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So where I’m at right now
Posted:Feb 16, 2020 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2020 5:19 pm
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So dressing is my first love as is being retrained my device of choice is an extreme chastity device
Ultra-small with a catheter fitted means I can wear it for long periods love feeling frustrated
I’m asked all the time what happens if you get aroused? So the same as anyone really but instead of getting erect my clit is forced inside me, sure it’s uncomfortable and not desirable but it’s what I desire, what is next maybe a device with spikes to further discourage my desire
Most guys dread erectile dysfunction as a problem I embrace this I would welcome a more permanent solution, this is where you guys come in with my love of dressing and forced chastity
Are you seeking a gurl? A gurl willing to submit to your desire a gurl who wants to be the gurl you desire, in my quest of feminisation, guess what I’m saying is I much desire an anal climax to a normal one, and I’m seeking a guy who will use me as female and desires me as female and who will help me become the female I desire to be!! What is involved is up to you, I’m not a gold member so it costs me 15 points just to chat but gamble on me I wont let you down !!
right now I feel like a naughty school gurl i'm as ready as I can be and a cock virgin you into a gurl like me?
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emasculated
Posted:Feb 7, 2020 5:03 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 2:40 pm
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I so want feel emasculated hence chastity in chastity I feel frustrated in such a state I’m able act as , sorry guys I’m a bottom as such I know what you want desire
I know you desire oral I’m good with this but knowing this it’s not just a normal BJ even after climax I will continue use you till you push away yes I will swallow!
Seems kind of sided but once you recover feel free use bio pussy no objection just enjoy as , into kinky well I’m your gurl into bondage, spanking, fisting all most anything you desire!!
For those in the know ethanol injections may be the way forward, as is banding such is desire be emasculated
So what I’m saying is that if you’re the kinky guy I desire then almost anything is on the cards
question you is what will you do for a gurl like ? What can you offer ? Can you do what you desire? How can I become the gurl of your desire? Your move!!!
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so here i am
Posted:Jan 26, 2020 4:22 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 2:40 pm
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With love of dressing and feeling frustrated in chastity and wanting feel emasculated
And dressed full time and whereas wearing chastity is very desirable but uncomfortable, orchiectomy just seems to offer a permanent frustration.

During my life I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve gone to bed and tucked everything in wishing I would wake in the morning with it gone! Guess in a way this is what your offering

So I’ve done a load of research looking at orchiectomy but there is very little there so add the mix penectomy, nullo, Smoothie and all but nothing. I was able to see photo so both are removed and your just left with a hole for the want of a better word.

I love the of a gurl with her bits removed and a tiny limp dick, this I feel shows real commitment wanting act and enhances feminisation also

Not going you bit this would be a huge step full stop, but also a step into the unknown
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Castration
Posted:Jan 16, 2020 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Jan 16, 2020 5:02 pm
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So everyone has a twist and an opinion over castration this isn’t something I’ve just come up with this is something I’ve researched a lot

love of chastity has taken places I would have never gone without it and pleasure I could dream of, I love the feeling of being frustrated and lock and key

The main problem with this is that it’s not very comfortable if I do get aroused hardness is inverted, unable protrude it’s inverted and this isn’t the best feeling but I like be in chastity and this is just of them things I guess

For castration is the natural progression chastity it removes desire the thing I’ve restrained with chastity thus far, makes more submissive great for you if you enjoy this !

I do know that any route may include pain or discomfort for a short time and even risk but I do feel like a more submissive me is worth any risk

Don’t mind how it’s done castration banding or chemical castration or even Burdizzo

Just know the gurl I am and the gurl I want become desires this and whatever it takes become your submissive

Sam
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Does size matter?
Posted:Jan 15, 2020 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Feb 26, 2020 5:00 pm
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So thing I have learnt during quest find a guy is that guys come in all shapes and sizes
once cock now a clit I felt was quite large but now I feel like it was average at very least these days it’s lock and key, desire act is such I enjoy being locked up, love how I feel constantly frustrated.

In chastity I also have sit which is in itself very humbling and if I do get excited erection being constrained seems go inside which isn’t a great feeling and somewhat painful so even when I’m excited I tend not get erect.

So what do I seek just an understanding guy with a cock size don’t matter as they say all fits prostrate in just within pussy if you can reach that then happy days for us both

If I’m honest I’m into extreme always had a pain threshold just today watched a clip of a gurl having her balls pierced with needles can’t say I would know how that would feel I’ve pierced own nipples, love the thought of having tongue pierced !!

So what am I into well almost anything in return for feeling frustrated 24/7 how far will I go all the way baby just ask!!

i'm no spring chicken but I understand what you desire and want to be a gurl I know what to expect and i'm happy to do what your desire, in return I expect nothing

Thus far I have no experience of this kind of lifestyle but I’m keen too try it if you into using as a sissy I so want become the gurl of your dreams, thus far I’ve swallowed own and toys, all I ask is you use further reach goal of being a gurl!!

if you feel like you want feminise further we could talk about banding or even castration for the right master just saying

Sam
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repect me as a gurl
Posted:Jan 13, 2020 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2020 12:07 am
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Dressing is just one small part of this I also love the feeling of being frustrated in chastity and the fact that I have to sitting down to pee, all these things make feel like the feminine and the gurl I want to be
Right now I feel like a naughty gurl just waiting for her first time, unlike most gurls I do know what to expect you see I’ve played with myself so for the most part I know what to expect
So I guess I’m ready willing and able, but if you’re the guy for me you need to be dominant my only desire is to be the object of your desire. I need a guys desire behind me and in me are you that guy? I’m very much into kinky so my question is are you the guy I desire? I’m sure I can deliver what you want and desire, but for me I would like to feel like my first time I was forced
Very happy to meet but if you would tie me up and use me as your slam piece I wouldn’t say No!
During any meet I won’t be able to act as anything but female so if your into a virgin sissy please could we speak? As a submissive I desire cock all sizes fit so if your horny and want some anal with a gurl in chastity talk to me, sure I’m a submissive slut but want to get into my kickers? talk to me with respect, trust I desire what you desire but even a gurl has standards
Right now I get how it feels like to find the right guy a few years ago I would see a girl as the object of my desire now I’m the gurl and the tables have turned now I see the error of my ways
Now I hope I’m the gurl of your dreams, sure want to be the object of a guys desire you into a gurl like me ?
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what you into baby
Posted:Jan 9, 2020 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2020 3:48 pm
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I have say since I discovered chastity I no longer feel as angry now I just feel content
And I no longer desire a normal climax I’ve found something so much better and something
That just keeps giving, once stimulated an anal climax just goes on and on wouldn’t desire this? Got the point I now see a erect cock as very erotic, using mouth I somewhat know what I have expect but the not knowing when you might climax does make desire this I hope looking into your eyes and feeling the action of your cock will warn of pending climax, as a sissy I so desire try this if once, I’m so ready for this swallowed own so many times I need a guy do this for

So question are you looking for a gurl like ? What do you desire? Into kinky? Dressed real sexy I will do all you desire question you is what I can do make any meet special?

if i'm 100% into extreme are you the guy I desire?

love Sam
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where i'm at and where i want to be
Posted:Jan 6, 2020 5:46 pm
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2020 6:04 pm
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So I don’t really know how the beer can took pride of place if I’m honest
It’s a long story as they normally are, so I started to dress for me just to knock one out seemed to be erotic and naughty to dress as female, then like any obsession my needs became more and at some point I inserted something into me, it wasn’t a good feeling and somewhat messy
But I kept trying and I got better at it and at some point I discovered an anal climax and at this point there wasn’t any way back for me, using a dildo its kind of hit and miss just like a lady’s clit
With larger objects it just takes the hit and miss just because of its size it has to hit the spot! so I desire fisting

So then I knew an anal climax felt so much better its like a head rush that goes on and on once jut achieve one it’s kind of none stop after that, knowing I could only suffer a little of this at my own hands I knew I needed a guy to really push me, my submissive side made me feel like I had to submit to a guys desire to see if I could encounter what I desire.

So I thought what would a guy desire and thought a BJ would be the number one item a guy would desire, having watched porn seems to me any guy would want a BJ and have their gurl swallow so with caution I tried this, at first just the taste and spit but wanting to be that special gurl I went on to swallow my own even got to like the taste, and swallowing became second nature.

So after mastering a climax and being able to swallow I started looking for a guy to please after a while I found a guy he was nice and caring but nervous that I would want something in return this was never my intention so I agreed to purchase a chastity device

At first it was so strange but after a while it seemed to click love the feeling of being frustrated and with my love of anal, in fact things seemed to come together my desire of dressing my desire of anal and my desire of being in chastity

So here is where I’m at right now with my love of dressing and chastity and being able to swallow, I could be the gurl you desire add to this my love for larger objects think we could have fun together.

This said not sure my choice of chastity is a good choice seems most guy are not looking for this
Same can be said for fisting not everyone is into this either but if you are we should talk

During my development into the gurl you desire seems to me I’ve excluded myself from a lot of guys but this is where I find myself right now.

If this wasn’t bad enough I’m well into kinky, my submissive side likes the thought of bondage. Would consider spanking, banding or anything else!

So my question is would you enjoy a gurl who will dress sexy for you and is unable to act anything but female due to chastity to share your bed?

Not sure my choices thus far have made me the number one choice for any guy but I do hope Mr right is out there!!

So here I am just a gurl seeking a guy and willing to feminise myself further how much further well the sky is the limit for the right guy, how do you see me developing into the gurl of your desire?

so yes if your into turning me into the gurl you desire I won't object to banding play or even castration should we agree can't offer more

Love Sam
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fisting
Posted:Jan 5, 2020 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2020 12:01 am
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So guys any of you into fisting? So if we meet the normal is up for offer first but I’m able to accept much larger right now I can accept around 2 ¼ inches have accepted more in the past so question is would your be willing force your fist within arse? I know it’s a strange request and of the ordinary but some guys like it and I would love be impaled by your hand, just lube up and let’s try!! would consider a if I was serve the guy and the lady wanted fist I’m open suggestions, so what you need understand is that I’m very much into being frustrated so sorry guys thing is chastity so if we meet I will turn up with clit locked up and during any meet I will remain locked up, this said I’m very much into kinky so if you’re up for bondage, spanking, or anything else for that matter then please tell me what you desire and lets see if we cant work something that works for each other,
if you would like further feminise then I'm up for this also i'm no page 3 but I can and will offer all the gurl you want and desire!!
if i'm honest would welcome anyone will keep as 24/7 happy relocate for the right guy, further feminisation is desired but not needed enjoy !!
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so much into kinky and being sumissive
Posted:Jan 4, 2020 5:39 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 2:40 pm
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Just today I watched a clip of a gurl tied up having to injure the humiliation of being tied and having a fucking machine in her arse, watching this I connected with her I knew how she felt the shame of others watching her go throw what she had too, but also saw it from the other side how much the people doing this to her enjoyed it, personally I would enjoy bondage and the feeling of being of control, for I enjoy being a submissive and the thought of a man taking charge just gets going!! You see in chastity I’m already submissive in bondage even more so. Dressed like you desire locked up and if you like tied I’m just an object of your desire
Please use as the gurl I desire be, I tend dribble while enjoying anal so enjoy as the kinky gurl you desire!!
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what i wouldn't do
Posted:Jan 1, 2020 5:33 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2020 5:44 pm
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wouldn’t agree that a is an object of desire! less the mood swings, So much so I want emulate the best I can, this said I don’t understand why a wouldn’t use what she has and suck a guy and swallow her mans seed seems this is her god given right but something they don’t like doing for some reason.
What drives mad is when I see a gurl won’t do this either!! Why would you go all the bother of becoming taking hormones develop boobs and become hairless just be the as the you replace..
I wear chastity just because I don’t want feel as I want be a submissive and if a guy finds attractive as a I won’t hesitate swallow all you have give as any good gurl would
All life I’ve been dominate right now I’m enjoying feeling submissive chastity puts in place, with manhood lock and key your in charge, dressed real sexy you get excited and all I ask is you use as the object of your desire
So love chastity and anal and the way it makes feel would consider more, love feeling frustrated but I can’t wonder what it would feel like for frustration also be removed, become a true submissive so if your into a gurl like me but into banding or castration then I’m the gurl of your dreams, I know this isn’t an easy transition but it’s I’ve very much into if you are? What gurl wouldn’t like boobs or be hairless and an object of a guys desire? if your into kinky this is a real plus for bondage and fisting would be on tick list, as is banding and ever castration for the right guy
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Just a Gurl looking for a boy!
Posted:Dec 29, 2019 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2020 3:49 pm
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Guys I hope to find the one on here, as yet nothing has come of my chats. Guys and you know who you are if your just looking to jerk off as I pour my heart to you then I’m really flattered love to think that the of turns you on and really love that one of us gets what they want!

My problem is that not being a gold member every ’s points and points don’t grow on trees happy to but please just your way.

Like the of just understand I’m very much into chastity so any meet is just about your wants and desires I just wish to act as female, I need to feel frustrated to do the things you desire of me.

I totally understand that I’m not a normal gurl but this meet needs to be a guy enjoying me and nothing else, with my tackle locked up I’m all the gurl you desire and as kinky as you like!!

Sure I’m new to this very new maybe I expect too much but this is where I’m at right now can’t see me changing, fact of the matter is I enjoy my play and anal more than a normal climax

With this in mind I would like to explore castration and even relocation for the right guy so you up for a sissy who will make your morning?

thus far this has just been for my enjoyment not yet had the pleasure of a guy but in two minds try this as a gurl in chastity or wait and have my frustration removed and truly be a submissive before is submit to a guys desire

looking for a guy who shares my dream, in return all the gurl you have ever wanted or desired, in return help develop into the gurl you desire

Can we please because I desire a guy to enjoy



Sam
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I know what i desire
Posted:Dec 28, 2019 5:46 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2019 6:05 pm
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so over the years I've enjoyed dressing but now I need more, having done everything for myself I need to have a guy do this to , with my love of dressing and my love of chastity as ready as I can ever be to take the next step, I think I know what you want and desire, the submissive gurl I want to be an object of a guys desire!
so if you desire a kinky gurl like then please can we talk?
not passable as female but that won't stop being the gurl you desire and I have two holes ready and willing to accept all you desire.
in chastity I can only act as a female so if your into a gurl and want to use as one your gurl as anything goes so long as it's agreed before any meet

so I suspect most gurls know where do I just do the one night stand just to enjoy what is on offer or do I wait for Mr right who will treat as the gurl I am?

willing to do whatever it takes to become your gurl willing to relocate and with my love of chastity willing to be castrated if this is something you desire

Sam
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