal. Adult Dating zone shackles all but the most headstrong, wily standard members into submission (of a credit card), simultaneously pressuring metal (Au/Ag) members to "permit" (pay for) standard members' messages.
I did the math, and reworked the equation.
Standard (or any) member if you comment on THIS post, it will be private. It's the same as emailing me, except free for both of us. If you, Standard (or any) member, are reading this, and smiling; we might have something in common. The joy of figuring out how to succeed by playing within the rules; often coming from behind to take the lead and keeping it.
Not only can you write me, via the POST A COMMENT function, you can also attach a photo. Comments and photos are private (or should be, if the blog options are operating correctly). You may want to post a test comment first.
Now everyone now has the same opportunity to separate him/her/TV/TS self from the herd.
2.18.09
NO LONGER Jockeying/Unicorn seeks Pegasus
Those are mythical creatures. That is a fantasy.
My profile is about an idea I want explore (again) with another person. (not a FWB = "I fuck a stranger, frequently/regularly").
I'm not the ride, fellas. You are. I don't take you to FantasyLand, we're travel partners.
Long Ranger and Tonto, Silver's ancillary.
(Colt translation: Batman and Robin, Batmobile's ancillary).
*Fan colts: May 1939, Batman with "the car," April 1940, Robin.
It's 2009, this is my version, not Mr. Nolan's. Keeping the 'mobile, Robin's riding shotgun.
•will i be gentle? •why I won't fuck you, even if you ask real nice •errotica •FAQS on Phallus info sheet (coming soon!)
starlex_2 is loaded with answers and PHOTOS.
Want to join my network? Kudo me. Or write a note and include a photo of your face. Either, or. One is compulsory. Instructions were in my profile, at the end.
Or write html to help me format - Adult Dating zone's is broken (again.)
The profile (post: MY PROFILE ON THE OPEN RANGE) is (still) accurate as well as misleading, dense, complicated and lengthy. A few thousand of you said it's a good read too, thank you.
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Auto reply, 9.18.08
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Posted:Feb 18, 2009 7:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2010 10:50 pm
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hi,
i look forward to reading your note and learning about you. i will reply if i think you understand what I'm seeking, and that you're applying for a possible available (grimace) opening. i know where i stand. On retrospect the title, "jockeying for position" is misleading, gives the impression i'm racing forward and knocking aside the other dildo-wearing mistresses to get at your sweet hole. that's not really the case, is it?
if i haven't replied within 21 days, your email was crass, riddled with typos, a form letter and/or you didn't read, understand or dismissed the qualities i seek in a partner or failed to understand "whip, slick and dick" ditty means I don't "hook up" for NSA or the proverbial "fun time."
Reaching out to a stranger is gutsy, not receiving a reply is rude, continuing to plead your case unacceptable. Recycling the note you sent previously, thinking i won't notice or you can't recall who you've written (or spammed) is lazy and laughable.
proofreading and editorial comments accepted without bias.
happy trails,
starlex_2
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To link to this blog (starlex_2) use [blog starlex_2] in your messages.
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