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Slow, Sensual Midnight Dances
 
Journey on the way to sensual growth, discovery, and fullfillment. Are you brave enough to walk with me?
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Blue Light Special in Kmart!
Posted:Nov 1, 2006 8:11 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2006 8:51 am
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Yesterday, I had a weird experience in Kmart! First of all....not my favorite store! But, I needed some Halloween candy to pass out at my 's house, and it was on sale there. So, I got all the candy I needed and headed to the checkout line.

Two carts in front of me were two elderly ladies with probably 30 bags of candy in their cart. They just kept unloading it onto the cash register. But in the basket part of their cart next to their purses.......
was a box of D-Con Rat Poison!

I just kept looking around and wondering if I was the only one that thought that was strange! Now these two little old ladies didn't look the part but.......

What do you think?
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I've Missed You Blogging Nuts!
Posted:Oct 31, 2006 7:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2006 8:51 am
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I'm not sure if anyone really noticed.....but I haven't been here for awhile. I actually just needed to put some perspective back into my own life, and instead of doing that, I would just escape here to all of you wonderful people. Can anyone say "avoidance"???

So.......I stayed away for awhile, and just did some thinking and actually got my work done without burning the midnight oil for a change. lol But I have missed you all, and sharing a small part of your lives here in cyberspace. I will be visiting your blogs the next couple of days and trying to catch up.

My thoughts this morning is about long term love. And I think some of you may have some input that will help my line of thinking.


Do you feel that you can truly love someone and yet become strangers?

That you can't imagine your life without a person, and yet can't see moving forward either?


PS.....I'm a lowly standard member now, so responding to your comments is very hard. I've forgotten the benefits to "paying" for this site! lol 143 ya'll
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Precious!
Posted:Oct 18, 2006 9:05 pm
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2006 8:23 am
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I'm older than alot of you here.....heck, maybe older than most of you. But I learn so much from you all everyday. And I don't feel so old.....at least not most days.

I feel like I have missed so much this week. A girl's night out with [blog goddess1946] and crew. A meet and greet dinner. And [blog lovemetouchme5] and [blog ShayeDK] were fairly close by here this week, and I missed them too. I feel bad about missing out, and hope I haven't let anyone down.


But this week has been a week of discovery to me. Not easy, not always pleasant, and certainly exhausting. But peace. I feel peace in many ways. I'm making choices...carefully. And I feel like I'm going to make good choices. I don't expect that they are all going to be easy choices.....but I know that I have to make them.

I was feeling sorry for myself today because I feel that I haven't been touched intimately in awhile. But then I distinctly heard that this was necessary. That I cannot escape choices by escaping into sex. That I cannot forget right now that there are paths opening to me. That the stress I feel is moving me forward right now. And sex sometimes becomes just another way to relieve that stress instead of allowing the resolution of it to shape me somehow.


I have much to learn. And I feel that somehow some of you are here to teach me.
Thank you.
With all my heart.

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If We Only Knew
Posted:Oct 17, 2006 9:52 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2006 9:05 pm
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Three pairs of shiny black shoes,
All polished in a row.
Three little girls all excited,
Getting ready to go.

Three little girls,
Sleeping in the same room.
Fighting, playing, loving,
Not knowing it would end soon.

If we only knew the power,
That our words might have.
We wouldn't waste a single one,
On saying something bad.

If we only knew that one day,
We might lose someone we love.
We wouldn't fight and squabble,
Over who gets the first hug.

If we had only known,
That things were really that bad.
We would have come and whisked you away,
We wouldn't want you sad.

Three pairs of shiny black shoes,
If they only knew.
Once there were three little sisters,
And now there are only two.


My sister, the middle sister, passed away quite suddenly a few years past of a brain aneurysm. She didn't tell us how hard her life really was, or how bad her marriage really was. But at her funeral, some of her friends did. Pay attention to your loved ones, your family, and your friends. We don't know which day might be our last.

Adult Dating zone....please leave the picture in.
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Holy Shit! What Happened To Your Hair???
Posted:Oct 15, 2006 7:20 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2006 9:06 pm
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I'm learning to be "well"! Mind, body and spirit. There is so much that I believe and have always believed, but, I never even knew there were names for it. Reiki, Reconnective Healing, Energy Wave Therapy, EES....and more. But I am learning.

So, today, I was invited to be a part of an afternoon of experiences in healing. A chance to experience at least two alternative therapies.....and skeptic as I am, I took a friend with me who is probably more skeptical than I am. It was a lovely afternoon with many lovely ladies. So, we sat through the first group-type seminar about energy, and healing. And then we got to sit through a hypno therapist group session which was very relaxing. But both of us skeptics were convinced that while we were relaxed, and her voice and the music were very soothing, that we were NOT hypnotized.

For our last experience, my friend got to go do reconnective therapy, and I was able to sit in on a session with an Indian woman who uses stones, crystals, and other things. She is also an intuitive. My friend went off, ready to experience the "reconnection" but laughing about how it was probably nothing.


So, I walked into the room, and the beautiful Indian lady had handed people different kinds of beads with stones on them that pertained to something she sensed they needed. They each had one set of stones......and she handed me about six, explaining what each one was for. And then she ran back up to her box and grabbed a beautiful while rock and brought it back to me to hold. (Well, either I was special, or a VERY needy case! lol)She talked for 30 minutes about what she does, and about prayer and meditation. Then our time was over, but she grabbed my hand and held me back.


"You have a beautiful soul", she said. "But you have hidden and protected it from shining through for so long because you have been hurt. But you are a healer.....and your soul shines through your eyes. Let me make you a set of beads that will help you let go of those past hurts.......and be released from those who told you you weren't good enough as a . You are so intelligent, you frightened them. They didn't mean to hurt you, they thought they were protecting you.....they didn't understand you."

Well, needless to say, I was completely astounded, as I have never met this woman before. And tears formed in my eyes as she hugged me. I thought about my friend.....and wondered if she was still a skeptic or not, as I was feeling a complete release. Just then, she came out of the room where she had been receiving "reconnection" therapy. She looked at me, and saw the tears, and I looked at her, and all I could think to say was.......

"Holy shit, what happened to your hair?"
Her eyes were glazed and her hair was standing up all over the place. We laughed ourselves silly as we hugged each other.......and yes, we both booked ourselves some appointments!

PS.....I've been gone a week....did anyone even notice?
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Reach Out!
Posted:Oct 7, 2006 5:35 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2006 9:59 pm
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Her day had been horrible. Everything that could go wrong had. She felt like such a failure. She kissed the cheek of her baby as she picked him up at daycare. One more stop....the grocery store...and then home and hopefully some peace and quiet. She put the baby in the cart, and before she finished grabbing some vegetables, the baby was screaming. She tried everything she knew to quiet him....racing through the store, fully aware of the dirty looks people were giving her. The checkout line was long, and the baby was wailing. After several "looks" from others in the line, she picked the baby up and tried to console him. As she reached the checkout, she was juggling the baby, and trying to get the groceries on the counter as fast as she could. She felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned and met the smiling face of the woman in line behind her. "What a beautiful baby," she said. "Would you mind if I held him while you paid for your groceries?" The mother thought that nothing had ever been offered her as valuable as that kind word and smiled. Suddenly, she didn't feel like a failure anymore.....just a mom with too much to do.

As she pulled up to the red light on a rainy day, her eyes were drawn to the bus stop at the side of the road. There stood a man with a small who he was sheltering under his jacket as best as he could against the rain pouring down. He himself was soaked. On impulse, she reached for the extra umbrella she had in the car....rolled down the passenger window and handed the umbrella out to the surprised man. He looked at her smiling face, and when she nodded her head, he took the umbrella gratefully!


Take a little time out of your busy day
To give encouragement
To someone who's lost the way
Or would I be talking to a stone
If I asked you
To share a problem that's not your own
We can change things if we start giving
Why don't you

Reach out and touch
Somebody's hand.
Make this world a better place,
If you can.

If you see an old friend on the street
And he's down
Remember his shoes could fit your feet
Try a little kindness you'll see
It's something that comes very naturally
We can change things if we start giving

Why don't you
Reach out and touch
Why don't you (come on Blogland!)


Reach out and touch somebody's hand! Make this world a better place.......I KNOW you can!!!

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How Tall Do You Have To Be To Have A Big Dick!
Posted:Oct 5, 2006 6:13 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2006 10:01 pm
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I read a blog this morning about a gal whose husband was leaving her because she couldn't seem to get pregnant. She's probably better off without a jerk that only loved her if she could give him a ! But it reminded me of a story and I thought I'd tell it this morning!

When my husband and I had been married a couple of years, we decided that it was time to have a baby! So we tried, and we tried and we tried! And every month that damn period would come! So we just tried and tried some more! Sure was fun trying!!!

Finally, I decided that I should go see the doctor, and just make sure that there wasn't something wrong with me. So, after the doctor examined me, we went into his office to talk. He told me that I had a bruised cervix....and that when there is an injury like that, the vagina creates a place that isn't too friendly for the sperm to live. So, he was trying to figure out how my cervix got bruised. When he had exhausted every other source in questions, he finally asked me....

"Is your husband exceptionally large?"

To which I replied......

"No! He's only 5foot 7inches"!

He was speechless for a moment, and then he started to laugh and he just couldn't stop! When I finally realized what I had said, I turned beet red! He finally composed himself and said, "How often do you have sex?" I told him just 'once or twice'. He said "A week?" To which I replied.......
"No, a day!"

He just shook his head and and kept shaking it as he walked down the hall saying.....
"Oh, you young people"!
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Nice Legs! When Do They Open?
Posted:Oct 4, 2006 5:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2006 5:37 am
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Do you ever have one of those days, where all you can think of is being held after hot steamy sex?

Of course you do! That's why you're on this site, isn't it?

So, what are we going to do about it?
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Somewhere Down the Road
Posted:Oct 3, 2006 6:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2006 10:01 pm
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I've seen alot of talk through different blogs yesterday about age differences in love and relationships.

I was 12 when I met someone 4 years older than me. Now, four years isn't a very big gap. But when you're 12 and the boy is 16.....hormonally that is a HUGE gap, don't you think?

And even worse, we had this chemistry. It was almost as if we knew we were meant to be together. We were meant to have a sizzling love life. And it scared us both to death. We ran from our feelings. We came back together, and we ran away again.


Somewhere down the road
Our roads are going to cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
Is going to see.
That you belong to me.



Our roads DID cross again, and we have had a love story that movies could be made of. But now this man deeply desires a much younger woman.
I guess I should have read the writing on that wall.....do ya think?

But he thinks I should "understand" the attraction. So, I'm asking you folks out there to help me "understand" this one.


What is it that makes someone much younger than you so tantalizing? So......irresistible????
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A Lifetime Membership To The Month of October
Posted:Oct 1, 2006 1:24 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2006 7:25 pm
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Once upon a time, October was just another month to me. It was a month that held no family birthdays, and a month that signaled the onset of cold weather....of which I'm not a big fan. I love the trees in their glorious color, but I hate cleaning the dead leaves off the ground.

But I am aware of October more so than I used to be thanks to a disease that snuck up on me, and made me a lifetime member to the month of October. You see....


I am a Breast Cancer survivor!

The disease is gone, and this time by the Grace of God, I feel that it is gone forever. But the emotional turmoil remains. There is no history of breast cancer in my family....so, when I found that first lump, I didn't think much of it. But it did turn out to be cancer...it was contained, in situ, but I still had to have a lumpectomy, and radiation treatment. I was strong, too strong. I shut out my husband and any offers of help....because I didn't want anyone to think of me as "sick". I drove myself to every radiation treatment, and stopped every time on the highway to throw up. All by myself.

Six months after that treatment ended....I had an identical twin lump in the other breast, and it started all over again. I swore that if it ever happened again, that I would simply get a radical mastectomy and get it over with. You know what? Two years ago, it DID happen again. But my doctor disagreed....and I again did radiation and chemo therapy. And then in the beginning of 2006, I did radiation one more time prophylactically.

So, you see, October used to just be the month of autumn, and Halloween, and mid term exams to be given. But now it is Breast Cancer Awareness month to me. A club that no wants to join....but 1 out of every 8 women will be inducted as new members to whether they like it or not. It is a month that women should go get that mammogram. It is the month that I get one every year.

You see, it took having Cancer to make me completely aware of how blessed I am to be alive. I wake up every morning knowing that I am one of the lucky ones. I feel blessed to have all of you here in blogland who are ready to walk through things with me and with others. I fall asleep at night thinking of the garden of butterflies that you all flew for me.

So walk through this month with me. Get your mammogram! Send your mother, your sisters, your aunts, your friends! Make it a fun event...go together and celebrate life with lunch afterwards. Think of the millions of women who have lost their battle with breast cancer.....and the others who are courageously fighting their battle. There are many products, and companies out there around the world that will be donating the profit from their products this month to breast cancer research. Support them if you can.


My prayer for you is that you never become a lifetime member to the month of October. But it is a membership that I am proud of now, and always will be.

Dedicated to my family, both real life and blog world who have walked with me through so many things and who bring a smile to my face every day that I am alive.
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Eat Me!
Posted:Sep 30, 2006 4:13 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2006 8:11 am
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Many years ago, when I was a , I was dating the "bad" boy in town. He, however, treated me like a queen. But we did make out a lot....although never going all the way. He had older brothers, and got alot of ideas from them.....and oh my!.....did he ever write me some sexy letters. Although half of it I didn't understand....what the hell are "blue balls"? lol

But in one of these letters, he said he wanted to Eat me! WHAT? Eat me? He explained himself a little....and even said his brothers told him it tasted good! Now, I was a virgin at the time, and I would go home from making out with him embarrassed at how wet and gooey my panties were....so the thought of him even knowing that was mortifying! Much less putting his mouth down there.

And then I got married....to another virgin....although we did have sex before we got married. And the first time he kissed his way down there.....I thought I'd die.....of embarrassment. I told him no! But he was insistent! And that first lick! It felt SO good! I felt so self conscious! But I didn't want him to stop......so, I put my pillow over my head and went with it. And OH! What an orgasm I had.

For many years, I always put the pillow over my face when he would eat me! I couldn't understand why he wanted to do that....but I was glad he was doing it. I felt kind of unworthy of such pleasure....like I shouldn't have such pleasure.


But I'm glad he pushed me into this years ago.

And I don't put my pillow over my head anymore! lol

So.....tell me a little about why you love oral sex, will ya?
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Finally Friday.......Freak out Your Co-Workers!
Posted:Sep 29, 2006 6:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2006 12:12 am
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It's finally friday.....and I know alot of you have had a really hectic week! So....it's time to have a little fun with your fellow workers.

Schedule them appointments for September 31st.

Put decafe coffee in the coffee maker for about three weeks. When they are over their caffeine withdrawal....switch to espresso!

Page yourself repeatedly on the intercom. And DONT disguise your voice.

Put mosquito netting all around your cubicle and play tropical music.

Walk behind a co-worker and spray Lysol on everything he/she touches.


Can you think of some other good ones????

Have a great weekend.
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Men vs Women
Posted:Sep 28, 2006 12:25 am
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2006 9:51 am
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I think I've got it all figured out friends!

In traveling through the blogs....I see the same theme often. The men are all wondering why the women are ignoring the pictures of their huge cocks, the winks they send, and the "fuck me now" emails.

And the women are all waiting on a man to just come in....sweep them off their feet...romance them into bed. That way we will just be "caught up in the moment"......and not bad girls!


And thus.....we're not connecting.


What do you think?

How would you cure this ailment???

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